Valentine's Day

i din rl celebrate valentine's day cz i m single and don hav a bf.... yup.... bt i celebrate my fren's b'day? :) yesterday was yapseemang's b'day... and v actually managed to surprised her.... the flower below wasn't given by a boy.... bt us to her! anyway, sum singles are anti-valentine's day... i knw... cz v gt disgusted by sum couples... v don lyk thoz feelings... anyway, i saw sum ppl weren't so happy last nite during youth celebration... hehe... i think it was funny for them to b sad.. ( i mean thoz who started bt broke up... ) nt being mean... wat i was trying to say is, if ur head is nt so big, don put on a L size hat! u only troubled urself... i hav cum to noticed dat sumone actually said lotsa disgusting things behind me dat's nt true... PLS STOP IT! IT ANNOYS ME VERY MUCH! YOU HAVE NO MORE CHANCE! after so many things happen, i knw wat's more important.... and stop you NONSENSE abt being guilty for spoiling my frenship or watsoever! if u don mean it, don say... if it's nt true, don say... no one will say u r dumb! k???

sry being so mean here... anyway, happy b'day yapseemang... don angry! haha... u were happy straight away hoh! :P

hope u lyk it! :D

for single, God will bless you with one in the future! don spoil ur image... or else, next time... u will reap wat u sow nw... trust dat!

Tomorrow... Valentine's Day???

anyway, i rl look forward to tomolo... to c wat will happen... hehe... c hw ppl will celebrate valentine's day... i oso donno wat will happen to me tomolO /hehe.... jkjk... anyway, i will spend it mostly at church... study in the morning , afternoon rest... nite youth celebration... :D will update more soon...

Downs in Down???

it's already a month since the conflict... ther's a lot of ups and DOWNs in it... and nw, it's bak to DOWN! a lot of questions came to my mind throughout this period of time. a lot of encouragements were given in this period of time too... questions lyk... are they my FRENS?? are they still my FRENS? will our FRENship restore? these are enough to make me think... and it hurts ... ( sumtimes i rl wonder if u ever use ur brain to think... and i m curious... ) i have actually decided to stop thinking abt the faults... to stop doubting whether or nt u r still my fren ( i hav concluded wf u r stil.. i must gv u a chance )... and i actually did.... bt unfortunately, things turn out the same after all... i rl did trust u on wat u told me... bt nw? haha... it's a joke after alL!!! i prayed, i asked the Lord wat should i do? i sumhw m curious hw cn i be placed in this kind of situation... this kind of complicated frenship... i knw! it's a part of God's plan... bt i need strength... i m jz bothering abt out Frenship... ntg else... bt u don appreciate and cherish the frens u hav... and dat's rl sad and disappointed...after this incident... i donno wat u fl... honestly, deep in my heart... i m crying...