holiday

HOLIDAY! bt i will b real bc cz a lot of World History projects to do... teacher forgt to assign us the projects whn v start our pace until v hav passed the third pace den gave us...:S i hav oso applied for 3 pace's bak home for hw... i promised myself to start a serious prac on my piano. if i rl cnt finished practicing my 3 songs during this holiday, i rl hav no more hope for even a pass result... :( i hav several goals for this holiday... hopefully things will carry out to b good... oh ya! that day i hav gotten a good news... will tell u all whn dat thing succeed... i will tell more abt the creative conference whn it's over... :) 

fine

i knw my last few blogs are so sort of sacarstic or anything u think... sumhw they're jz bad ones... u may nt knw hw i fl to b in such a complicated environment.. home is the best comparing to thoz kind of skul life wif diff. ppl.. nt saying i hav human phobia kind of thing... bt home is a place for me to take a deep fresh breath. i started to realize hw mean are u and everything u did to me. and i always tried to forgv u... and i always tell myself, last time to forgiv u. sumhw i came to realize that Jesus din say dat to himself. nt telling u dat i wan to b jesus... bt b lyk Him. i will tell myself to forgv u everytime u hurt me. remember hw many times u hurt, u apologize, there are still scars remaining on me... b kful.. prayerfullly i don explode jz rite in front of u and stretched my hand and go 145km/h to ur face! gt dat? i m still human. beware!

ARGGHHHHH!!!!

i m rl fustrated nw! i hav loads of stuff waiting for me to do agn... meeting a lot of deadlines... on monday, hav to publish my movie review on the website and send to mspam by email. ( still cnt watch, donno wat happen to the silly comp ) havnt do my hw.. :S wednesday hav to pass up a hard copy of a travelogue to mspam! so mafan o!!! hav to dance tomolo nite, monday nite has cg! hw???? haiz. stucked! i hav gt a msg requesting for help. piano agn!?????? 

i doubt ur frenliness, your "thx", good morning, ur smile, ur regards. they look more and more scary to me now knowing wat u do. i donno wat should i say to u oledi. jz keep quiet.  

heaviness? :S

i wasn't happy for the last whole week tho ther are sum good news... i tried my best to cover up my heaviness, tense, nervous, angry, mad... bt still they couldn't be.. i tell myself, i need to be happy... bt i just couldn't tho i was laughing bt u donNo wat's in me... scary rite? anyway, i hope things will go rite. sumhw i feel dat u r jz trying to b frenly cz u think u r guilty of wat's going on... which i fl really scary of and afraid u do the same as last time. sumhw, i knw u enjoy urself nw, don hav to show off. wat u did rl makes me fl lyk hitting u. i knw u look cute bt don hav to act cute. destroyer! u can tell me is nt ur prob, bt i cn tell u, u hav this "good" skill of destroying! 

:'(

Why lyk dat de? yer! 

anyway, y do movie review? Alvin and the Chipmunks? and y everything dat i used to store that movie oso cnt work d o!???? today all the bad things are mind... Congrats to myself. 

i oso wanna congrats u dat ur mission has completed.. jz ss der la u... will c who shuang lo! just do watever u wan and i m nt goin to mind or anything. nt my business. just enjoy urself doing wat u LOVE to do. 

haiz....

i jz read someone's blog... actually my tears are abt to drop when reading. and i jz kept it. eyes went red. i m somehw sad that no matter wat u do for ur frens, they will always tend to forgt abt ur existance. anyway, i think that's wat life is abt? i gt really mad today for several reasons. and mood are really bad cz someone DUO LAI JIANG. gv lots of silly comments abt something. nw wat bothers me the most is my piano exam... on Aug 17. i hav the most doubts abt it nw? HOw? haiz... haiz... haiz... :'( 

gt tagged! haha...

Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.

Why did you choose the photo?
dat's wat i am doing lately.:)

When was the last time you ate pizza?
jz nw :) so ngam. i don go so often tho

The last song that you've listen to?
wah... i think is Hallelujah Chorus?

What are you doing beside answering this tag?
facebooking

Beside your own name, how do you like people to call you?
jz nt anything disgusting will do

Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them.
1.cartoon nie

2.alvin zai ( TYS ) :P 

3.samvun go2

4.sarahvun

5.zehao

6.sophiachung

Who is number 1?
-haha... cartoon:P 

Number 3 has a relationship with?
-no one. have oso don tell here la:)

Say something about number 5.
-a guy lo. who wans to become a... let him tell u:D

How about number 4?
-erm... v knw each other for quite a longlong time? she cn b real crazy too... 

Who is number 2?
-my children's future music teacher:P jkjk... she is my lifemate hopefully

Say something about number 6.
-the one i miss very much. wish to meet up with her nw and tell her wassup with me!!!! help me sophia! :D

Professional Development ( humility )

i jz came bak from a professional development course... it toks a lot abt grooming up and sum business strategy ... i guess i m jz one of the few youths attending... many ppl asked me y m i joining tho... anyway, i jz hop to learn sumthing else... the speaker was Datuk Mary Yap... she rl has the sense of humor sumhw and i don fl boring.... hwever, the first part was abt self-grooming and everything abt self image bt the second part was abt Ocean Blue... frm all that i hav heard, one main thing dat i think is important is to be HUMBLE... she has tot us seriously a lot, bt it's still up to us to choose between " TO CHANGE" or " NOT TO". i hav some seriously good insights after todays' course... if i am to share wf u everything here, it would take a long time... anyway, even if i wrote down here wat i hav learnt, it's still up to u to want to change or not rite? c! humility is so important... 

Writing class.

one of the assignments of our writing class is to create our own website. i have done mine... it's sort of fun making up one... :) feel free to view my website. www.cxwsupsanddowns.weebly.com i m still on my way sorting out the settings... :) btw, i rl hav no much ideas about wat to place in the website! c'mon, gv me sum insight plzzzzzzzzz.....