Friday, April 10, 2009
自讨苦吃？
最近我真的可以体会到所谓“压力 ” 的一半吧。。。 也许是自讨苦吃。。。 我最近接受了很多别人的要求。。。 要我帮忙的。。。 全都是跟弹琴有关。。。 今年是我考钢琴第八级了。。。 但却没有把时间用在应该练的pieces... 反而去练一些其他的歌。。。 或许我察觉了我想要的是什么吧。。。 我自小要求父母让我学琴。。。 他们也做到了。。。 但，我感觉“受骗 ” 了。。。 因为我从要学到先在都在想如果我不用考试，我会对音乐更有兴趣。。。谁知，一考就考到第八级。。。 我真的有要放弃的想法啊！我不想浪会我的时间做我不想做的事。 倒不如我用那段时间弹一些我喜欢的歌？too bad... 以上都是梦。。。 我已经还了考琴费。。。 所以？？ 只好多些祷告and do more practice... 现在离考琴不到五个月。。。 连老师都没一定的把握。。。 除非there's miracle? 所以，可以提回到我的绝望了吗？！我真的希望我可以再挨多今年。。。 一片蓝天的出现就离我不远。。。
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arrghh.. in chinese.. i can't read, headache!! haha
hehe.... sry... it's abt me being quite pressurized on sumthing... abt piano exam cuming up, bt i din even knw hw to play any notes... cz i accepted few tasks .... bt jz today, i played for one occasion dy... accompanying the choir ... playing keyboard... so better... hopefully i cn put on my gear and start to practice :D do pray for me ya, go! :D
yeah i'll pray for you de... be confident k? you can do it!
Yo...xiao wei jie2, come on, cheer up! if you pass grade 8, it means ur standard is there, but if u fail, it juz means that ur standard is on 7, it won't go back to grade 1...see? isn't very bad la...mayb ur parents will scold, but this also means that they really 在乎你。all i can do it's juz pray and encourage you, have faith in the One who put you in this situation...Practice when u feel like onlining and blog...it works..^^ Do ur best!!
k! thx gogo.... i will close myself up at home... and do more prac... !! || yiksin! i expose u dy! :P btw, thx... bt it will sound very fong mao to my parents:P cz u oso knw la... last grade o... if fail dy, the end of the world...
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