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Hey Friends!

For the time being, I am still away from home and am in K.K. awaiting for my last paper of SPM to arrive. That hurts because I'm really missing home. Knowing so many of my friends and even my brother are going to be home within these few days even sucks! Hmmmm..... My turn, please come faster!!!!

Just the thought of missing home has inspired me even more on writing about HOME. Home was definitely something that I took for granted before this. Probably because I wasn't OUT from it all by myself before, that's why, now, then I feel the importance of cherishing it when I'm INSIDE of it. Hopefully it's not too late. I hope this "fire" is not going to burn out as soon as I arrive home. :D

Tell you guys what! Even in English paper 1 for SPM for this year, HOME was one of the essay topics. I was really shocked when I saw it. Of course, I chose that topic to write! LOL...

... to be continued... shall write more when I get home! Countdown 8 more days!!!!!!

XW

Interesting?!

unnoticingly, it's been two weeks that i am in KK ...
was terribly homesick the first week and am recovering from that now...
oh weLL!i fell sick this week due to not enough rest because was a bit stressed out and cant sleep == yeah... but recovering a lot since yesterday after few rounds of sleep!! :)

on Monday was the BM exam... that was the one subject that i was really worried about! and the night before was a bit down... somehow, when the 2nd paper comes, i saw the rumusan topic--- "Kebaikan pengambilan coklat", straighaway mood returns! LOL... never did i expect that SPM will have this kind of interesting topic and of course, my handy topic :D

the next day was English... was a lil' relaxing compared to the BM.Not because my english is a lil' better, but i just don feel that bad .. yea :D hopefully can pass at least...

SEJARAH=HISTORY!!! if pass, i shall be too happy till "lot nga" o! :D

anyways, today finally can rest a lil' then have to start with reviewing science already... which will be happening next thurs! maths on Monday and the next day, Moral... !! :)

all the best to you all and happy holiday to many!!! :D

XW

SPM Trial tests

Yesterday, i sat the very first trial test for SPM. BM paper 1 ( 2 essays )and i personally think that it's a very " dangerous " mark i got. On the other hand,i am surprised about how did i even managed to start penning. I have another paper to go for BM next thurs.

Oct31,2010 will be my BK trial test.

Results of this trial will be set as my forecast results. SO, 5 credits needed!!! I MUST DO IT!!!!

Your prayers are very much cherished and appreaciated! thanks!!! :)

XW

Papers...

what a night on facebook updating about me being a victim == sorry trees and jungles... sigh~

btw, a comment about my previous blog post. a thought of me after a drink with a best friend. and it's a never-ending topic - FRIENDS

Cheers~

XW

Friends?

What's friend? No man is an island. Well- said!! BUT... does everyone have friend or even need a friend?

"What type of friend are you talking about? " is a good question!

let me answer you with my personal opinion. you might have close friends whom you can pour your heart to, or at least, the friendship is still going on. Next,holiday friends! who hang out like "earth" with you, just for that semester break or year-end holiday. after that,they will avoid picking up your phone or else,they will only look for you when they need your help. Another type of friends are Facebook friends, a.k.a. online friends. Probably you have never seen the real person. However,miraculously, you can talk to them about Anything and EVERYTHING. Next are the Hi-bye friends! Obviously, they are those that you said hi and then BYE!Last but not least, are the type of friends whom, because they like your friend, so befriend with you because you are very good friend of the friend whom that first friend i mentioned like (i know it's a lil' confusing here, BUT it's a reality).

no matter what kind of friend you are to your friend, i don care. but, all i know is, if you are a genuine friend, you will have some other genuine friends to be your friend. If you are those faky type of friend, beware! cz you are with other faky friends NOW!!!!! ( accept this fact )

i can tell, i do have a list in my mind who are the real and fake friends. and probably you do have a list as well! so do everyone! after so many experiences about different kind of friendship, some really gave me hope that there's still real friend on this PlANET! however, i really don mind anything about the fake friendship anymore. :)

cherish is what we all have to learn to maintain a friendship. ;)

XW

Birthday!?

ok .... this year's have passed for more than a week. but surprisingly, something is still going on ... LOL...i will post up the pics of the pressies and stuff on FB when i go on FB during early Nov :)

frankly speaking, this year's din really sound happening because MOST close friends were not in town. ON the other hand, it's and was happening because MOST close friends come back and celebrate with me again plus some did something for me... really thanks to those who actually tried planning something for me. Compliments will be given on FB photos in the captions as well ;)

the most fun time i had ON that day itself was video chatting with a MS.MS-opo whole afternoon and had loads of fun listening to "atmosphere-ful song" found by her :D really donno where on earth she could do it... :S thanksthanks and honestly, so happy very much xia;) don an shuang a :P

Due to having tuition that night, i could only go to dinner with parents ( this year without bro :'( ) the next day with 2 other "special" ppl (adults)at farfalle :) LOL... oh ya! the sat before my b'day, also went to "celebrate" at dreamland for cheese baked crabby *someone treated... NIce~

today! Kristen,Corzin,and Colleen "celebrated" with me at Perdana Club. While we were still at church,I put my stuff in Corzin's bag. When wanna help her carry cz guilty for making her bag so heavy, she don't let. got SECRET wa.... :P lol...Actually, my presents from them were inside. Had a great time there! still the same crazy us. keke...

still hoping to meet up with so many friends who came back for KL and Singapore... LOL!hopefully, pics can be ready as soon as poss :)

oh ya! thanks for the SMSes i got! Those who texted me midnight, you are the DEAREST TO ME :D Love ya'll lots!

and thanks for wishing me all the best in my SPM. that's the highlight of this year i suppose. and that's what make me feel so stressed up and sometimes pissed off.However, i really hope i won disappoint my parents esp and u all out there supporting me emotionally ...:)

don't know what to say other than THOUSAND THANKS! grateful to the Lord for YOU ALL !

XW

23.08.2010

What a night witnessing the bloody happening in Manila, Philippines through both CNN as well as the Phoneix channels for 3 hours. In fact, the whole thing had happened for around 10 hours.

A lot of things can be discussed about this happening. Be it the actions and plans taken by the Philippines security department, or the reason that had stirred this gunman's emotions to do such a bloody thing, or whatever you can ever discussed. However, my personal feeling or opinion towards this sad case is purely SAD.

Hearing the sounds of the bullet shots, the screams by the hostages, the news that the bus drive said ( that all 15 hostages were dead )which is not true, looking at how the policemen did the rescue which were not so professional were all that made me feel sorry and nervous for the hostages. GRRRRRR.....

Let me just point out one thing that really silenced the room when my parents and i watched was during the time when the reporter said that the bus driver told them about all the 15 were dead. Couple of minutes after that, the policemen began their actions. While they were breaking the mirrors of the back,front and the right side, it was so so so quiet ( no sound heard made from the bus ). At this point, we were like, " SO, REALLY ALL DEAD!? " I made a prayer in my heart that,LORD, PLEASE PROTECT THEM!! because it was LIVE, so, i prayed... yea...

After all the hardworks of the policemen, the gunman was shot dead (didn't manage to see how it was done == ), bullet shot right on the head and left hanging on the door. I can see blood spilling out from his head... yucks!!! and the policeman started to check in the bus and see wassup inside.

THEN, the first hostage came out (the first of the 15), i was already clapping. HOORAY!... Not sure if u get my feeling. but that was it! and more and more were out of the bus. Of course, when the news was updated and came to know that there were 6 dead ( last night, but the latest news i got was increased to 9 dead ), i felt really sad and sorry for them.

phew~~ anyways, may my condolences go to the victims...

A day witnessing this tragedy.

Wassup?!

Three weeks ago, i started to plan my revision seriously for SPM oledi... i even tried to wake up at 4.30am to study... unfortunately, only succeeded for few times == it's a good beginning still :)

for those who are concerned about what am i up to for my SPM studies... it was ok... my tuition teachers are about to finished teaching the whole book... Now,it's all up to my own revision and practices to be done in the tuition and home...

2 more months to go without facebook... BUT, one of these days, i WILL go on it :)! ==

Holiday, be it the semester break or hari raya, is coming up! However, i heard that my tuitions WILL BE ON!! :S hmmmmm....

oh ya....i will be going to KK for a month from Nov 13. AND, i thought my exams will be until Dec15... who knows? it will be on the 9th of DEC! so.... i will have to stay many extra dayssssssss in KK! :D hehehe!!

I HAVE LESS THAN 100 DAYS LEFT TO SPM!!!!

God bless me....

TAKE CARE YOU ALL! OH YA! recently, rained a lot! REMEMBER TO BRING PAYUNG a.k.a UMBRELLA out ya!!!

真心话

贪新忘旧。。。 怎么when it come to 你，我总是不会呢？

Patience

Is it so difficult to explain?? You get scolded??? if you are, why can't you just tell me the whole story instead of telling me "nothing,nothing,nothing?"!!!! and first time in my life, i get cursed by you without even an explanation on what has been happening! You don't have to bear the "fault"! you are not JESUS!!! you can tell me. IT's my fault!!!!!!!! i can explain!! == aiks....

i wonder if you are still mad or anything. I am just sad over the matter. I really never thought that this will happen. I don't know whether you do have some other thoughts other than just this! can you just be honest to me about the whole thing?!All i hope if u can calm down and let's talk over the matter.... i am so frustrated having you not telling me the whole thing.

I can only say, probably recently i have been asking God for more patience. That's why i have got all the "treatments" from you, one whom i cherish. can tell you, i have been so so so calm when talking to you over the phone and everything. i am sad and no tears fell... they just flooded in my eyes.

*i hope u are fine. sorry if you insist i am wrong. if you explain, no same thing will happen again k?

2nd KK trip(spot your names) !!! :D

i was at kk for just a day.... and it was really really a tiring but yet fruitful and fun day :D

supposed flight was supposed to be 9:40pm then delayed till 10pm.When the plane really departs, it was about 10.15pm like that.... so, when arrived at kk, it was about 11pm. Then thanks to peisan jiejie for picking me up from the airport and thanks to sophia's family for hosting me for a day. I only managed to fall asleep at 2am the next day and unfortunately, i woke up at 4am. ( 2 hours of sleep )

and my main reason to be at kk was for the SPM BM oral test.... it's really an embarrassing one... I urge u all to study your BM well if you wanna take SPM! heheeh.... and was quite happy to be able to get to know some new SPM friends.... managed to go for a meal with them after the test...

later, i went to pine and wait for joanie and roy to pick me up.... managed to see alan,zehao, kaang, and enfee them there... did drop by at asaa for 10 minutes like that and saw sarah, natalie, those too :D

surprisingly, saw a-de-le and ge-or-gie together with joanie and roy to pick me up from pine... and tell u what? yesterday was my fastfood day :S first, the 5 of us went to burger king and spent a long time there... then we went to 1B... also quite a long time... and the 5 of us went to eat McFlurry with oreo ( a-de-le and my memory ) hehehehe.... after that, ge-or-gie and a-de-le went to watch movie and joanie,yor,and i went back home.... so the jam when yor sent us to joanie's home....

spent some sot time with joanie then she sent me to airport.... eat KFC popcorn chicken as dinner.... while eating, saw leon chin too... same flight with me back to twu... then,when at the boarding place, found out that our flight delayed... my 2 flights oso delayed... luckily not very long la... just 20 minutes i guess... but donno why, we spent quite a long time in the airplane waiting for the plane to fly off... hmmm....

and i was so so so tiring until i don really have to mood to talk when i got back home after i woke up (just now).... wooO!!! tuition later.... going to kk soon again ! :D

have a great day ppl.... photos available soon.... (its a long post)report...

Bad News into Blessings?

a week ago, i have these few key words in my status( facebook ) .... maybe you might think that i was just typing it for fun or typing it for the sake of having a status changed.... however, that's really my prayer.

I have got so much bad news recently that i cannot bear them anymore. ( praying that no more in these few weeks ,and need some break for them ) those bad news happened to people dearest, dearer to me. when i heard about them, i cant do anything because i am not a doctor, not anybody who is capable to solve those probs... too huge and serious for me.

"So, what can i do??? " i kept asking myself that. instead of asking after a couple of time, i prayed about it and i think that's the best way you can tell me to do?! i supposed. instead of saying they're bad news, probably can say they are blessings too. at least for me. From all those bad news, I really have learned a lot of important lessons in life and they have made me think over some questions we really need to answer before things really happened.

For instance, "WHat to do when that really happen to me???" simple case is, if I have this sickness, what should i do?? maybe you think i am thinking pretty too much now. However, i tell you, I also have thought about have those victims ever thought they will get those sicknesses? Did they panic when they knew the news about their health? WIll they face their problems with confidence and faith???

At least, to me, i am becoming clearer about what's life about. the most basic of it if life and death.? if it's me who face all those problems, i hope everyone will face it "cheerfully and meaningfully" with me! What about you??


*this blog might seem a lil' not too clear to u... sorry about that ;)

I DO WISH EVERYONE IS DOING WELL NOW and HAVE A GOOD HEALTH!!! that's really important!!!!

XW

Mixed feelings, regrets, MOVE ON? HAppy Mother's day!

During the service, as archdeacon john yeo was preaching, i realized the level of consideration God had instilled in him. One phrase that he mentioned made me realized so was this. " When it comes to this kind of big occasion/day ( Mother's Day in particular ), mixed feelings sure occur." It's indeed very true.

My observation through many sources made me agree fully on that statement made. On this special day, there are some who feel happy due to many loving children wishing them either with a kiss/hug, through facebook for those studying overseas, or even a treat(be it a feast of just children-cook dishes) from their lovely children. On the other hand, not forgetting those mother with no children, those children who had just attended their mother's funeral not long ago, children who have not even seen their mother before, or children and mother from a broken family. So, is Mother's Day exactly a HAPPY day?

Trying to recall my own experience on what Mother's Day was to me when i was small, i am sorry to say, i was not into it and quite shallow, donno how to express myself AT ALL! of course, because there was some private hindrances. However, really thank God everything has changed, everything is getting better and will be better! :) hehe

I had also asked myself this question today when i saw some post in facebook. "Should we rejoice and be glad when we see those mothers who had lived their life foolishly/regretfully in the past ( you understand what i mean) is moving on with their life, bringing up their children, trying to provide the best for their family now?" yeah, why not is my answer. Though they have experienced the unpleasant thing, but they choose to live on. They too need courage to do so right? (Shall we give them a round of applause! LOL ) *just got to make sure to be wise since then.

Another scenario i have observed is a friend of mine. I know what this person is experiencing. Probably "friend" feels sorry for the mother and i could feel what "friend" wrote was really of "himself's" feeling. just an encouragement to that friend, "Don't give up on studies ok? Continue it until you are really sure of what you are interested in and prove it to your mom aye. Supporting you here, friend... :) "

Not forgetting the main point of this post, Happy Mother's Day to my mom especially because i don't think any aunty will read my blog... hahaha..!!! jkjk... if there's, happy mother's day to you as well~! ok, i had spent a great night with family celebrating mother's day! steamboating at home,yamcha-ing in their room :) and LET MY MOM DO NOTHING! *however, without us noticing, she went to make longyantaufu :S

Before i closed this post with some photos, shall we just ponder over some questions. " Do we post in facebook/ blog saying how much we love our mom because our friends are doing so? What about in our daily life? Did we really show our love to our mom by
simple actions ( house chores, saying thank-you when favours are done for us )?"

Nothing is too late, friends! Your mom is probably waiting for your ACTIONS! :) All the best to you all!

God bless.

CXW :D


went to toupai even before the longan is placed ;S


our yamcha time :)


WOO~HOO~




eggs are poured into it! that's why like dat == :D


Last but not least, LOVE YOU MOM! :)

my rocks can be rolled away soon... need courage to make a call... can anyone help me? ! :S

SweetTalks...

when you see this title, probably you have "shrugged"(not too much) your shoulder feeling "sweet" yourself... SS! haha... ok.. (i think i am more ss now)... :S

Just now,i had a chat with someone...that person is quite a sweet talker. That person even told me "someone" told him that a sweet talker is a good student. *sweat... haha..!

Somehow, that reminds me about some of the things happened, due to some of us, "the-non-sweet-talkers" in some occasions, just accidentally had been a "bad person"! ala~~ ... haha... in my mind, probably those people who in their minds think we are "bad" just DONT ACCEPT THE FACT AND REALITY... dreaming too much... hmmmm....

ok... that's not the point.. aiks... haha~! erm... there was once a quite respectable person taught me this. ( trust me, it may sound very "OLD", it's very real in another hand ) That person "COMMANDED" me not to favor too much of sweet talks,esp. from guys... (WA!!!)sounds strict... then that person continued, "A guy who often talks "sweetly" to you makes you "FALL" for him. At the same time, he talks "sweetly" to another girl and there came a few more who also fall for him!"

you might not agree with me... it's ok... observe it for yourselves... the one whom i chatted with told me, not every sweet talkers will not tell the truth ... haha... that one, you have to base on trust though :P

in short, girls, just don't be too greedy for sweet talks. guys, sweet talk less if you don't want gals to misunderstand about, you know...! :S

don't get me wrong,sweet talk to your husband/wife is ok... no one cares! :D

p.s. talk too "sweet" could be a stumbling block for you. the famous director NEO is just a fine example. :)

take care friends!

XW

Necessities, freedom... ( BERLIN )

Recently, i was so happpy that TVB has this travelling program installed. Guess what? It's introducing a series of tourist attractions as well as some historical facts about GERMANY!!!!! :) fyiifudonno, Germany is one of my dream place to travel at ( i will make it a reality ). hehehe..>! ok... let's come back to the topic.!

NECESSITIES... I guess all who is viewing this has got more than NEEDed now... you have even got what you WANT! what about the East Berliners? let's see...

It all started from this,The Berlin Wall.It existed from 1961-1989 and was built by the German Democratic Republic. What effects this wall had on the East Berliners?In fact the West Berliners too! There were fears, splitting of families, lost of jobs, and failure to even get what they have needed. One of the East Berliners being interviewed shared about someone who had needed a wintercoat and had saved just the amount for it. However, due to the production, when she rushed down to buy, not even one is available for her. :S Sometimes, necessities needed to be smuggled by the West Berliners to them. Maybe you will say, so mafan, better die! ahmeh! if you think so, you can better go die le... jkjk! but honestly, what makes me admire the East Berliners the most is, they had tried all their bests to escape from the East and to go the West. But what they get? All the time being shot by guns or capturing by the guards! Actually they knew this will happen to them, but why they bothered trying? It's all because they want FREEDOM!

hmmm... Sometimes, we should really feel ashamed of ourselves though. Keep complaining all the time tho we have all the body parts available, having all the cash needed to travel ( overseas ), to eat ( at restaurants that not everyone can afford ), to attend schools, colleges,and later universities, but still WE COMPLAIN! Probably, we should try going back to the past and switch our lifestyles with the 60's to 90's East Berliners, then only we know how to appreciate what we have now?

Hopefully, it's not too late by then....

Friends, if you have more than enough, use them meaningfully ! :) you know how...

God bless!
XW

New born life!

I am expecting to see a newborn baby tomorrow!! and one more to come within this or next week. :) wee~~

Not sure about you,but I am truly happy to know about or to have come across about a new born life! Not to have bias, i am also happy for the babies of whose mom was pregnant before marriage. I will only feel worried for the baby about whether he will be brought up in a warm and healthy family or not.

I smiled when i saw someone's status in facebook asking a question,"How do u explain n teach a 12 year old boy wat is true love when he's so deeply into 'love'?" perhaps, nowadays, a 12-year-old boy knows more than us, when we were 12 years old. Please bear in mind, it was 5 years ago that i was 12. honestly, i didn't really know how my mom got pregnant and have me that time. However,now, those "kids" simply just do "anything" out of their curiosities.

more and more problems occur as life is getting more and more out of our expectations. Sometimes, it's really a "speechless" when we are trying to explain to a kid on what is "love"...

*scratching head

Anyways, really can't wait to visit the 'life' tomorrow! finally, i will be going to the hospital for good! have to keep the mom and the child in our prayers due to certain past experience :) Thanks :)

XW

Neglecting the goods

For the past few weeks, it seems like bad news have been showering my thoughts. It's as if nothing good had ever happened for weeks. Today, again, 2 bad news!

One popo is being suspect she might not be able to live very long and another one was an uncle has "lao ren ci dai" ... aiks...

SEE! how can the normal, good things shine among all these bad, dark news?

Just not sure why, suddenly i was reminded that I've actually neglected the many good things that had occurred. Just that they have so happened to be in the midst of the sadnessez... :S

maybe many of you out there also are experiencing what i am going through now. The world might seem to you not so good. However, there's always a candle in between the "electricity breakdown" :)

Trust the Lord to be able to do mighty things. Be it a sad or happy experience! GIVE THANKS! :D

God bless ya...

XW

Alcoholism

"Alcoholism is also known as alcohol dependence. It's a disabling addictive disorder characterized by the compulsive and uncontrolled abuse of alcohol, despite adverse effects upon the drinker's health and negative social consequences upon his or her life." ( wikipedia )

The above definition is kind of clear to all right?!

I've thought of writing this post after watching a top-ranking mandarin program in Phoeneix Channel--- A Date with Lu Yu. The invited guest to be interviewed was 张政。

Before being an alcoholic, he had a successful job and a warm family. What has made him become whom he was(no longer one now )? an alcoholic? was the lil' by lil' of alcohol given by his friends and dad since young. Typical Chinese in China thinks that a great drinker ( in fact, a drunkard ) will have a bright future!

As the story continues, that statement will be proved wrong!

Throughout the whole interview, the BIG MAN ( the guest ) was trying to hold back tears as he thought about his foolish past. To make the story short, he had lost "everything" in his life ( family and job )JUST for the sake of satisfying his "alcohol-itchy" stomach. Even after he managed to get rid of this "bad" habit, his family could no longer be the one he expects it to be because the hurts are really deep.

Definitely, he has now changed to be a better person. To him, alcohol is his WORST ENEMY. Whenever he sees people drink, he will grab the bottle and pour the beer/ wine out! You might ask," What if the person who drinks was just celebrating/ tasting the beer?" His reply was, that was how "failure" starts from. ( he said this according to his own experience )

At the closing of the interview, the host asked what would he like to say/ urge the alcoholics? He said the below statement:

"有一个好身体。对家庭有个责任。你喝的不是酒。你喝的是家人的泪， 家人的血。别再喝了！把酒戒掉吧!"
"Have a healthy body and be responsible to your family. What you are drinking is not beer/wine ( alcohol ). What you are drinking is your family's tears and blood! Stop drinking and get rid of it!" -translated

Suggestion: Why not try some mocktails than beer? fruit juice than wine? :)

the above contains is up to individual to agree or not ...

God bless you all! :)

XW

something about the previous post...

in my last post, i had mentioned about the aunty i had visited... do keep her in your prayer because she is now having breast cancer, third stage!

see now? life is short... and what's next? where are you to be next?? you know and understand well. It's either to HEAVEN or to HELL!... why wait????

anyways, would like to use this post to urge you all to take good care of your body. Most importantly, i think should do more exercise since partaking FATS is really an accident sometimes :)

prevention is better than cure. ( i know it's hard to prevent. feeling that life is meaningless with the absence of FATS, but just take less will do you loads of goods )

Take care... next post will be about alcoholism. Stay tune.

XW

treasure!

today is easter day! It's indeed a great and glorious day for the Christians. and this morning's sunrise service was a great success :) Praise the Lord for that!

i managed to drop by the twins' house and later to eastern plaza with Kristen... really hope to be able to meet once more before she leaves. Had a great time together! and crazy... aiks... times flies aye... went to church after that.

My parents picked me up from church and straightaway to Tawau Hospital to visit an aunty. (The incidents start here)I observed a MAK CIK ( "aunty" in Malay ) was quite uncomfortable. However, i felt the warmness when her son was just besides her holding her hands. She even managed to reached out her hand to touch her son's face. I could see her body all swollen. The aunty that we visited told me probably she can't live much longer. Later, the MAK CIK was being moved to another wad. As I went out of the hospital, the ambulance was on the road. The sound of emergency really alerts me on how MANY are striving for life every seconds in life. Every seconds to them really count.

I am really making myself think about why do they have to fight for their lives. Why are there two kind of people living on this earth the same time? There are people who always think of ending their lives NOW. On the other hand, there are people who are doing and trying all they could to just get an extra day of life.

So, friends, see the point now? think over it! i sort of got an answer about why now.

God bless you all! :)

XW

A shock and a reminder...

it was really a shock when i heard a news from mom that an uncle can't talk when he woke up the next day. if he can survive within these few days, then can but comma. If not, then you know what happens... :S

This uncle is one of the uncles who attend church regularly. remembering the last sunday, i still greeted him. but yesterday, i got such a bad news.

within these months, lots of this similar thing happened. especially to those i know.everytime, i am reminded that "life is so fragile". on the other hand, as what i have been saying in my last few posts, " we must really really really cherish those whom we love". you might see them today even greeted with a smile, but what about tomorrow? or perhaps, you keep on thinking," there's still tomorrow to treat my friends or family member well." i can assure you, you are not on the track.

One whom we should treasure seems to be one whom we always take for granted.

XW

The CHung Ling HIgh school dragonboat 's tragedy

This morning, i was surfing facebook and found out a page on the article that i have just read two days ago from FENG CAI magazine.That's about a page created for any updates about the funeral and stuff about the victims... It's the Chung Ling High School dragonboat's tragedy that has happened on Jan 17, 2010. To get a clear picture of the happening, read the blog below...

http://willyyilly.blogspot.com/2010/01/dragonboat-incident.html

1 thing i have read from the magazine about one of the victims was he has a girlfriend. WOw~~ when i saw that, i start putting my leg into that girlfriend's shoe. I can't imagine how is she to accept the fact that his boy friend is gone forever?~~!

another victim even had some scholarship offered for him to further his studies dy.... but now, it all becomes a dream... never- being- able- to- accomplish dreams....

all of the victims were academically of high value. even their looks can impress you that they are some kind of "scholars". TO many, this tragedy has taken away the "usefuls" and it's such a waste.

I was looking into details of all the updates and there was uncountable much of "R.I.Ps" offered to the vicitims.the whole morning spent reading the comments and watching the videos attached on the page made me reflect a lot of things about life. i'm also quite impressed by the hardwork of the victim's friend who tried producing videos, music for the school's memorial service.

Anyways, the one important life lesson from this tragedy everything is unpredictable. Therefore, cherish your loved ones. Don't do anything that will make them worry to the max!

God bless you all too~ the weather recently sucks... Do take care and live your life for the glory of God!

live life with no regrets....

just now, i went to read some old blogs of my friends... i came across to one and it's a reminder for me... that i shouldn't live life with regrets... last night, before i fell asleep, i kept thinking about this year end. How am i supposed to be for the SPM? Can i bear it to see the result when i get it?? these two questions hopefully have motivated me well... i wish things will go smoothly as now quite a few tuition added. i have lots of younger friends now... :S form 4 friends... mayb i should just look at the positives right? that because of SPM, i am able to have a wider scope of friends... :D really.... i must succeed... not much, just 5 credits... :) and just this week, something came across my mind that i hope i can do in another few years time... will share about it when it comes true...

hopefully you guys also will live life to the fullest. Don't get hit down by problems so easily ( i need strength from God on this ) YOU TOO~

pissed off~

my memorable ChineseNewYear+Valentine

WHY so memorable... in a scary way... so dramatic....

Yesterday about 2pm, my family ( relatives included ) went to my DAiGU's ( dad's big sis) house for visitation... Jonathan Tse,Timmy(the lawyer ), Rev.Eric, Rev. YongThiamChoy's family those were there too... before the 'exciting' happening, Ps.Stella and family were there also... and you know, many cars were parked outside of the house.. oh ya! and my cousins' friends also there... roughly calculated, there were around 30 people at my DaiGu's house...

here the story goes...

while we( the above mentioned human-beings ) were having a great chat, my DaiGuZiong ran down the stairs so fast to shout, "close up the main gate!" because there were some bullet shots he heard ( tht time, i still thought was BAO CANG ) and everyone in the house from diff parts came out and watched what was happening...

then later, we heard more gun shots .. and i personally saw cars banging just in front of the gate and one of the CIDs ( Timmy, the lawyer, called to make police report and later we got to know is the Police case ) kept aiming the tires of the "bad Guy's" Honda... wa... tel u, like movie o... but there were lots of people shivering and so nervous inside the house... most of us were so afraid that our cars parked outside the gate will be no more.. because we couldn't really see our cars but we saw the direction they banged each other ( police 's car and the bad guys' ) was so close to my car especially...

in the midst of the happening, dad didn't know wht happened and even went out of the house door... frightened us o... i guess he afraid his beloved car got banged bah... the whole "movie" lasted for about 5 minutes like that.... CIDs trying to arrest "badGUYS" .... sounds exciting? after the happening, some are psychologically stressed tho... and everyone was busy checking their cars and thank God , really thank GOd, our cars only had a few scratches... but only one car got really serious hurt... :S

ohya.... we found one bullet on the road... i will try to upload videos of the after-happening scene in facebook... the photos, not too convenient to post... can show you guys personally ... still in the process in getting from my uncle who ran down to tell us ... he even had time to take some shots upstairs from his room....

sigh.... so memorable... nightmare... :S

NOt much time left?

it's already Feb now?

The SPM date for this year falls on Nov22,2010. Meaning, i still have nine more months to catch up with form4-5 studies~! now, i start to discover, some of the thing that i should put more effort on , and some, i have to just keep on track... i am really worried about my BM but at least , at least, there's a LITTLE improvement. Better than nothing?

Thanks LaiYiiHorng for helping out too! He is now spending his holiday helping me out with my form 4 Math(the first few chapters ) because i join the form 4 math tuition late, so have to do some catch ups... hmm.... he's not bad de duh! but, i am very bad la... :S grrrr....

anyways, today , went to school to visit the 2nd time after "signing out!" played PE like crazy! even fell from the chair ... every tried playing in the field the same time a goaly? try that out! i have proved it to be fun! but be careful or else, you will end up like me.... OUch!!~~~ another objective to visit is to pick up my leaving school cert. while waiting for it, i went to look back at some of the "old"pics of SPAA... imagine looking at your own pics of 6 years back? and saw some other friends. very happy! i will scan them soon and post in facebooK! :D hehehe! stay tune some of you.! saw mrs.vun today too! gonna see again soon in KK!

many people ask, start missing schooL? wanna come back? these questions are very common nowadays. some still think i am still studying there... ask whether i ponteng-ed class...! wakakka... no la... i miss people in the school... about whether i wanna go back, probably when i become principal! jokingjoking! :S

having another tuition tonight before going to kk for CNY! take care everyone! more to share when i come back or hopefully can online in kk! :S

XW

One week....

One week of "homeschool" was not too bad... :) anyways, yesterday was the day that i spent almost the whole day from morning 10am to 7pm at mom's shop. CNY, so mom is working till so late so late... :S i was there to help the same time do my own studies there... What did i help, you wonder... pick up phones, pour water to the steamer, help change the water :) hehe... other than that, do my SPM works, read "feng cai" magazine, and walk here and walk there... ==

as i was reading the magazine, i came across a news about in a night, a whole family ( father, mother, and 4 sons ) and a friend had a car accident. unfortunately, the father with 3 older sons was trapped in the car and couldn't escape and passed away. on the other hand, quite fortunate that the friend,mother and the youngest sons managed to escape. When the reporter interviewed the victims' wife&mother, she said," if it wasn't the power of religion and the help of my fellow church's friends, it would be impossible for me to stand up again. ( Here comes the point i wanna share ) Now, i will not look at what i don't have ( a husband with 3 sons ), but on what i have ( a son ). "

When i was trying to figure out how can a person who has just experience such an unpleasant thing can say such a comforting thing, I truly agreed with what she said about what raised her up in such a circumstance. My friend, do cherish what you have. Who will know when a friend who is still talking to you today will no longer be here tomorrow? and sometimes, some very important decision is to be made about your soul, don't drag too long. if you understand what i wanna say :)

all the best people! take care....

XW

Bye SPAA

SPAA is where i have been since its first day. btw, it's a school. a very unique school that you wouldn't understand how it works if you don't ask. yeah... :) so, just now was my last time studying there ( just did one PACE Test ) and helped out monitoring for two learning centers. FYI the two learning centers are quite near... i didn't mean tuition center those... :S ( i know i am crazy to explain ) anyways, to look back over the 8 years and few more days there, i'm quite grateful for all the sweet, sour, bitter, and spicy moments there... Is from there that i came to know manymanymany long term friends :) and some true friends :D

Thanks you guys a lot for being a part in my "educational chapter in life " all the best to you all! you guys just need to withstand any circumstances... be them pleasant or unpleasant! after all, you will feel like what i am feeling now... GRATEFUL! will still see you guys anyways.... i will drop by IF i have the time...

Hooray ray !!!!

haha... so happy now... because i can make it to kristen's farewell tomorrow!!! i mistaken the tuition le... luckily had a chat with eugene and he asked me," you going to tuition on Tuesday? " then i was like? what tuition? then he said, MATH la!! i was like... huh?? not monday meh? alamak! so happy o.... and another great thing is i was granted permission to go dy!!!! wohoooooooo !! :D kind of enjoy lunch too... with kristen's family, corzin, colleen and their mother, and teacher gan :D oh ya! BK class starts next week .... today then i know... what la... :S grrrr.... but good oso, can rest awhile! tomorrow will be another week :S will have photos to show soon! :D

The 2nd week of schooldays in 2010

In this six days of school, i seem to have had my mind open to a few lessons... not just in the school but also outside of school.

Basically, Monday, i went to my Math tuition and happily, i managed to complete the exercises given during the time there. So, not much to be done at home. On Tuesday,went to Science tuition(form4) after school.Then, all of sudden, added one more day for Science(form5) on Wednesday night. THURSDAY FREE!!! just for this week... :S and last night, i went to History tuition. tomorrow there will be Bible Knowledge class. pheww~~~

Anyways, at school we had a farewell party for Kristen. erm.... yeah... she's leaving soon and sad really sad that i can't go to her farewell party on Monday night :'( have tuition. :S grrrr.... but hopefully tomorrow can make it for something else!

Today, kind of had great fun during ECA. will have some pics to show below and maybe some videos on Facebook.

Cheers people!!

ps. i donno what happen to you, but cheer up k?? :)












sorry about the unorganized flow of pics... anyways, faith was at the school for about a week... that was taken on her last day. another one is my cousin. He will be back to Sweden soon... away from twu tomorrow... so, yeah... the rest were the pics of today! :D

a week of schooldays!

an intro for this blog... see "ysm's skirt? " hehe! :D nice on her!



the second day of this week, we had a farewell for canon chak and family, and ps. flora!



when you face everything with just a smile, you can obviously see the power of it! that's working! but something happened yesterday that made me feel like ARGHHH!!!! haiz...... can't people just not use people's precious time to seek out for chances? it's a waste of time you know? about one's future lea!!!! anyways, my fault also... so rush... and too dominant ... hmmm... but, i just hope i can get answers as soon as poss and not being passed round and round with a weak conclusion... :(

other than those, nothing bad happens. oh! the 3rd day of school, i'm blessed with, :)







:) thanks a lot! :D

next week, i have a few tuition starting! :D

Cheers everyone! take care!

2010

goals...

to do what i have told myself to do...

that's to treat everyone nice, no bias... ( jesus meh? ) but i will try my best
to complete level 10
to not fail all subjects in SPM ( must pass MAlay and English )
to get my driving license
to slim down a lot
oh!and to write journal daily

hahahahaha!!! hope can accomplish them...

spiritually, to be able to do the basics. not as a duty, but a chance to build my relationship with GOd :D

Cheers everyone! today is the first day of 2010