ByeByes!!!! :'(

B4 telling abt the byebyes!, i would lyk tell a bit on hw i said HI to 2009! i went to BSI Vision School dis morning for the sunrise service...it started at 6a.m. and i actually woke up at 4.30 to prepare myself...FYI, the ride frm my house to the destination took us 25 min. i guess.. minimum la.. and v actually stood for the whole service... and i was standing together wf renee and crystal! ... :) of course, their parents oso... :S


crystal and i


renee and i ( crystal's dad was is behind us! ) haha... :D


dis was the nice part of the day dat i lyk... :D

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As you all should knw, starting frm Jan 1, 2009, v hav to put on our safety belt even at the back seat... so, here's a reminder... :)


good example hoh! :P jkjk
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KKKK!!!! so, start the topic!!!

There are two Bye byes to say! One of them is, of course year 2008! i hope next year, i will hav a better ending than this year... anyhow, jz to say bye to the old and wonder wat's the new thing that will b cuming up! so, HI 2009!


FYI, i actually had slept... bt Yiksin was greeting me HAPPY NEW YEAR and i woke up due to her noisiness! oopss! anyhw, thx for greeting me few minutes b4... and i managed to...


... take dis on Jan 1, 2009!

another byebye is to Shiungchin and SHiung jack.... i never tot of the separation so soon.... and i tot v cn all stay at twu and will never b separated... d 15 years of frenship i will rmb... and hope the reunion will work out right... :) v had a farewell party at the perdana club... so sum photos here... din put much pics up here... jz a few main one...

as u cn c, der are actually children of three close families... and soon all will b separated due to the uncles' works at sandakan and kuching... it's also kind of a farewell to yiksin and yiyang too... and my bro and i will still b at twu... :( anyway, wish u ALL all the best! keep in touch!....

so, this is shiungjack... he actually organized the party jz the day b4 New Year EVE... so, it's NEW YEAR EVE's EVE... :P

this guy is shiungchin... the big bro of shiungjack...

Though kind of sad to say goodbye... anyway, it's a process of life... sumday later, will say HI agn... so, wish u all who are leaving soon all the best! and pray dat u all will succeed in ur future plan! God bless ya'll!!! take care and keep in touch! xoxo

merry christmas????

this year, i wouldn't think it's a merry christmas! i think it's a veryvery "memorable" one... i will nt forgt this year... i would esp lyk to thank two person for making this year's a "memorable" christmas ... u did a "great" work to make my year end so " well ." i have learned a lot frm it... i learned what kind of frens both of you are... i have learned hw to treat you "well" frm hw "well" you hav treated me... don worry, i learned to b strong too!!! so, i will nt be beaten down easily after this... i have learned wat a "good" person you are too!! so unexpected!!! my tears of "joy" dropped for you! cz you proved me "right" by doing all these "necessaray" deeds... i don hav to wonder if you are my fren anymore... cz it's important after all since you cn treat me so "well"... :)

Depend On You

this is a blog that i can hardly write... i hav thought for so long wat can i learn frm this recent bad, sad, mad, angry, disappointed experience.... as the title for this blog, " Depend On You" i rl got inspired by this song of Joshua album.... thx God dat he used this song to tell me wat's dat dat i should b focusing on....He told me clearly whom i should depend on.... it's HIM... for the past, i hav been putting lots of trust on my fren... bt end up, i gt ntg good bak! i rl wonder if i rl owe u!! u did things behind my bak! i found out, wat reaction u wan me to gv u! angry?? congratulate u?? or gv u ideas on hw to becum sumone's supporteR? i rl donno hw to face u and tok to u... i rl feel lyk crying everytime i c u... i m rl afraid... afraid dat i will b hurt for another time... cz as i think bak on the process of all these happenings, it's lyk u hav been using me or u r rl a hyprocrite... i rl donno... very blur nw... i donno if this is the process dat i should go thru to understand other ppl.... or m i another set of another fren?? i hav been trusting u, and try to accept the fact that u r friendly.... bt nw, wat did u do to me?? u cn tell me it's nt ur fault... things came very suddenly... bt u din even try to tell me and explain to me... u hav been acting in front of me.... and i rl cnt believe u r the one who gave me choc and the one to hurt me....

怎么了？？

我真得很不高兴了！！！ 我要巧克力！！！

:)

i luv the back... so post this first :D


sry ah... here's a smile... jz ignore the face... jz c the hair la... :P


hehe... the pics say it all! i hav short hair!!!!! ntg much to say... jz comment abt it if u hav any.... :D

Another meet upS! :D

ok... it's nw meet upS... meaning ada two times! ok ... it's lyk dat... i was tryin to make up time to meet up wf Sam and Sa... tho v hav planned, bt it was a blur one... anyhow, v jz SHUN QI ZI RAN... bt this kind of plans oso work la... so, i start the blog on Wed. nite... v went out yamcha wf sam at vedablu at abt 9 sumthing.... WE are, nee,bro,yang,and i... v had a simple chat bt v had great time together.... kind of enjoyed that nite...


sam and i


nee, me, sam


bro, nee, me, sam

nw, continuing on the next day meet up... i went to kristen's house at 7.45... o fcourse, v hav made the appointment... den went to the gal's room and c them slp... sarah was awoke and chatting wf me ... :D anyawy, 9 sumthing v left and went aymcha wf aunty annie... guess wat! v ( aunty annie, aunty mary, aunty michlle, sam, sa, kris, ta, and i ) went to BSI ( Bandar Sri Indah ) together... cz aunty mary would lyk to tour around that new town... whn v went to BSI office, kind of boring for us... so v took pics anywher saja... even went in to male toilet... der was two BSI staffs ( AuntyPauline and kelvin ) bringing us all around the town... we went to show unit, playschool, and went around the Anglican Private School... v din go down cz it was raining except for the playschool and show unit... we went to the BSI Sentral Market after visiting those places... next was to Olive to meet up wf other ppl... ( zekuan, nel, chunkiong and mark ) after everything, went bak to church ... den bad goodbye... the hardest to do... anyway, thx God for this friendship... tho sumtimes der are downs in it, bt it helps us grow!! pray dat it will b a life lasting one!!! :D here are sum photos... the schedule starts frm the lowest pic...


i luv u


us wf the tour driver :) kelvin...


v luv the chair!! esp sarah!

us at the playschoool... sitting on the short chair...

guess wat! sumone ordered sarsi at first... den later v ordered ABC Milo den i kept asking if she rl wanna drink dat... den she jz changed... mana tahu, whn da drink cums, she says luckily o! or else... :D jz guess urself la...

in the male toilet... according to them, sumbody knock on the door... donno who lea...

the show unit of 2 story semi- detached! nice place...

hehe... sitting on the floor of the office...

the reflection...

inside kristen's room... :D

完美

完美。。。 我想了很久到底这世界是不是真的有一位完美的人。。。 可能你对此有很多意见。。。 但，我的结论是，没有！　我现在是讲着人。。。　不是神。　

在还小时，我想象的世界真的很完美。。。　虽然有争论，但，那并没有什么大不了。。。我曾经想过，如果每个人都可以忍，一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空的话，这世界不就可以和平了。。。　如果每个人都可以玩在一堆，没有是非。。。　多好啊！　如果每个人都可靠的话，那，世界不久没有谁出卖谁了吗！或许你现在已经在笑我很天真。但，你不想有这样的一天吗？这不是你们所想的完美吗？

可是，在我从小到大，看得太多。。。　也经历了很多。。。　也开始发觉世界并没有酱完美了。。。我的梦想就这样被践踏了。。。　如有一盆冷水泼下来了。。。　被人误会，　被人出卖，都经历了很多！　那，告诉我，世界会完美嘛。。。　从小，就被别人妒嫉。。。　难道学业好有错吗？从小就被人误会，打了无辜的一藤，没搞清楚事情就打。。。　小小的心灵就这样被ｚａ碎了。。。　当长大后，我告诉自己，世界没有人是完美的。。。所以，我也学习忍耐。。。　有时忍不到就爆炸。。。　（ 放心，我不会杀人 ）当被人误会，就告诉自己，顺其自然吧。。。

有时都还蛮幼稚。。。 相信所有的“阿狗阿猫” 帮不了你，还害你不少！ 在你面前显得完美，但内心正想着怎样害你。。。所以请你们不要酱天真啦。。。 这世界真的没有你们所谓的白马王子啊。。。也没有白雪公主。。。 不要酱不知羞。。。

Unexpected day!

yesterday, i stayed at home wf tingyiyang for the whole morning and afternoon... at nite, cz my bro and yang gotta go to church for christmas prac. and my parents went to a charity dinner, den three of us were asked to go and hunt for food ourselves... b4 v went out... there came a call... a call frm renee... den she told me she had a plan to call nicolette ( ex- spaa student ) out for dinner... asked if i would lyk to join! wow! den quickly i arranged everything... at last, i was allowed to go! den v went to nostalgia... den v kind of hav a nice chat... tho jz a short while... one hour lyk dat... bt v did enjoy dat moment of gathering... after dinner, nicolette asked if v cn take a pic for memory... of course, i brought along my camera wherever i go... so, ok! no prob! bt renee made a better suggestion to take it sumwher else! dn v were lyk ... ok! v went to the car den v discussed wher to take pics together... FYI, renee was the driver :) she was lyk, tell me the destination!!... as all the other driver would ask... bt nicolette and i jz couldn't think of a place den renee suggested agn dat v go to the park at tmn. fook on... so, here are sum of the pics dat v took... will upload more whn i gt sum frm nicole... so, it was quite a fun nite and an unexpected nite... thx renee! :D and bye nicolette! looking forward to more frens' return....


tell a bit of this pic... k... FYI, renee and i was sitting in front and nicolette at the bak... den i was the one holding the camera... v hardly gt this picture taken cz nt enuf space in the car, i even tot of open the window and put my hand outside... :P and frm this pic, whose head 's the biggest.?? she complained abt it... bt i m nt sure wat do u think ?


so, no one holds the camera... v asked the dog to help us! hehe... if u believe me, u r... rite... of course, v use timer lo... wat elsE? actually der were dogs staring at the 3 of us... either indoor or outdoor...


i think this is a nice one... :D