Wednesday, December 31, 2008

ByeByes!!!! :'(

B4 telling abt the byebyes!, i would lyk tell a bit on hw i said HI to 2009! i went to BSI Vision School dis morning for the sunrise service...it started at 6a.m. and i actually woke up at 4.30 to prepare myself...FYI, the ride frm my house to the destination took us 25 min. i guess.. minimum la.. and v actually stood for the whole service... and i was standing together wf renee and crystal! ... :) of course, their parents oso... :S


crystal and i


renee and i ( crystal's dad was is behind us! ) haha... :D


dis was the nice part of the day dat i lyk... :D

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As you all should knw, starting frm Jan 1, 2009, v hav to put on our safety belt even at the back seat... so, here's a reminder... :)


good example hoh! :P jkjk
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KKKK!!!! so, start the topic!!!

There are two Bye byes to say! One of them is, of course year 2008! i hope next year, i will hav a better ending than this year... anyhow, jz to say bye to the old and wonder wat's the new thing that will b cuming up! so, HI 2009!


FYI, i actually had slept... bt Yiksin was greeting me HAPPY NEW YEAR and i woke up due to her noisiness! oopss! anyhw, thx for greeting me few minutes b4... and i managed to...


... take dis on Jan 1, 2009!

another byebye is to Shiungchin and SHiung jack.... i never tot of the separation so soon.... and i tot v cn all stay at twu and will never b separated... d 15 years of frenship i will rmb... and hope the reunion will work out right... :) v had a farewell party at the perdana club... so sum photos here... din put much pics up here... jz a few main one...


as u cn c, der are actually children of three close families... and soon all will b separated due to the uncles' works at sandakan and kuching... it's also kind of a farewell to yiksin and yiyang too... and my bro and i will still b at twu... :( anyway, wish u ALL all the best! keep in touch!....

so, this is shiungjack... he actually organized the party jz the day b4 New Year EVE... so, it's NEW YEAR EVE's EVE... :P

this guy is shiungchin... the big bro of shiungjack...
Though kind of sad to say goodbye... anyway, it's a process of life... sumday later, will say HI agn... so, wish u all who are leaving soon all the best! and pray dat u all will succeed in ur future plan! God bless ya'll!!! take care and keep in touch! xoxo

Friday, December 26, 2008

merry christmas????

this year, i wouldn't think it's a merry christmas! i think it's a veryvery "memorable" one... i will nt forgt this year... i would esp lyk to thank two person for making this year's a "memorable" christmas ... u did a "great" work to make my year end so " well ." i have learned a lot frm it... i learned what kind of frens both of you are... i have learned hw to treat you "well" frm hw "well" you hav treated me... don worry, i learned to b strong too!!! so, i will nt be beaten down easily after this... i have learned wat a "good" person you are too!! so unexpected!!! my tears of "joy" dropped for you! cz you proved me "right" by doing all these "necessaray" deeds... i don hav to wonder if you are my fren anymore... cz it's important after all since you cn treat me so "well"... :)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Depend On You

this is a blog that i can hardly write... i hav thought for so long wat can i learn frm this recent bad, sad, mad, angry, disappointed experience.... as the title for this blog, " Depend On You" i rl got inspired by this song of Joshua album.... thx God dat he used this song to tell me wat's dat dat i should b focusing on....He told me clearly whom i should depend on.... it's HIM... for the past, i hav been putting lots of trust on my fren... bt end up, i gt ntg good bak! i rl wonder if i rl owe u!! u did things behind my bak! i found out, wat reaction u wan me to gv u! angry?? congratulate u?? or gv u ideas on hw to becum sumone's supporteR? i rl donno hw to face u and tok to u... i rl feel lyk crying everytime i c u... i m rl afraid... afraid dat i will b hurt for another time... cz as i think bak on the process of all these happenings, it's lyk u hav been using me or u r rl a hyprocrite... i rl donno... very blur nw... i donno if this is the process dat i should go thru to understand other ppl.... or m i another set of another fren?? i hav been trusting u, and try to accept the fact that u r friendly.... bt nw, wat did u do to me?? u cn tell me it's nt ur fault... things came very suddenly... bt u din even try to tell me and explain to me... u hav been acting in front of me.... and i rl cnt believe u r the one who gave me choc and the one to hurt me....

Thursday, December 18, 2008

怎么了??

我真得很不高兴了!!! 我要巧克力!!!

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

:)


i luv the back... so post this first :D


sry ah... here's a smile... jz ignore the face... jz c the hair la... :P


hehe... the pics say it all! i hav short hair!!!!! ntg much to say... jz comment abt it if u hav any.... :D

Friday, December 12, 2008

Another meet upS! :D

ok... it's nw meet upS... meaning ada two times! ok ... it's lyk dat... i was tryin to make up time to meet up wf Sam and Sa... tho v hav planned, bt it was a blur one... anyhow, v jz SHUN QI ZI RAN... bt this kind of plans oso work la... so, i start the blog on Wed. nite... v went out yamcha wf sam at vedablu at abt 9 sumthing.... WE are, nee,bro,yang,and i... v had a simple chat bt v had great time together.... kind of enjoyed that nite...


sam and i


nee, me, sam


bro, nee, me, sam

nw, continuing on the next day meet up... i went to kristen's house at 7.45... o fcourse, v hav made the appointment... den went to the gal's room and c them slp... sarah was awoke and chatting wf me ... :D anyawy, 9 sumthing v left and went aymcha wf aunty annie... guess wat! v ( aunty annie, aunty mary, aunty michlle, sam, sa, kris, ta, and i ) went to BSI ( Bandar Sri Indah ) together... cz aunty mary would lyk to tour around that new town... whn v went to BSI office, kind of boring for us... so v took pics anywher saja... even went in to male toilet... der was two BSI staffs ( AuntyPauline and kelvin ) bringing us all around the town... we went to show unit, playschool, and went around the Anglican Private School... v din go down cz it was raining except for the playschool and show unit... we went to the BSI Sentral Market after visiting those places... next was to Olive to meet up wf other ppl... ( zekuan, nel, chunkiong and mark ) after everything, went bak to church ... den bad goodbye... the hardest to do... anyway, thx God for this friendship... tho sumtimes der are downs in it, bt it helps us grow!! pray dat it will b a life lasting one!!! :D here are sum photos... the schedule starts frm the lowest pic...


i luv u


us wf the tour driver :) kelvin...


v luv the chair!! esp sarah!


us at the playschoool... sitting on the short chair...

guess wat! sumone ordered sarsi at first... den later v ordered ABC Milo den i kept asking if she rl wanna drink dat... den she jz changed... mana tahu, whn da drink cums, she says luckily o! or else... :D jz guess urself la...


in the male toilet... according to them, sumbody knock on the door... donno who lea...


the show unit of 2 story semi- detached! nice place...

hehe... sitting on the floor of the office...


the reflection...


inside kristen's room... :D

Sunday, December 7, 2008

完美

完美。。。 我想了很久到底这世界是不是真的有一位完美的人。。。 可能你对此有很多意见。。。 但,我的结论是,没有! 我现在是讲着人。。。 不是神。 

在还小时,我想象的世界真的很完美。。。 虽然有争论,但,那并没有什么大不了。。。我曾经想过,如果每个人都可以忍,一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空的话,这世界不就可以和平了。。。 如果每个人都可以玩在一堆,没有是非。。。 多好啊! 如果每个人都可靠的话,那,世界不久没有谁出卖谁了吗!或许你现在已经在笑我很天真。但,你不想有这样的一天吗?这不是你们所想的完美吗?

可是,在我从小到大,看得太多。。。 也经历了很多。。。 也开始发觉世界并没有酱完美了。。。我的梦想就这样被践踏了。。。 如有一盆冷水泼下来了。。。 被人误会, 被人出卖,都经历了很多! 那,告诉我,世界会完美嘛。。。 从小,就被别人妒嫉。。。 难道学业好有错吗?从小就被人误会,打了无辜的一藤,没搞清楚事情就打。。。 小小的心灵就这样被za碎了。。。 当长大后,我告诉自己,世界没有人是完美的。。。所以,我也学习忍耐。。。 有时忍不到就爆炸。。。 ( 放心,我不会杀人 )当被人误会,就告诉自己,顺其自然吧。。。

有时都还蛮幼稚。。。 相信所有的“阿狗阿猫” 帮不了你,还害你不少! 在你面前显得完美,但内心正想着怎样害你。。。所以请你们不要酱天真啦。。。 这世界真的没有你们所谓的白马王子啊。。。也没有白雪公主。。。 不要酱不知羞。。。

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Unexpected day!

yesterday, i stayed at home wf tingyiyang for the whole morning and afternoon... at nite, cz my bro and yang gotta go to church for christmas prac. and my parents went to a charity dinner, den three of us were asked to go and hunt for food ourselves... b4 v went out... there came a call... a call frm renee... den she told me she had a plan to call nicolette ( ex- spaa student ) out for dinner... asked if i would lyk to join! wow! den quickly i arranged everything... at last, i was allowed to go! den v went to nostalgia... den v kind of hav a nice chat... tho jz a short while... one hour lyk dat... bt v did enjoy dat moment of gathering... after dinner, nicolette asked if v cn take a pic for memory... of course, i brought along my camera wherever i go... so, ok! no prob! bt renee made a better suggestion to take it sumwher else! dn v were lyk ... ok! v went to the car den v discussed wher to take pics together... FYI, renee was the driver :) she was lyk, tell me the destination!!... as all the other driver would ask... bt nicolette and i jz couldn't think of a place den renee suggested agn dat v go to the park at tmn. fook on... so, here are sum of the pics dat v took... will upload more whn i gt sum frm nicole... so, it was quite a fun nite and an unexpected nite... thx renee! :D and bye nicolette! looking forward to more frens' return....


tell a bit of this pic... k... FYI, renee and i was sitting in front and nicolette at the bak... den i was the one holding the camera... v hardly gt this picture taken cz nt enuf space in the car, i even tot of open the window and put my hand outside... :P and frm this pic, whose head 's the biggest.?? she complained abt it... bt i m nt sure wat do u think ?


so, no one holds the camera... v asked the dog to help us! hehe... if u believe me, u r... rite... of course, v use timer lo... wat elsE? actually der were dogs staring at the 3 of us... either indoor or outdoor...


i think this is a nice one... :D





Saturday, November 29, 2008

embarrassing... yet, a lucky day! :)

as my title said, today is quite an embarrasing day for me... anyway, will tell a bit of wat did i do today.... as i hav said earlier , yiksin and yiyang are nw staying at my house due to their mom's absense... so no wher to stay.... den i woke up quite early ( unusually ) since it 's holiday... ok... jz to say, i woke up so early cz i wanna watch a tvb drama... threshold of an era... ( sumthing lyk dat ) ... it's quite an old one... bt it's nw the climax... so, i m willing to wake up quite early to watch it.! after everyone woke up, brush their teeth den v go to take our breakfast... after dat, v went to by milo powder den went to sunflower to gt presents for the b'day boy--jonathan lOH! :D later, v went to church... was helping out wf their service prac... after dat, we went to ice world cz v tot that the b'day boy was oso der... and i hope to c him der and gv him his present and wish him... mana tahu , whn sampai... *this is the embarrasing part! cz at first i TOT he was der, so, i looked at the table wher shiungchin,chunkiong, and lipyung sat... but i din c jonathan... den der at the counter, i saw a boy exactly the same size as him, hairstyle juga... den go to his side and whisper " happyb'daybro! " who knws!!!! dat guy wasn't him... so, cn u imagine dat kind of embarrassment...??? bt the gud thing is, dat guy wasn't sumone dat i never c b4... was my fren's fren... so, oklo... due to the disappointment, i asked shiungchin to help me pass the present to the b'day boy... den i tot the rest of my day will b unlucky... MANA TAHU agn.... we left iceworld, den walk bak to church... all gals k?? the boys weren't MAN enuf to go wf us :P boys, jz kidding... den walkwalkwalk... guess wat!!! i saw a 5 dollar bill... of course, next action would b to pick it up lo... abt hw m i gonna use it... sure i will nt gv to police, cz they will help to use... :D i oso nt sure wat will i use it for... one of my frens gav me suggestion to gv as an offering.. good idea hoH! den bak to church! guess wat?? i finally saw the b'day boy... bt didn't manage to tell him the embarrass thing...:D then the rest of my afternoon was a practice for children christmas celebration... dances of 3 songs... and gratefully, they are quite a short songs... so... ya... and so hot inside the HOP... cz only fans were available... and quite happy to c thoz lil' kids acting as lil' animal... if u wanna knw more abt wat's goin on during christmas, come and join us on DEC. 21 , 08! :) k... i think will write to here... update sooN!

peace

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

知心朋友

我相信每个人都有朋友。。。 但没有几个是知心的。。。 猪朋狗友都比知心朋友还要多吧! 我相信也没几个是愿意与你一同度过喜怒哀乐。。。 当其中一位离开到不同的地方时,渐渐地,只段开始就很好的友情就变淡了。。。他们也各找到自己的朋友了。。。 有时我也不知道友情是不是真的酱重要! 我已经试试不把任何事与别人分享, 感觉还不错。。。 但,有时我很像分享时,朋友却离我很远。。。 当等到他们时,我已经没有心情分享了。。。有时连自己都不知道自己要些什么。。。 大家,如果你只要找一个可以笑可以玩的朋友,其实你是一个很失败的朋友。。。 因为你根本就不懂要朋友来干嘛。。。 无论如何,我还是同意,朋友也占据了人生中蛮重要的地位。但朋友是可以选择的。 若朋友不好,可以让你的人生就这样被毁了。。。 我也在此祝福大家可以早日找到自己的知心朋友。。。 :)

希望

我最近收到很多不好的消息 。 全都让我非常的失望。。。有些还不是真相。。。 ( 我真的希望不是真的。。。否则你真地把我们大家的脸都丢光了。)我这么说很模糊是吗?我现在几乎很像在掉你们大家的瘾。其实我也不只应该怎样。 突然很多不可思议的事情都到了我耳边。。。 但我真的选择了相信你。。。 我相信你不会做出酱不知羞的事。。。 讲真的,我现在两头难。。。 我希望干这样的事不是你。。。而是另有其人。。。 我现在能做的只有把酱多的麻烦事交托给上帝和把我双眼睁大。。。 我真的能够了解到希望越大就失望越打这个道理了。。。

Monday, November 24, 2008

OH NO!!!

today also didn't turn out the way i want lea... as my previous post said, i m nw sick.... so, i gt to stay at home to rest a bit... today is kind of a separation day agn... sum of children went to kk for a conference and an aunty oso left to kk... and this aunty is one who is one of the closest one---- Aunty Ah Foon... she went to kk and will b goin to kuching the following day... and soon yiksin and yiyang gotta follow... and it's kind of a really hard thing for me to accept the fact that they will b leaving and she has left... so, went up to airport wf her... after dat, went to babysit alvin Lo... as i said earlier oso, he is sick toO! and his mom oso lea... supposedly, yiksin oso go to kk bt she gav up the chance and stay bak to babysit wf me.... actually i was abt to slpover at the baby's house... however, due to my sickness, after the day babysit, i gt to go home and rest... tomolo, gonna babysit agn... and hopefully baby alvin will recover as soon as poss too! tho tired, bt quite a fun experience.... :D

Sunday, November 23, 2008

NEW PLAns!!! YAY!

i m quite happy cz i will hav sumthing new abt this holiday... frm tomolo on, for a wk, i would b able to go overnite and accompany a mother and a baby... hope it will b a good experience for i seldom hav the chance to slpover at other ppl's house... and hopefully, my sickness will b healed as soon as pos... and the baby's too... or else, the baby would b to weak to play wf me! :D hehehe.... will tell u more whn it's over... :D

Friday, November 21, 2008

Holiday

holiday... holiday... holiday... sounds so relaxing, interesting, and the list goes on... however it doesn't turn out as so! frm the first day of my holiday, almost everyday, i spent it alike... morning wake up at 9... den watch tv, on9, play piano, ... in the afternoon... i hv to go to mom's shop cz bro works part time... at nite, either staying at home or goin to church! u might think , "WOW!! go to ur mom's shop, then u cn do facial, manicure, massage, go yamcha!" sounds so good... nice plan... bt it's not as fun as u thnk... all i did was staying at my mom's shop reading the whole week newspaper, whole year magazine ( 1 per month ), helping to open the door, pick up the phone... sumthing lyk dat! i think this kind of routine is sumhw preparing myself for a busier part of my holiday... frm next week onward, i think i will b muchmuch more busier than the past few weeks... a lot of practices for christmas are cuming up... i will b involving in 3 kinds of events... singing, dancing, and assisting in teaching the kids on a dance... for the time being, i don even knw whn are the practices and things lyk dat! hopefully, during this holiday, i will b able to meet up wf frens who will b cuming bak frm kl and kk... :) and to hang out wf them too!!!!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

CONGRATS TO KOLII & OIVUI! ( mr. & mrs. lim ) :)

It has been a great time for the past two days celebrating together wf kolii and oivui for the greatest and happiest moment in their lives... sumhow, v cn rl c hw amazing is God in the way He plans things... and tho quite many of us have been busy preparing stuff for their wedding, v fl that it was worth doing... and v felt so excited too... for me, i was jz assigned to help ushering at nite for the wedding dinner.... and i hv rl made myself QUITE presentable for it... :) thx for thoz who hav commented abt me yesterday... :P last nite was oso quite a grand one... i was nervous, but i jz donno y m i nervous... haha... silly me... anyway, last nite's presentations were great! u all did well! guys and gals, u were up to the standard tho u hav made sum wrong moves... ohya! i luv the part whn the bride and the bridegroom came down the stairs accompanied b the violinist ( tabby and zekuan) and the "fireworks" surprised me! hehe... it wasn't u guys' fault.... i was jz nt well-prepared and donno whn will it b operated! HEHE!!! hwever i still manage to shot sum of the scenes... hopefully i cn upload them whn i gt it frm other cameras.... i oso luv the dancing and the singing too!!! :D


fuizee and i

me,oivui,kolii :) GOD BLESS YOUR MARRIAGE!
wedding ceremony! isaac and i

eunice and i! cute gal... so hard to capture one wf her...

alicia n i....

isaac and i... cute boy...

my family! :)

ms.angelina and i ( my usher partner )

morris and i... frankly telling, first time heard him sing and c him dance at the same time...
nelson and i... he was quite pro in being a waiter tho...

the mc for the nite... taken wf him after he was relieved! :D u did great!

as the theme of my blog says! "CONGRATULATIONS to MR. & MRS. LIM KO LII!!!" :D

p.s. will add more pics if i cn gt it soon.... if nt,.... den i might hopefully upload them at friendster

Friday, November 14, 2008

PHEWWWW!!!! FINally.....

After much obstacles v hav faced for the completion of our masterpiece, v finally gt to c the whole thing wf our own eyes! :D Thx GOd for His help! at first, it seems so impossible for it to b published ON TIME... bt who knows?? only God knws! that it's possible.... As it's the first time for most of us being able to b part of the committee, v rl took a long time to figure out most of the system of microsoft publisher.... Through this teamwork project, i rl learn a lot frm it! especially the importance of teamwork! if there wasn't any teamwork among us, this masterpiece couldn't b done ON TIME! and i rl learn to b responsible... to do the part that was being assigned... personally, i hav a sense of happiness and relief! nt sure abt the other members! anyway, hope thoz who have got one would enjoy reading it! if u don fl satisfy, plz bear wf us! hope v cn do better next year....


The "hard working" bunch of us.... The PAceSEttER coMMitTEe


The cover ( the office was mine :S )
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PHEEWWW!! finally, everything is over!! last nite was the awards' nite, and i was one of the mc's... der were four of us ( zehao, melvin, jinjett and i) thx God that everything was fine tho v were nervous! body shaking, mouth shivering, and our feet were weak... :D i hav gt a few of the awards too... To me, the highlight of this years' awards nite could be the part whn the boy skul leavers and sum of their frens singing.... it's a fantastic performance and i cn rl fl the kind of friendship they hav! Good job guys!!! nw, i m wondering wat will bcum of the skul next year.... quite looking forward to that.... skul wif no naughty, noisy, and the humorous ones :S...last nite, whn ms. chin toked abt the 3 servants who were given the talents by their masters... 2 were hard working bt one was lazy... went i reflect on which servant m i, i m proud to say i m one of the 2 hard working ones.... tho i din do so much as 90 Pace's and above, bt i did improve! and Praise God for enabling me to do so... May the Lord continue to help me as i will try my best to strive forward to more and to gain more "talents" NEXT YEAR! :D


yiksin and i
shiungchin, me, and ahjack
finally met up wf my primary 2 classmates after 7 years of my transfer to SPAA
zehao and i

thx God for the reunion... sad that tabby and sophia weren't wf us...


ms. liz and i! surprise to b able to meet her der!


my awards... :D
p.s. i MIGHT continue to add sum photos whn i gt them frm the diff. cameras

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Mixture of Feelingss!!!!

i hav nt been posting any new post... i was rl BUSY for the past... whn i was FREE, i wanna update, the line wasn't so good... so... ya... u might ask hw old r u o? you do business meh? of course nt business dat makes money lo... bt recently, i m helping out wf school's pacesetter ( school's year book), practice for awards' nite, some decorations wf frens, worship prac for awards'nite... and some random stuff... abt school's pacesetter, i heard dat it cn b out tonite... hopefully^^... cnt wait to c the work done by the committee members ( i m one of them tho ) ... and the cover!! :) i saw the draft bt nt the real thing... so, quite EXCITED nw.... i m nw seriously NERVOUS... tho it's nt my first time being a mc, bt sure there are pressures.... jz went to rehearsal jz nw and all of us didn't do so well as the past practices... so, pray dat v cn do it tonite! hopefully, i cn update abt wassup tonite asap! and the pacesetter!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Stop opposing the truth!!!!!

hav u ever come across ppl who always think they are right whn they were told that they are wrong?? whn ppl tell them wat's rite in LOVE, they never want to heed it and even think that u r accusing them... they will jz tell u that they r truly annoyed and think they knw better than u cz u r younger.... they don lyk to b accused whn u r right... bt they cn accuse u wrongly.... they asked ppl to b wise... bt actually they are jz foolish... whn they tok, the rest of their sentence will definitely prove that they are more foolish than u!! ppl! wake up! stop thinking that you are rite... b willing to change... ppl are helping u... b4 u accuse ppl wrongly, plz think abt YOURSELF!!! you knw u r wrong, den SHUT UP! why bother to argue o! you wan ppl to b honest, wat about you?? you wan ppl to respect you, ask yourself, hav u respected others??? pls... go to the mirror! you are nt so good as you think yourself is... and pls never treat ppl the way u WANT! no one is to b born lyk a dog... and watever you do, plz think of the consequence! think of your parents... think of those who care for you.... and do nt say dat u regret one day! cz it's all nonsense...!! hope everyday frm nw would b fine... i hope there's no more TODAY!

p.s. by accusing others WRONGLY and tot urself to b rite, u are just being SAI QI! and learn to say YES when ppl teach u the rite thing... and say SORRY if you knw you r wrong... you are nt being a MAN or WOMAN by senkaing!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

sense of success







i went to Girls' Brigade this afternoon... for sum of u out der may ask wat's GIRLs' Brigade?? ok... basically, it's a uniform group K?? tho my skul has none... bt i hav decided to join one... and this uniform group is unique frm the others... cz it's a christian uniform group... bt it doesn't mean dat non- Christian cnt join... u can of course! ok... i m nt gonna write abt the uniform group... i wanna write abt wat special thing i did there.... after few weeks of break, due to the PMR and diff. kind of examinations of the government skul, today, finally, it resumes... today's was quite ok... v don hav drill ( marching ).... instead, v learn to make sumthing useful using the shoe box... b4 i continue to tell u everything, i need to tell u all dat i m descirbed as " my legs and my hands are the same " i gues u understand wat it means... meaning i m nt so good in doin craft and sum art work... bt i cn draw... depends which kind of drawing oso.... orite, bk to the craft work... in the process of this craft, i was the most blessed one... cz i hav all the teachers to teach me and help me... cz they rl knw my weakness.... k... i will jz shw u my product and u knw wat's my product... (in case it doesn't look lyk one, it's a box shelf) u may think, it's so easy and think dat i m doin the kid stuff... honestly, i had the sense of success after it was completed... and it was a breakthrough for me tho:P

Friday, October 24, 2008

School life


recently, there were lots of toks abt a-level, uni, and many more... meaning lots of ppl cum to our skul and tok abt their skuls... bt after sum of thoz toks, i start to fl so hopeless wf my future... nt knwing if i cn achieve wat i hv to or nt.... thinking abt my future will jz make myself headache! bt wat else cn i do if i don think abt it nw??? everytime, i would jz try to say, "jz let everything b hw it should b".... bt the actual fact is, dat doesn't make sense at all... everytime, parents would jz say, go do tis and do that... sure u make enuf money for u life... bt, in my mind, der's a sure answer dat i don wan, don lyk, and nt even suitable to b one!!! u might nt gt wat i say, bt if u do, i think u hav went thru the same as i do... it's nt that they r wrong, bt it's my prob. i m a person who don lyk to do things that i hav no confidence at all... i always try my best to avoid failure ( bt the fact is, i cn even fail test dat cn b passed easily ) .... whn i 've failed once, don expect me to accept dat.... cz i jz cnt accept that kind of failure easily... bt is escaping the key to success... ??? the ans. is always NO!! it's easy to say, bt it's always hard to do.... fortunately, i don hav to sit for PMR this year as all the other of my frens of the same age had to do.... i should b thankful for dat... without dat, i gt to work even harder... may everything turns out to b orite!!!??? dat's all i ask for...

Monday, October 13, 2008

Happy Bday to YOUs!!!!!


On sat, i hav attended a b'day party to corzin and colleen... i had a good time dat nite... anyway, nt gonna say too much abt dat... i jz wanna emphasize on a blessing prayer by uncle brian to them... it was a phrase saying, " ... they are bootiful young ladies..." WOW! almost all of us burst into laughter... in my mind, i truly agreed wf uncle brian! they are indeed young ladies!!!! they hav indeed changed a lot... and i believe dat they grow each day more and more in Christ... May the Lord bless them abundantly each they that they cn grow more lyk Christ! HAPPY B"DAY TO YOU!!!!!