Coincidence!

LOL... right after i have my previous post posted, i went to read my friend's recent post and find out, oopss! it just matches my previous post~ hmmmmmm

Tense?!

It has been few months that I haven't been having good sleep... and have been in a very tense mode~ Those who know me well will feel surprised on how i can make it to not sleep at 8.30pm anymore~ I am amazed too~ lol~

The moment when i feel like giving up, what urge me the most is, "If i give up this chance, I would not be able to reach my dream destination." So, no matter how hard it is to try to keep myself awake and get most of the "never-ending" revision and assignments done, I only know that, I must persevere~


I hope all these sleepless moment can exchange for a good result... and of course, I must hold on and believe that God's second chance to me should be well kept by myself with His great help!

Take care as i am taking care of myself too~! :)

XW

A good slap or not?!

Should i say that it's a good slap on your face or should i pity and feel for u? That's my question after reading a blog entry that i know it is about u.... i chose not to comment because i would have bias... wondering how are you coping with that hard time now~

助人为快乐之本

The above title is a Chinese saying that simply means being able to help others is a source of happiness.

To contribute to the community, my higher institute organized a 2-day SPM seminar for English& BM and I helped out there.

It has just ended. And, after all, if I choose to be negative, I could say, IT'S TIRING! just that... However, to look at the bright side, I should be happy to be able to be part of it, at least one of the few contribution to the school~ :)

Anyhow, giving it's not just about giving! I can ensure you that, it doesn't just stop there. It does continue with 'gaining'. :)

So, start giving!! The more you give/ help, the more meaningful your life is ;)

Cheers& God bless!
XW

Speechlessness that leads to laughter~

Recently, I am trying to help out a depressed friend. In fact, it has been quite a long while now. This time, I lent her a book called 'Purpose Driven Life.' She then accepted the offer reluctantly.

However, few days later, I received from her a text message saying that she is sorry and she doesn't want to read the book. She doesn't think it helps although she admittedly says that it conveys the positives. *alright! Here is the funny part... She continued with,

'The reality is I don't even know how to DRIVE,I can't live independently. Can't go where I want to go, and no one wants to fetch me to where I want to go.'

To be frank, I do not know how to react to this AT ALL. I just laughed to myself unintentionally~

What do I really want to convey here? It's actually that, I am saddened by the fact that she is so helpless and she knows that but she gives up so easily without giving herself a help, a try, for ONE MORE time!!

Ok! I can't guarantee and do not even have the mind that she will be recovered fully right after finished reading the book! Really~ but, at least something to do to keep her busy and at the same time , being showered with positive thing than gossips and the unnecessaries or whatever that might make her feel even more depressed!

Anyhow, is this a type of personality one who is depressed cultivates!? And, what can be done practically other than prayers to help such bunch ?

Something to ponder upon~ :)

Take care all!! ;)
God bless~

XW

When 'give up' is necessary~

Sometimes, it's just wise to not hang on to something which we know would bring harmful effect either to our history, present and the future. However, why is it so difficult to let go? I would only say, because of being overly pig-headed~ when we finally manage to get on, we would find out that we should have done so earlier! :) Hopefully, i can be considered as having reached that 'destination'!!

May God be our constant Guide. Stay humble and we shall see things even wider and farther, not being short-sighted :)

Take care!! ;)

Excited!

I really can't wait for lots of things at the moment....

1. Mid year to be over.... (9 more papers to go)

2. Bro's return (quite miss his stupiak face actually)

3. FAITH CONFERENCE!!!! (am sure it's going to be a highlight in my life)

4. Mid year holiday (i really need FRESH AIR... phewww~~)

5. The FLU to go awayyy~~ (it's making me feel so down and cant concentrate... It's exam oK!? pleaseee :D HAHAHAA)

6. to meet up with some "long-time-no-see" friends.... MANY OF THEM next weekk!!

Anyhow, this whole week, gonna be really busy with all the exam preparation as always but, at the same time, not forgetting to prepare myself with prayers for the upcoming Faith Conference!!!!!! Can't wait to see God's miraculous,wondrous works!! We will not be the same anymore after that!! :)

God bless~

XW