SO SO SO HEAVYYYY!!!!!!

Many things to celebrate, many things to be sad about... HOWWWWW????? the sad news cover up all the happiness.. what to do?????

i wish can share with you but seem like out of contact now... so difficult to reach u... :(

anyways, am feeling very heavy now. CNY is up but why is so many things are going so not smoothly? how to enjoy it??? I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA!