Patience

Is it so difficult to explain?? You get scolded??? if you are, why can't you just tell me the whole story instead of telling me "nothing,nothing,nothing?"!!!! and first time in my life, i get cursed by you without even an explanation on what has been happening! You don't have to bear the "fault"! you are not JESUS!!! you can tell me. IT's my fault!!!!!!!! i can explain!! == aiks....

i wonder if you are still mad or anything. I am just sad over the matter. I really never thought that this will happen. I don't know whether you do have some other thoughts other than just this! can you just be honest to me about the whole thing?!All i hope if u can calm down and let's talk over the matter.... i am so frustrated having you not telling me the whole thing.

I can only say, probably recently i have been asking God for more patience. That's why i have got all the "treatments" from you, one whom i cherish. can tell you, i have been so so so calm when talking to you over the phone and everything. i am sad and no tears fell... they just flooded in my eyes.

*i hope u are fine. sorry if you insist i am wrong. if you explain, no same thing will happen again k?