23.08.2010

What a night witnessing the bloody happening in Manila, Philippines through both CNN as well as the Phoneix channels for 3 hours. In fact, the whole thing had happened for around 10 hours.

A lot of things can be discussed about this happening. Be it the actions and plans taken by the Philippines security department, or the reason that had stirred this gunman's emotions to do such a bloody thing, or whatever you can ever discussed. However, my personal feeling or opinion towards this sad case is purely SAD.

Hearing the sounds of the bullet shots, the screams by the hostages, the news that the bus drive said ( that all 15 hostages were dead )which is not true, looking at how the policemen did the rescue which were not so professional were all that made me feel sorry and nervous for the hostages. GRRRRRR.....

Let me just point out one thing that really silenced the room when my parents and i watched was during the time when the reporter said that the bus driver told them about all the 15 were dead. Couple of minutes after that, the policemen began their actions. While they were breaking the mirrors of the back,front and the right side, it was so so so quiet ( no sound heard made from the bus ). At this point, we were like, " SO, REALLY ALL DEAD!? " I made a prayer in my heart that,LORD, PLEASE PROTECT THEM!! because it was LIVE, so, i prayed... yea...

After all the hardworks of the policemen, the gunman was shot dead (didn't manage to see how it was done == ), bullet shot right on the head and left hanging on the door. I can see blood spilling out from his head... yucks!!! and the policeman started to check in the bus and see wassup inside.

THEN, the first hostage came out (the first of the 15), i was already clapping. HOORAY!... Not sure if u get my feeling. but that was it! and more and more were out of the bus. Of course, when the news was updated and came to know that there were 6 dead ( last night, but the latest news i got was increased to 9 dead ), i felt really sad and sorry for them.

phew~~ anyways, may my condolences go to the victims...

A day witnessing this tragedy.

Wassup?!

Three weeks ago, i started to plan my revision seriously for SPM oledi... i even tried to wake up at 4.30am to study... unfortunately, only succeeded for few times == it's a good beginning still :)

for those who are concerned about what am i up to for my SPM studies... it was ok... my tuition teachers are about to finished teaching the whole book... Now,it's all up to my own revision and practices to be done in the tuition and home...

2 more months to go without facebook... BUT, one of these days, i WILL go on it :)! ==

Holiday, be it the semester break or hari raya, is coming up! However, i heard that my tuitions WILL BE ON!! :S hmmmmm....

oh ya....i will be going to KK for a month from Nov 13. AND, i thought my exams will be until Dec15... who knows? it will be on the 9th of DEC! so.... i will have to stay many extra dayssssssss in KK! :D hehehe!!

I HAVE LESS THAN 100 DAYS LEFT TO SPM!!!!

God bless me....

TAKE CARE YOU ALL! OH YA! recently, rained a lot! REMEMBER TO BRING PAYUNG a.k.a UMBRELLA out ya!!!

真心话

贪新忘旧。。。 怎么when it come to 你，我总是不会呢？

Patience

Is it so difficult to explain?? You get scolded??? if you are, why can't you just tell me the whole story instead of telling me "nothing,nothing,nothing?"!!!! and first time in my life, i get cursed by you without even an explanation on what has been happening! You don't have to bear the "fault"! you are not JESUS!!! you can tell me. IT's my fault!!!!!!!! i can explain!! == aiks....

i wonder if you are still mad or anything. I am just sad over the matter. I really never thought that this will happen. I don't know whether you do have some other thoughts other than just this! can you just be honest to me about the whole thing?!All i hope if u can calm down and let's talk over the matter.... i am so frustrated having you not telling me the whole thing.

I can only say, probably recently i have been asking God for more patience. That's why i have got all the "treatments" from you, one whom i cherish. can tell you, i have been so so so calm when talking to you over the phone and everything. i am sad and no tears fell... they just flooded in my eyes.

*i hope u are fine. sorry if you insist i am wrong. if you explain, no same thing will happen again k?

2nd KK trip(spot your names) !!! :D

i was at kk for just a day.... and it was really really a tiring but yet fruitful and fun day :D

supposed flight was supposed to be 9:40pm then delayed till 10pm.When the plane really departs, it was about 10.15pm like that.... so, when arrived at kk, it was about 11pm. Then thanks to peisan jiejie for picking me up from the airport and thanks to sophia's family for hosting me for a day. I only managed to fall asleep at 2am the next day and unfortunately, i woke up at 4am. ( 2 hours of sleep )

and my main reason to be at kk was for the SPM BM oral test.... it's really an embarrassing one... I urge u all to study your BM well if you wanna take SPM! heheeh.... and was quite happy to be able to get to know some new SPM friends.... managed to go for a meal with them after the test...

later, i went to pine and wait for joanie and roy to pick me up.... managed to see alan,zehao, kaang, and enfee them there... did drop by at asaa for 10 minutes like that and saw sarah, natalie, those too :D

surprisingly, saw a-de-le and ge-or-gie together with joanie and roy to pick me up from pine... and tell u what? yesterday was my fastfood day :S first, the 5 of us went to burger king and spent a long time there... then we went to 1B... also quite a long time... and the 5 of us went to eat McFlurry with oreo ( a-de-le and my memory ) hehehehe.... after that, ge-or-gie and a-de-le went to watch movie and joanie,yor,and i went back home.... so the jam when yor sent us to joanie's home....

spent some sot time with joanie then she sent me to airport.... eat KFC popcorn chicken as dinner.... while eating, saw leon chin too... same flight with me back to twu... then,when at the boarding place, found out that our flight delayed... my 2 flights oso delayed... luckily not very long la... just 20 minutes i guess... but donno why, we spent quite a long time in the airplane waiting for the plane to fly off... hmmm....

and i was so so so tiring until i don really have to mood to talk when i got back home after i woke up (just now).... wooO!!! tuition later.... going to kk soon again ! :D

have a great day ppl.... photos available soon.... (its a long post)report...

Bad News into Blessings?

a week ago, i have these few key words in my status( facebook ) .... maybe you might think that i was just typing it for fun or typing it for the sake of having a status changed.... however, that's really my prayer.

I have got so much bad news recently that i cannot bear them anymore. ( praying that no more in these few weeks ,and need some break for them ) those bad news happened to people dearest, dearer to me. when i heard about them, i cant do anything because i am not a doctor, not anybody who is capable to solve those probs... too huge and serious for me.

"So, what can i do??? " i kept asking myself that. instead of asking after a couple of time, i prayed about it and i think that's the best way you can tell me to do?! i supposed. instead of saying they're bad news, probably can say they are blessings too. at least for me. From all those bad news, I really have learned a lot of important lessons in life and they have made me think over some questions we really need to answer before things really happened.

For instance, "WHat to do when that really happen to me???" simple case is, if I have this sickness, what should i do?? maybe you think i am thinking pretty too much now. However, i tell you, I also have thought about have those victims ever thought they will get those sicknesses? Did they panic when they knew the news about their health? WIll they face their problems with confidence and faith???

At least, to me, i am becoming clearer about what's life about. the most basic of it if life and death.? if it's me who face all those problems, i hope everyone will face it "cheerfully and meaningfully" with me! What about you??


*this blog might seem a lil' not too clear to u... sorry about that ;)

I DO WISH EVERYONE IS DOING WELL NOW and HAVE A GOOD HEALTH!!! that's really important!!!!

XW

Mixed feelings, regrets, MOVE ON? HAppy Mother's day!

During the service, as archdeacon john yeo was preaching, i realized the level of consideration God had instilled in him. One phrase that he mentioned made me realized so was this. " When it comes to this kind of big occasion/day ( Mother's Day in particular ), mixed feelings sure occur." It's indeed very true.

My observation through many sources made me agree fully on that statement made. On this special day, there are some who feel happy due to many loving children wishing them either with a kiss/hug, through facebook for those studying overseas, or even a treat(be it a feast of just children-cook dishes) from their lovely children. On the other hand, not forgetting those mother with no children, those children who had just attended their mother's funeral not long ago, children who have not even seen their mother before, or children and mother from a broken family. So, is Mother's Day exactly a HAPPY day?

Trying to recall my own experience on what Mother's Day was to me when i was small, i am sorry to say, i was not into it and quite shallow, donno how to express myself AT ALL! of course, because there was some private hindrances. However, really thank God everything has changed, everything is getting better and will be better! :) hehe

I had also asked myself this question today when i saw some post in facebook. "Should we rejoice and be glad when we see those mothers who had lived their life foolishly/regretfully in the past ( you understand what i mean) is moving on with their life, bringing up their children, trying to provide the best for their family now?" yeah, why not is my answer. Though they have experienced the unpleasant thing, but they choose to live on. They too need courage to do so right? (Shall we give them a round of applause! LOL ) *just got to make sure to be wise since then.

Another scenario i have observed is a friend of mine. I know what this person is experiencing. Probably "friend" feels sorry for the mother and i could feel what "friend" wrote was really of "himself's" feeling. just an encouragement to that friend, "Don't give up on studies ok? Continue it until you are really sure of what you are interested in and prove it to your mom aye. Supporting you here, friend... :) "

Not forgetting the main point of this post, Happy Mother's Day to my mom especially because i don't think any aunty will read my blog... hahaha..!!! jkjk... if there's, happy mother's day to you as well~! ok, i had spent a great night with family celebrating mother's day! steamboating at home,yamcha-ing in their room :) and LET MY MOM DO NOTHING! *however, without us noticing, she went to make longyantaufu :S

Before i closed this post with some photos, shall we just ponder over some questions. " Do we post in facebook/ blog saying how much we love our mom because our friends are doing so? What about in our daily life? Did we really show our love to our mom by
simple actions ( house chores, saying thank-you when favours are done for us )?"

Nothing is too late, friends! Your mom is probably waiting for your ACTIONS! :) All the best to you all!

God bless.

CXW :D


went to toupai even before the longan is placed ;S


our yamcha time :)


WOO~HOO~




eggs are poured into it! that's why like dat == :D


Last but not least, LOVE YOU MOM! :)