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Hey Friends!

For the time being, I am still away from home and am in K.K. awaiting for my last paper of SPM to arrive. That hurts because I'm really missing home. Knowing so many of my friends and even my brother are going to be home within these few days even sucks! Hmmmm..... My turn, please come faster!!!!

Just the thought of missing home has inspired me even more on writing about HOME. Home was definitely something that I took for granted before this. Probably because I wasn't OUT from it all by myself before, that's why, now, then I feel the importance of cherishing it when I'm INSIDE of it. Hopefully it's not too late. I hope this "fire" is not going to burn out as soon as I arrive home. :D

Tell you guys what! Even in English paper 1 for SPM for this year, HOME was one of the essay topics. I was really shocked when I saw it. Of course, I chose that topic to write! LOL...

... to be continued... shall write more when I get home! Countdown 8 more days!!!!!!

XW

Interesting?!

unnoticingly, it's been two weeks that i am in KK ...
was terribly homesick the first week and am recovering from that now...
oh weLL!i fell sick this week due to not enough rest because was a bit stressed out and cant sleep == yeah... but recovering a lot since yesterday after few rounds of sleep!! :)

on Monday was the BM exam... that was the one subject that i was really worried about! and the night before was a bit down... somehow, when the 2nd paper comes, i saw the rumusan topic--- "Kebaikan pengambilan coklat", straighaway mood returns! LOL... never did i expect that SPM will have this kind of interesting topic and of course, my handy topic :D

the next day was English... was a lil' relaxing compared to the BM.Not because my english is a lil' better, but i just don feel that bad .. yea :D hopefully can pass at least...

SEJARAH=HISTORY!!! if pass, i shall be too happy till "lot nga" o! :D

anyways, today finally can rest a lil' then have to start with reviewing science already... which will be happening next thurs! maths on Monday and the next day, Moral... !! :)

all the best to you all and happy holiday to many!!! :D

XW

SPM Trial tests

Yesterday, i sat the very first trial test for SPM. BM paper 1 ( 2 essays )and i personally think that it's a very " dangerous " mark i got. On the other hand,i am surprised about how did i even managed to start penning. I have another paper to go for BM next thurs.

Oct31,2010 will be my BK trial test.

Results of this trial will be set as my forecast results. SO, 5 credits needed!!! I MUST DO IT!!!!

Your prayers are very much cherished and appreaciated! thanks!!! :)

XW

Papers...

what a night on facebook updating about me being a victim == sorry trees and jungles... sigh~

btw, a comment about my previous blog post. a thought of me after a drink with a best friend. and it's a never-ending topic - FRIENDS

Cheers~

XW

Friends?

What's friend? No man is an island. Well- said!! BUT... does everyone have friend or even need a friend?

"What type of friend are you talking about? " is a good question!

let me answer you with my personal opinion. you might have close friends whom you can pour your heart to, or at least, the friendship is still going on. Next,holiday friends! who hang out like "earth" with you, just for that semester break or year-end holiday. after that,they will avoid picking up your phone or else,they will only look for you when they need your help. Another type of friends are Facebook friends, a.k.a. online friends. Probably you have never seen the real person. However,miraculously, you can talk to them about Anything and EVERYTHING. Next are the Hi-bye friends! Obviously, they are those that you said hi and then BYE!Last but not least, are the type of friends whom, because they like your friend, so befriend with you because you are very good friend of the friend whom that first friend i mentioned like (i know it's a lil' confusing here, BUT it's a reality).

no matter what kind of friend you are to your friend, i don care. but, all i know is, if you are a genuine friend, you will have some other genuine friends to be your friend. If you are those faky type of friend, beware! cz you are with other faky friends NOW!!!!! ( accept this fact )

i can tell, i do have a list in my mind who are the real and fake friends. and probably you do have a list as well! so do everyone! after so many experiences about different kind of friendship, some really gave me hope that there's still real friend on this PlANET! however, i really don mind anything about the fake friendship anymore. :)

cherish is what we all have to learn to maintain a friendship. ;)

XW

Birthday!?

ok .... this year's have passed for more than a week. but surprisingly, something is still going on ... LOL...i will post up the pics of the pressies and stuff on FB when i go on FB during early Nov :)

frankly speaking, this year's din really sound happening because MOST close friends were not in town. ON the other hand, it's and was happening because MOST close friends come back and celebrate with me again plus some did something for me... really thanks to those who actually tried planning something for me. Compliments will be given on FB photos in the captions as well ;)

the most fun time i had ON that day itself was video chatting with a MS.MS-opo whole afternoon and had loads of fun listening to "atmosphere-ful song" found by her :D really donno where on earth she could do it... :S thanksthanks and honestly, so happy very much xia;) don an shuang a :P

Due to having tuition that night, i could only go to dinner with parents ( this year without bro :'( ) the next day with 2 other "special" ppl (adults)at farfalle :) LOL... oh ya! the sat before my b'day, also went to "celebrate" at dreamland for cheese baked crabby *someone treated... NIce~

today! Kristen,Corzin,and Colleen "celebrated" with me at Perdana Club. While we were still at church,I put my stuff in Corzin's bag. When wanna help her carry cz guilty for making her bag so heavy, she don't let. got SECRET wa.... :P lol...Actually, my presents from them were inside. Had a great time there! still the same crazy us. keke...

still hoping to meet up with so many friends who came back for KL and Singapore... LOL!hopefully, pics can be ready as soon as poss :)

oh ya! thanks for the SMSes i got! Those who texted me midnight, you are the DEAREST TO ME :D Love ya'll lots!

and thanks for wishing me all the best in my SPM. that's the highlight of this year i suppose. and that's what make me feel so stressed up and sometimes pissed off.However, i really hope i won disappoint my parents esp and u all out there supporting me emotionally ...:)

don't know what to say other than THOUSAND THANKS! grateful to the Lord for YOU ALL !

XW

23.08.2010

What a night witnessing the bloody happening in Manila, Philippines through both CNN as well as the Phoneix channels for 3 hours. In fact, the whole thing had happened for around 10 hours.

A lot of things can be discussed about this happening. Be it the actions and plans taken by the Philippines security department, or the reason that had stirred this gunman's emotions to do such a bloody thing, or whatever you can ever discussed. However, my personal feeling or opinion towards this sad case is purely SAD.

Hearing the sounds of the bullet shots, the screams by the hostages, the news that the bus drive said ( that all 15 hostages were dead )which is not true, looking at how the policemen did the rescue which were not so professional were all that made me feel sorry and nervous for the hostages. GRRRRRR.....

Let me just point out one thing that really silenced the room when my parents and i watched was during the time when the reporter said that the bus driver told them about all the 15 were dead. Couple of minutes after that, the policemen began their actions. While they were breaking the mirrors of the back,front and the right side, it was so so so quiet ( no sound heard made from the bus ). At this point, we were like, " SO, REALLY ALL DEAD!? " I made a prayer in my heart that,LORD, PLEASE PROTECT THEM!! because it was LIVE, so, i prayed... yea...

After all the hardworks of the policemen, the gunman was shot dead (didn't manage to see how it was done == ), bullet shot right on the head and left hanging on the door. I can see blood spilling out from his head... yucks!!! and the policeman started to check in the bus and see wassup inside.

THEN, the first hostage came out (the first of the 15), i was already clapping. HOORAY!... Not sure if u get my feeling. but that was it! and more and more were out of the bus. Of course, when the news was updated and came to know that there were 6 dead ( last night, but the latest news i got was increased to 9 dead ), i felt really sad and sorry for them.

phew~~ anyways, may my condolences go to the victims...

A day witnessing this tragedy.