School life

recently, there were lots of toks abt a-level, uni, and many more... meaning lots of ppl cum to our skul and tok abt their skuls... bt after sum of thoz toks, i start to fl so hopeless wf my future... nt knwing if i cn achieve wat i hv to or nt.... thinking abt my future will jz make myself headache! bt wat else cn i do if i don think abt it nw??? everytime, i would jz try to say, "jz let everything b hw it should b".... bt the actual fact is, dat doesn't make sense at all... everytime, parents would jz say, go do tis and do that... sure u make enuf money for u life... bt, in my mind, der's a sure answer dat i don wan, don lyk, and nt even suitable to b one!!! u might nt gt wat i say, bt if u do, i think u hav went thru the same as i do... it's nt that they r wrong, bt it's my prob. i m a person who don lyk to do things that i hav no confidence at all... i always try my best to avoid failure ( bt the fact is, i cn even fail test dat cn b passed easily ) .... whn i 've failed once, don expect me to accept dat.... cz i jz cnt accept that kind of failure easily... bt is escaping the key to success... ??? the ans. is always NO!! it's easy to say, bt it's always hard to do.... fortunately, i don hav to sit for PMR this year as all the other of my frens of the same age had to do.... i should b thankful for dat... without dat, i gt to work even harder... may everything turns out to b orite!!!??? dat's all i ask for...