Hard

ahead of a decision shouldn't b any regrets but planning.... nt gonna care much abt wat ppl feel and say. but stay true to what i think is appropriate and true... i hav been sad, uneasy, mad, headache, heartache, angry, and anything that's negative, but the years ahead, God, HELP ME! i really hope the years ahead will b better. truly the years that i will b striving towards my dream. there are still many uncertainties that trouble me. i thought i could have, but it's not the way i expected. I thought things can be solved, but that's just my dream. i thought i can forgt about it, but it just remains ( mayb i really mind ). :S i thought i can, but actually i can't. Life is a joke to me now. but too bad, this is nt a joke that can make me smile.

uncertainties trouble me a lot. God bless me.