Break

ok... nt break up... nt holiday ... IS, i hav decided to gv myself a break with the computer for abt a month... from Monday till Aug17 is over. main objective is to practice my piano unexpectedly crazy. i m very stress nw knwing my time is near. the time to determine whether i m losing or winning. from wat i knw nw is i m gonna lose. i rl c no point of practicing. bt hopefully, things will turn out to b good? everyone hopes so. dat's y the last effort gt to b put in? I rl cnt lose! bt i rl m afraid i will gt an envelope on Nov or Dec. instead of a certificate.Last Friday was my last few piano lessons. whn i realized it's time to say good bye. honestly, i was sad. donno why so sad. bt jz very sad. *regret? i think. bt if i fail, i will hav to go bak and learn summore? nt sure . bt i think parents will b really disappointed and rather let me gv up? or they gv up for me. :( bt ya, i hav to stop wf the comp although i cn only use it for fri, sat, and sun, i m goin to gv up on this and start practicing as much as i can. hopefully i cn enjoy more after the exam. i rl hope i cn overcome this tiring, challenging period of time. 9 years of hard work, one day determines. FAIL OR PASS? i rl hope u all can pray for me. i seldom has this kind of serious feeling. i rl hope i will nt hav to b sad for another time! thx and take care ya'll! God bless. ^^

Vision Impact Musical Gala

Praise the Lord for what he has done for us last night! Our musical gala has been quite a smooth yet full of surprise! All of us have done our best and we can see the great works the Lord has done through us! For the musical gala, I was a percussionist. Our church's choir has presented 5 songs, but I participated for four songs. Mo li hua, i was playing the triangle. Arirang, I was playing the korean gong. Cai ca ge, I was playing the wooden block and the tambourine. Lastly was How great thou art, our church's choir + Charis Singer. I was playing the drum... nt the whole thing jz the big bass? nt sure wat u call dat... :) I have also made some new frens. Esp. Bryan. will upload photos soon... and Rev. Huang. Seen him last year, but this year, v worked together. He gave me a new nickname. Octopus. :D Cuz I played with a lot of things according to him... hehe... and i think i was the only person walking up and down the platform. :) dat's y octopus! wanna thx Teacher Vivianne too! she has been saying thx to us and well done. But without her help, i don think v can do it! of course, with the Lord's help too! :) the main target of this concert is also to raise fund for the skuls. quite a successful one. jz to say.

Surprise!!!

Finally, der's a glimpse of happiness in my darkest day... :S last nite, i went to church for practice... and was so hot and pissed off sumhw by sumthing dat has been happening for the whole new skul week... and in the mid of prac, i was given sumthing by sumone! den he says, capt. siew yun ask me to pass u this box for stuff! whn i hold it up, " SO HEAVY DUH!!! " hehe.... den i started to b so so so curious and cnt wait to c wat's in der... den ask zekuan to help me open up... i rl cnt believe my eyes!!!!!!! it's a trophy ( crystal? i donno hw u call dat... will post up sum day ) from the Girls' Brigade Headquarter! it's for the "Highest Individual Collection GB Month 2008." huh?? 2008? 3rd runner up?? the whole M'sia?? i tot i din gt anything and i din know hw much did i collect for GB Month le.... bt, yea, in actual fact, i hav gotten it... in so many years in GB, this is the happiest moment tho it's nt given to me in a grand kind of drill. at least, i hav this achievement b4 i go to study... not to boast,bt i think it's good to share this happy moment after having to share wat's so bad has happened :) God bless ya'll!!! the pic will b posted up soon... whn i hav chosen...