CXW's life....

Coincidence!

2011-11-09T03:48:00.001-08:00

LOL... right after i have my previous post posted, i went to read my friend's recent post and find out, oopss! it just matches my previous post~ hmmmmmm

Tense?!

2011-11-09T03:40:00.000-08:00

It has been few months that I haven't been having good sleep... and have been in a very tense mode~ Those who know me well will feel surprised on how i can make it to not sleep at 8.30pm anymore~ I am amazed too~ lol~

The moment when i feel like giving up, what urge me the most is, "If i give up this chance, I would not be able to reach my dream destination." So, no matter how hard it is to try to keep myself awake and get most of the "never-ending" revision and assignments done, I only know that, I must persevere~

I hope all these sleepless moment can exchange for a good result... and of course, I must hold on and believe that God's second chance to me should be well kept by myself with His great help!

Take care as i am taking care of myself too~! :)

XW

A good slap or not?!

2011-10-07T20:37:00.000-07:00

Should i say that it's a good slap on your face or should i pity and feel for u? That's my question after reading a blog entry that i know it is about u.... i chose not to comment because i would have bias... wondering how are you coping with that hard time now~

助人为快乐之本

2011-09-18T02:13:00.001-07:00

The above title is a Chinese saying that simply means being able to help others is a source of happiness.

To contribute to the community, my higher institute organized a 2-day SPM seminar for English& BM and I helped out there.

It has just ended. And, after all, if I choose to be negative, I could say, IT'S TIRING! just that... However, to look at the bright side, I should be happy to be able to be part of it, at least one of the few contribution to the school~ :)

Anyhow, giving it's not just about giving! I can ensure you that, it doesn't just stop there. It does continue with 'gaining'. :)

So, start giving!! The more you give/ help, the more meaningful your life is ;)

Cheers& God bless!
XW

Speechlessness that leads to laughter~

2011-09-17T03:20:00.001-07:00

Recently, I am trying to help out a depressed friend. In fact, it has been quite a long while now. This time, I lent her a book called 'Purpose Driven Life.' She then accepted the offer reluctantly.

However, few days later, I received from her a text message saying that she is sorry and she doesn't want to read the book. She doesn't think it helps although she admittedly says that it conveys the positives. *alright! Here is the funny part... She continued with,

'The reality is I don't even know how to DRIVE,I can't live independently. Can't go where I want to go, and no one wants to fetch me to where I want to go.'

To be frank, I do not know how to react to this AT ALL. I just laughed to myself unintentionally~

What do I really want to convey here? It's actually that, I am saddened by the fact that she is so helpless and she knows that but she gives up so easily without giving herself a help, a try, for ONE MORE time!!

Ok! I can't guarantee and do not even have the mind that she will be recovered fully right after finished reading the book! Really~ but, at least something to do to keep her busy and at the same time , being showered with positive thing than gossips and the unnecessaries or whatever that might make her feel even more depressed!

Anyhow, is this a type of personality one who is depressed cultivates!? And, what can be done practically other than prayers to help such bunch ?

Something to ponder upon~ :)

Take care all!! ;)
God bless~

XW

When 'give up' is necessary~

2011-09-15T06:31:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, it's just wise to not hang on to something which we know would bring harmful effect either to our history, present and the future. However, why is it so difficult to let go? I would only say, because of being overly pig-headed~ when we finally manage to get on, we would find out that we should have done so earlier! :) Hopefully, i can be considered as having reached that 'destination'!!

May God be our constant Guide. Stay humble and we shall see things even wider and farther, not being short-sighted :)

Take care!! ;)

Excited!

2011-05-22T02:54:00.001-07:00

I really can't wait for lots of things at the moment....

1. Mid year to be over.... (9 more papers to go)

2. Bro's return (quite miss his stupiak face actually)

3. FAITH CONFERENCE!!!! (am sure it's going to be a highlight in my life)

4. Mid year holiday (i really need FRESH AIR... phewww~~)

5. The FLU to go awayyy~~ (it's making me feel so down and cant concentrate... It's exam oK!? pleaseee :D HAHAHAA)

6. to meet up with some "long-time-no-see" friends.... MANY OF THEM next weekk!!

Anyhow, this whole week, gonna be really busy with all the exam preparation as always but, at the same time, not forgetting to prepare myself with prayers for the upcoming Faith Conference!!!!!! Can't wait to see God's miraculous,wondrous works!! We will not be the same anymore after that!! :)

God bless~

XW

Are we aware??! Slavery....

2011-05-18T03:43:00.000-07:00

Since the beginning of this year, I've come across this "kind-of-long" ad of CNN regarding the "Freedom Project". I was quite impressed when one of the CNN 's representative said " Enough! It's Enough!" At first, i found it cool ONLY...

As i watched further today about the "Freedom Project," I'm even more impressed! To be short, it's actually a project to enhance the ending of SLAVERY! yes! you didn't see the wrong word... it's "SLAVERY"!

Since young, unless having read from the Bible stories, "slavery" isn't close to me AT ALL! To me, even my ex-maid (one and only since baby), is living so so so relaxingly being provided of shelter,personal television,food and anything! I've forgotten that slavery still does exist. I know it, just forgotten. "How could I?" you might ask. Simple enough... because of "CARELESSNESS"

Anyhow, the point of this entry is actually to remind you guys the existence of slavery, just in case you have forgotten JUST LIKE me... Be reminded that you are living a life better off than the SLAVES since you are able to switch on your PC, surf freely on the net, and read this, whereas, the SLAVES can't!yeap....

So, be grateful for the more-than-the-slave freedom you are having now! :)

God bless, my friends! Cheersss~

XW

"Be Serious!"

2011-05-15T04:19:00.001-07:00

Being "serious" is something that is really close and "dear" to me in terms of friendship, relationship,and in reaching my target in studies especially. Just not when i am free from all the stress and pressure! I can play like a "stupid kid" :D However, one thing that I've been compromising somehow is the "spiritual life", my cell members' and even myself sometimes...

Today's sermon really struck me hard, pierced into my heart very hurtfully. To be frank, I've actually come to a point when i feel that i really can't control anything anymore that i would rather not care at all... I can be really ignorant of anything when i feel really tiring. When i don't use my brain, i really DONT use,even in God's work. I am guilty to have to say, i am not giving my 100% in ANYTHING that i'm doing.Be it ministry or studies. I feel very difficult at times when i have to ask myself," Should i just let it go or hold it tightly?" To top it up,i ask," Are my cell member's spiritual life what i should feel very stubborn about? As in, having to "force" them to attend cell group, attend church services, and make sure they serve in the cell group at least?!" And the most saddening part is when i came to realize that "exam" can really a big part of them that they decide to only attend cell group and even the church services AFTER exam! Don't i have exam as well? In addition, my workload this year is even greater. But yet, I'm willing to sacrifice my time to "host" the cell group and make sure their spiritual life is being cared of.

I can't help it but to surrender myself to the Lord once again this morning. I told the Lord what's in my heart as well as some important decisions and am sorry to be the one "pushing" him away since don't know when. And, i am asking and inviting Him "in" again! Again, i am reminded of my priority in life and who are the people and what are the things that i have to leave behind in order to be able to move on and GROW! :)

Will you just be encouraged and join me for being serious in such a serious matter?! If my cell member is so happened to be reading this which i think it's not so likely,i would say," i am praying hard for you " :)

Thank God for refreshing me !

God bless you all~! *haven't been writing much about my spiritual life before aye... but yea... i'm inspired to do so though it's not whatever that's fascinating! :D

Anyhow,cheerrss~

XW

Surprise-ful 2011's first 5 months! :D

2011-05-11T02:45:00.000-07:00

I have chosen to view things optimistically ! Not for once... but often!! :D You have to respect that... LOL! nvm about that... just a stupid intro.... ==" by the way, what does it have to do with my title aye?!

In fact, am doing A-levels now and it has been 4 months already! and the 5th months has just begun! And in these 4++ months, i really thank God for leading me step by step till this very day... and mid year exam is approaching! Next monday :)

I haven't been updating myself for quite some time and below is a list of things that i can't keep and must give thanks to God and people who had been, have been, and are helping and supporting me all these while! :)

1. My SPM result is out. Again, i didn't get a really really bright or "chan ngan" result,but at least, it fulfill's the entry requirement of my current higher institute :) That's sufficient! :)

2. That i manage to overcome a lot of "patience" training at school esp. :) dealing with very difficult human beings... and some turn out to be friends with me... isn't that what the "salt" and "light" should be? and i thank God for that opportunity :)

3. Getting test results that never had i expected... overall, they are fine. :) i hope exams will be the same as well though the lecturers have been hinting us that it's much possible that our result will drop after the mid-year... :S grrrrr....

4. A special experience in the cell group... seeing a special kind of "growth" there... believe God is in control and can't wait to see more breakthrough!

5. Had a MINOR "bang" on someone's car... i would say it's a "good" start for my driving journey... i learn from the "silly" mistake and being EXTRA careful since then.... the minor is really minor.... Thank God!

.......MORE TO COME SOON!.........

can't wait for the Faith Conference to arrive!!!!!!! I desperately need a recharge!

as for now, better be well-prepared for the coming mid year exam!!!

Cheers and God bless!! ;)

XW

SO SO SO HEAVYYYY!!!!!!

2011-01-28T22:48:00.000-08:00

Many things to celebrate, many things to be sad about... HOWWWWW????? the sad news cover up all the happiness.. what to do?????

i wish can share with you but seem like out of contact now... so difficult to reach u... :(

anyways, am feeling very heavy now. CNY is up but why is so many things are going so not smoothly? how to enjoy it??? I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA!

HOME

2010-12-10T00:11:00.000-08:00

Hey Friends!

For the time being, I am still away from home and am in K.K. awaiting for my last paper of SPM to arrive. That hurts because I'm really missing home. Knowing so many of my friends and even my brother are going to be home within these few days even sucks! Hmmmm..... My turn, please come faster!!!!

Just the thought of missing home has inspired me even more on writing about HOME. Home was definitely something that I took for granted before this. Probably because I wasn't OUT from it all by myself before, that's why, now, then I feel the importance of cherishing it when I'm INSIDE of it. Hopefully it's not too late. I hope this "fire" is not going to burn out as soon as I arrive home. :D

Tell you guys what! Even in English paper 1 for SPM for this year, HOME was one of the essay topics. I was really shocked when I saw it. Of course, I chose that topic to write! LOL...

... to be continued... shall write more when I get home! Countdown 8 more days!!!!!!

XW

Interesting?!

2010-11-25T22:25:00.000-08:00

unnoticingly, it's been two weeks that i am in KK ...
was terribly homesick the first week and am recovering from that now...
oh weLL!i fell sick this week due to not enough rest because was a bit stressed out and cant sleep == yeah... but recovering a lot since yesterday after few rounds of sleep!! :)

on Monday was the BM exam... that was the one subject that i was really worried about! and the night before was a bit down... somehow, when the 2nd paper comes, i saw the rumusan topic--- "Kebaikan pengambilan coklat", straighaway mood returns! LOL... never did i expect that SPM will have this kind of interesting topic and of course, my handy topic :D

the next day was English... was a lil' relaxing compared to the BM.Not because my english is a lil' better, but i just don feel that bad .. yea :D hopefully can pass at least...

SEJARAH=HISTORY!!! if pass, i shall be too happy till "lot nga" o! :D

anyways, today finally can rest a lil' then have to start with reviewing science already... which will be happening next thurs! maths on Monday and the next day, Moral... !! :)

all the best to you all and happy holiday to many!!! :D

XW

SPM Trial tests

2010-10-07T21:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i sat the very first trial test for SPM. BM paper 1 ( 2 essays )and i personally think that it's a very " dangerous " mark i got. On the other hand,i am surprised about how did i even managed to start penning. I have another paper to go for BM next thurs.

Oct31,2010 will be my BK trial test.

Results of this trial will be set as my forecast results. SO, 5 credits needed!!! I MUST DO IT!!!!

Your prayers are very much cherished and appreaciated! thanks!!! :)

XW

Papers...

2010-10-03T06:49:00.001-07:00

what a night on facebook updating about me being a victim == sorry trees and jungles... sigh~

btw, a comment about my previous blog post. a thought of me after a drink with a best friend. and it's a never-ending topic - FRIENDS

Cheers~

XW

Friends?

2010-10-02T02:13:00.000-07:00

What's friend? No man is an island. Well- said!! BUT... does everyone have friend or even need a friend?

"What type of friend are you talking about? " is a good question!

let me answer you with my personal opinion. you might have close friends whom you can pour your heart to, or at least, the friendship is still going on. Next,holiday friends! who hang out like "earth" with you, just for that semester break or year-end holiday. after that,they will avoid picking up your phone or else,they will only look for you when they need your help. Another type of friends are Facebook friends, a.k.a. online friends. Probably you have never seen the real person. However,miraculously, you can talk to them about Anything and EVERYTHING. Next are the Hi-bye friends! Obviously, they are those that you said hi and then BYE!Last but not least, are the type of friends whom, because they like your friend, so befriend with you because you are very good friend of the friend whom that first friend i mentioned like (i know it's a lil' confusing here, BUT it's a reality).

no matter what kind of friend you are to your friend, i don care. but, all i know is, if you are a genuine friend, you will have some other genuine friends to be your friend. If you are those faky type of friend, beware! cz you are with other faky friends NOW!!!!! ( accept this fact )

i can tell, i do have a list in my mind who are the real and fake friends. and probably you do have a list as well! so do everyone! after so many experiences about different kind of friendship, some really gave me hope that there's still real friend on this PlANET! however, i really don mind anything about the fake friendship anymore. :)

cherish is what we all have to learn to maintain a friendship. ;)

XW

Birthday!?

2010-09-19T03:53:00.000-07:00

ok .... this year's have passed for more than a week. but surprisingly, something is still going on ... LOL...i will post up the pics of the pressies and stuff on FB when i go on FB during early Nov :)

frankly speaking, this year's din really sound happening because MOST close friends were not in town. ON the other hand, it's and was happening because MOST close friends come back and celebrate with me again plus some did something for me... really thanks to those who actually tried planning something for me. Compliments will be given on FB photos in the captions as well ;)

the most fun time i had ON that day itself was video chatting with a MS.MS-opo whole afternoon and had loads of fun listening to "atmosphere-ful song" found by her :D really donno where on earth she could do it... :S thanksthanks and honestly, so happy very much xia;) don an shuang a :P

Due to having tuition that night, i could only go to dinner with parents ( this year without bro :'( ) the next day with 2 other "special" ppl (adults)at farfalle :) LOL... oh ya! the sat before my b'day, also went to "celebrate" at dreamland for cheese baked crabby *someone treated... NIce~

today! Kristen,Corzin,and Colleen "celebrated" with me at Perdana Club. While we were still at church,I put my stuff in Corzin's bag. When wanna help her carry cz guilty for making her bag so heavy, she don't let. got SECRET wa.... :P lol...Actually, my presents from them were inside. Had a great time there! still the same crazy us. keke...

still hoping to meet up with so many friends who came back for KL and Singapore... LOL!hopefully, pics can be ready as soon as poss :)

oh ya! thanks for the SMSes i got! Those who texted me midnight, you are the DEAREST TO ME :D Love ya'll lots!

and thanks for wishing me all the best in my SPM. that's the highlight of this year i suppose. and that's what make me feel so stressed up and sometimes pissed off.However, i really hope i won disappoint my parents esp and u all out there supporting me emotionally ...:)

don't know what to say other than THOUSAND THANKS! grateful to the Lord for YOU ALL !

XW

23.08.2010

2010-08-23T21:45:00.000-07:00

What a night witnessing the bloody happening in Manila, Philippines through both CNN as well as the Phoneix channels for 3 hours. In fact, the whole thing had happened for around 10 hours.

A lot of things can be discussed about this happening. Be it the actions and plans taken by the Philippines security department, or the reason that had stirred this gunman's emotions to do such a bloody thing, or whatever you can ever discussed. However, my personal feeling or opinion towards this sad case is purely SAD.

Hearing the sounds of the bullet shots, the screams by the hostages, the news that the bus drive said ( that all 15 hostages were dead )which is not true, looking at how the policemen did the rescue which were not so professional were all that made me feel sorry and nervous for the hostages. GRRRRRR.....

Let me just point out one thing that really silenced the room when my parents and i watched was during the time when the reporter said that the bus driver told them about all the 15 were dead. Couple of minutes after that, the policemen began their actions. While they were breaking the mirrors of the back,front and the right side, it was so so so quiet ( no sound heard made from the bus ). At this point, we were like, " SO, REALLY ALL DEAD!? " I made a prayer in my heart that,LORD, PLEASE PROTECT THEM!! because it was LIVE, so, i prayed... yea...

After all the hardworks of the policemen, the gunman was shot dead (didn't manage to see how it was done == ), bullet shot right on the head and left hanging on the door. I can see blood spilling out from his head... yucks!!! and the policeman started to check in the bus and see wassup inside.

THEN, the first hostage came out (the first of the 15), i was already clapping. HOORAY!... Not sure if u get my feeling. but that was it! and more and more were out of the bus. Of course, when the news was updated and came to know that there were 6 dead ( last night, but the latest news i got was increased to 9 dead ), i felt really sad and sorry for them.

phew~~ anyways, may my condolences go to the victims...

A day witnessing this tragedy.

Wassup?!

2010-08-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

Three weeks ago, i started to plan my revision seriously for SPM oledi... i even tried to wake up at 4.30am to study... unfortunately, only succeeded for few times == it's a good beginning still :)

for those who are concerned about what am i up to for my SPM studies... it was ok... my tuition teachers are about to finished teaching the whole book... Now,it's all up to my own revision and practices to be done in the tuition and home...

2 more months to go without facebook... BUT, one of these days, i WILL go on it :)! ==

Holiday, be it the semester break or hari raya, is coming up! However, i heard that my tuitions WILL BE ON!! :S hmmmmm....

oh ya....i will be going to KK for a month from Nov 13. AND, i thought my exams will be until Dec15... who knows? it will be on the 9th of DEC! so.... i will have to stay many extra dayssssssss in KK! :D hehehe!!

I HAVE LESS THAN 100 DAYS LEFT TO SPM!!!!

God bless me....

TAKE CARE YOU ALL! OH YA! recently, rained a lot! REMEMBER TO BRING PAYUNG a.k.a UMBRELLA out ya!!!

真心话

2010-08-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

贪新忘旧。。。怎么when it come to 你，我总是不会呢？

Patience

2010-07-25T01:53:00.000-07:00

Is it so difficult to explain?? You get scolded??? if you are, why can't you just tell me the whole story instead of telling me "nothing,nothing,nothing?"!!!! and first time in my life, i get cursed by you without even an explanation on what has been happening! You don't have to bear the "fault"! you are not JESUS!!! you can tell me. IT's my fault!!!!!!!! i can explain!! == aiks....

i wonder if you are still mad or anything. I am just sad over the matter. I really never thought that this will happen. I don't know whether you do have some other thoughts other than just this! can you just be honest to me about the whole thing?!All i hope if u can calm down and let's talk over the matter.... i am so frustrated having you not telling me the whole thing.

I can only say, probably recently i have been asking God for more patience. That's why i have got all the "treatments" from you, one whom i cherish. can tell you, i have been so so so calm when talking to you over the phone and everything. i am sad and no tears fell... they just flooded in my eyes.

*i hope u are fine. sorry if you insist i am wrong. if you explain, no same thing will happen again k?

2nd KK trip(spot your names) !!! :D

2010-06-30T18:14:00.000-07:00

i was at kk for just a day.... and it was really really a tiring but yet fruitful and fun day :D

supposed flight was supposed to be 9:40pm then delayed till 10pm.When the plane really departs, it was about 10.15pm like that.... so, when arrived at kk, it was about 11pm. Then thanks to peisan jiejie for picking me up from the airport and thanks to sophia's family for hosting me for a day. I only managed to fall asleep at 2am the next day and unfortunately, i woke up at 4am. ( 2 hours of sleep )

and my main reason to be at kk was for the SPM BM oral test.... it's really an embarrassing one... I urge u all to study your BM well if you wanna take SPM! heheeh.... and was quite happy to be able to get to know some new SPM friends.... managed to go for a meal with them after the test...

later, i went to pine and wait for joanie and roy to pick me up.... managed to see alan,zehao, kaang, and enfee them there... did drop by at asaa for 10 minutes like that and saw sarah, natalie, those too :D

surprisingly, saw a-de-le and ge-or-gie together with joanie and roy to pick me up from pine... and tell u what? yesterday was my fastfood day :S first, the 5 of us went to burger king and spent a long time there... then we went to 1B... also quite a long time... and the 5 of us went to eat McFlurry with oreo ( a-de-le and my memory ) hehehehe.... after that, ge-or-gie and a-de-le went to watch movie and joanie,yor,and i went back home.... so the jam when yor sent us to joanie's home....

spent some sot time with joanie then she sent me to airport.... eat KFC popcorn chicken as dinner.... while eating, saw leon chin too... same flight with me back to twu... then,when at the boarding place, found out that our flight delayed... my 2 flights oso delayed... luckily not very long la... just 20 minutes i guess... but donno why, we spent quite a long time in the airplane waiting for the plane to fly off... hmmm....

and i was so so so tiring until i don really have to mood to talk when i got back home after i woke up (just now).... wooO!!! tuition later.... going to kk soon again ! :D

have a great day ppl.... photos available soon.... (its a long post)report...

Bad News into Blessings?

2010-06-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

a week ago, i have these few key words in my status( facebook ) .... maybe you might think that i was just typing it for fun or typing it for the sake of having a status changed.... however, that's really my prayer.

I have got so much bad news recently that i cannot bear them anymore. ( praying that no more in these few weeks ,and need some break for them ) those bad news happened to people dearest, dearer to me. when i heard about them, i cant do anything because i am not a doctor, not anybody who is capable to solve those probs... too huge and serious for me.

"So, what can i do??? " i kept asking myself that. instead of asking after a couple of time, i prayed about it and i think that's the best way you can tell me to do?! i supposed. instead of saying they're bad news, probably can say they are blessings too. at least for me. From all those bad news, I really have learned a lot of important lessons in life and they have made me think over some questions we really need to answer before things really happened.

For instance, "WHat to do when that really happen to me???" simple case is, if I have this sickness, what should i do?? maybe you think i am thinking pretty too much now. However, i tell you, I also have thought about have those victims ever thought they will get those sicknesses? Did they panic when they knew the news about their health? WIll they face their problems with confidence and faith???

At least, to me, i am becoming clearer about what's life about. the most basic of it if life and death.? if it's me who face all those problems, i hope everyone will face it "cheerfully and meaningfully" with me! What about you??

*this blog might seem a lil' not too clear to u... sorry about that ;)

I DO WISH EVERYONE IS DOING WELL NOW and HAVE A GOOD HEALTH!!! that's really important!!!!

XW

Mixed feelings, regrets, MOVE ON? HAppy Mother's day!

2010-05-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

During the service, as archdeacon john yeo was preaching, i realized the level of consideration God had instilled in him. One phrase that he mentioned made me realized so was this. " When it comes to this kind of big occasion/day ( Mother's Day in particular ), mixed feelings sure occur." It's indeed very true.

My observation through many sources made me agree fully on that statement made. On this special day, there are some who feel happy due to many loving children wishing them either with a kiss/hug, through facebook for those studying overseas, or even a treat(be it a feast of just children-cook dishes) from their lovely children. On the other hand, not forgetting those mother with no children, those children who had just attended their mother's funeral not long ago, children who have not even seen their mother before, or children and mother from a broken family. So, is Mother's Day exactly a HAPPY day?

Trying to recall my own experience on what Mother's Day was to me when i was small, i am sorry to say, i was not into it and quite shallow, donno how to express myself AT ALL! of course, because there was some private hindrances. However, really thank God everything has changed, everything is getting better and will be better! :) hehe

I had also asked myself this question today when i saw some post in facebook. "Should we rejoice and be glad when we see those mothers who had lived their life foolishly/regretfully in the past ( you understand what i mean) is moving on with their life, bringing up their children, trying to provide the best for their family now?" yeah, why not is my answer. Though they have experienced the unpleasant thing, but they choose to live on. They too need courage to do so right? (Shall we give them a round of applause! LOL ) *just got to make sure to be wise since then.

Another scenario i have observed is a friend of mine. I know what this person is experiencing. Probably "friend" feels sorry for the mother and i could feel what "friend" wrote was really of "himself's" feeling. just an encouragement to that friend, "Don't give up on studies ok? Continue it until you are really sure of what you are interested in and prove it to your mom aye. Supporting you here, friend... :) "

Not forgetting the main point of this post, Happy Mother's Day to my mom especially because i don't think any aunty will read my blog... hahaha..!!! jkjk... if there's, happy mother's day to you as well~! ok, i had spent a great night with family celebrating mother's day! steamboating at home,yamcha-ing in their room :) and LET MY MOM DO NOTHING! *however, without us noticing, she went to make longyantaufu :S

Before i closed this post with some photos, shall we just ponder over some questions. " Do we post in facebook/ blog saying how much we love our mom because our friends are doing so? What about in our daily life? Did we really show our love to our mom by
simple actions ( house chores, saying thank-you when favours are done for us )?"

Nothing is too late, friends! Your mom is probably waiting for your ACTIONS! :) All the best to you all!

God bless.

CXW :D

went to toupai even before the longan is placed ;S

our yamcha time :)

WOO~HOO~

eggs are poured into it! that's why like dat == :D

Last but not least, LOVE YOU MOM! :)

2010-05-01T03:39:00.000-07:00

my rocks can be rolled away soon... need courage to make a call... can anyone help me? ! :S

SweetTalks...

2010-04-25T04:40:00.000-07:00

when you see this title, probably you have "shrugged"(not too much) your shoulder feeling "sweet" yourself... SS! haha... ok.. (i think i am more ss now)... :S

Just now,i had a chat with someone...that person is quite a sweet talker. That person even told me "someone" told him that a sweet talker is a good student. *sweat... haha..!

Somehow, that reminds me about some of the things happened, due to some of us, "the-non-sweet-talkers" in some occasions, just accidentally had been a "bad person"! ala~~ ... haha... in my mind, probably those people who in their minds think we are "bad" just DONT ACCEPT THE FACT AND REALITY... dreaming too much... hmmmm....

ok... that's not the point.. aiks... haha~! erm... there was once a quite respectable person taught me this. ( trust me, it may sound very "OLD", it's very real in another hand ) That person "COMMANDED" me not to favor too much of sweet talks,esp. from guys... (WA!!!)sounds strict... then that person continued, "A guy who often talks "sweetly" to you makes you "FALL" for him. At the same time, he talks "sweetly" to another girl and there came a few more who also fall for him!"

you might not agree with me... it's ok... observe it for yourselves... the one whom i chatted with told me, not every sweet talkers will not tell the truth ... haha... that one, you have to base on trust though :P

in short, girls, just don't be too greedy for sweet talks. guys, sweet talk less if you don't want gals to misunderstand about, you know...! :S

don't get me wrong,sweet talk to your husband/wife is ok... no one cares! :D

p.s. talk too "sweet" could be a stumbling block for you. the famous director NEO is just a fine example. :)

take care friends!

XW

Necessities, freedom... ( BERLIN )

2010-04-16T16:45:00.000-07:00

Recently, i was so happpy that TVB has this travelling program installed. Guess what? It's introducing a series of tourist attractions as well as some historical facts about GERMANY!!!!! :) fyiifudonno, Germany is one of my dream place to travel at ( i will make it a reality ). hehehe..>! ok... let's come back to the topic.!

NECESSITIES... I guess all who is viewing this has got more than NEEDed now... you have even got what you WANT! what about the East Berliners? let's see...

It all started from this,The Berlin Wall.It existed from 1961-1989 and was built by the German Democratic Republic. What effects this wall had on the East Berliners?In fact the West Berliners too! There were fears, splitting of families, lost of jobs, and failure to even get what they have needed. One of the East Berliners being interviewed shared about someone who had needed a wintercoat and had saved just the amount for it. However, due to the production, when she rushed down to buy, not even one is available for her. :S Sometimes, necessities needed to be smuggled by the West Berliners to them. Maybe you will say, so mafan, better die! ahmeh! if you think so, you can better go die le... jkjk! but honestly, what makes me admire the East Berliners the most is, they had tried all their bests to escape from the East and to go the West. But what they get? All the time being shot by guns or capturing by the guards! Actually they knew this will happen to them, but why they bothered trying? It's all because they want FREEDOM!

hmmm... Sometimes, we should really feel ashamed of ourselves though. Keep complaining all the time tho we have all the body parts available, having all the cash needed to travel ( overseas ), to eat ( at restaurants that not everyone can afford ), to attend schools, colleges,and later universities, but still WE COMPLAIN! Probably, we should try going back to the past and switch our lifestyles with the 60's to 90's East Berliners, then only we know how to appreciate what we have now?

Hopefully, it's not too late by then....

Friends, if you have more than enough, use them meaningfully ! :) you know how...

God bless!
XW

New born life!

2010-04-13T23:16:00.000-07:00

I am expecting to see a newborn baby tomorrow!! and one more to come within this or next week. :) wee~~

Not sure about you,but I am truly happy to know about or to have come across about a new born life! Not to have bias, i am also happy for the babies of whose mom was pregnant before marriage. I will only feel worried for the baby about whether he will be brought up in a warm and healthy family or not.

I smiled when i saw someone's status in facebook asking a question,"How do u explain n teach a 12 year old boy wat is true love when he's so deeply into 'love'?" perhaps, nowadays, a 12-year-old boy knows more than us, when we were 12 years old. Please bear in mind, it was 5 years ago that i was 12. honestly, i didn't really know how my mom got pregnant and have me that time. However,now, those "kids" simply just do "anything" out of their curiosities.

more and more problems occur as life is getting more and more out of our expectations. Sometimes, it's really a "speechless" when we are trying to explain to a kid on what is "love"...

*scratching head

Anyways, really can't wait to visit the 'life' tomorrow! finally, i will be going to the hospital for good! have to keep the mom and the child in our prayers due to certain past experience :) Thanks :)

XW

Neglecting the goods

2010-04-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

For the past few weeks, it seems like bad news have been showering my thoughts. It's as if nothing good had ever happened for weeks. Today, again, 2 bad news!

One popo is being suspect she might not be able to live very long and another one was an uncle has "lao ren ci dai" ... aiks...

SEE! how can the normal, good things shine among all these bad, dark news?

Just not sure why, suddenly i was reminded that I've actually neglected the many good things that had occurred. Just that they have so happened to be in the midst of the sadnessez... :S

maybe many of you out there also are experiencing what i am going through now. The world might seem to you not so good. However, there's always a candle in between the "electricity breakdown" :)

Trust the Lord to be able to do mighty things. Be it a sad or happy experience! GIVE THANKS! :D

God bless ya...

XW

Alcoholism

2010-04-09T18:03:00.000-07:00

"Alcoholism is also known as alcohol dependence. It's a disabling addictive disorder characterized by the compulsive and uncontrolled abuse of alcohol, despite adverse effects upon the drinker's health and negative social consequences upon his or her life." ( wikipedia )

The above definition is kind of clear to all right?!

I've thought of writing this post after watching a top-ranking mandarin program in Phoeneix Channel--- A Date with Lu Yu. The invited guest to be interviewed was 张政。

Before being an alcoholic, he had a successful job and a warm family. What has made him become whom he was(no longer one now )? an alcoholic? was the lil' by lil' of alcohol given by his friends and dad since young. Typical Chinese in China thinks that a great drinker ( in fact, a drunkard ) will have a bright future!

As the story continues, that statement will be proved wrong!

Throughout the whole interview, the BIG MAN ( the guest ) was trying to hold back tears as he thought about his foolish past. To make the story short, he had lost "everything" in his life ( family and job )JUST for the sake of satisfying his "alcohol-itchy" stomach. Even after he managed to get rid of this "bad" habit, his family could no longer be the one he expects it to be because the hurts are really deep.

Definitely, he has now changed to be a better person. To him, alcohol is his WORST ENEMY. Whenever he sees people drink, he will grab the bottle and pour the beer/ wine out! You might ask," What if the person who drinks was just celebrating/ tasting the beer?" His reply was, that was how "failure" starts from. ( he said this according to his own experience )

At the closing of the interview, the host asked what would he like to say/ urge the alcoholics? He said the below statement:

"有一个好身体。对家庭有个责任。你喝的不是酒。你喝的是家人的泪，家人的血。别再喝了！把酒戒掉吧!"
"Have a healthy body and be responsible to your family. What you are drinking is not beer/wine ( alcohol ). What you are drinking is your family's tears and blood! Stop drinking and get rid of it!" -translated

Suggestion: Why not try some mocktails than beer? fruit juice than wine? :)

the above contains is up to individual to agree or not ...

God bless you all! :)

XW

something about the previous post...

2010-04-08T17:16:00.000-07:00

in my last post, i had mentioned about the aunty i had visited... do keep her in your prayer because she is now having breast cancer, third stage!

see now? life is short... and what's next? where are you to be next?? you know and understand well. It's either to HEAVEN or to HELL!... why wait????

anyways, would like to use this post to urge you all to take good care of your body. Most importantly, i think should do more exercise since partaking FATS is really an accident sometimes :)

prevention is better than cure. ( i know it's hard to prevent. feeling that life is meaningless with the absence of FATS, but just take less will do you loads of goods )

Take care... next post will be about alcoholism. Stay tune.

XW

treasure!

2010-04-04T03:50:00.000-07:00

today is easter day! It's indeed a great and glorious day for the Christians. and this morning's sunrise service was a great success :) Praise the Lord for that!

i managed to drop by the twins' house and later to eastern plaza with Kristen... really hope to be able to meet once more before she leaves. Had a great time together! and crazy... aiks... times flies aye... went to church after that.

My parents picked me up from church and straightaway to Tawau Hospital to visit an aunty. (The incidents start here)I observed a MAK CIK ( "aunty" in Malay ) was quite uncomfortable. However, i felt the warmness when her son was just besides her holding her hands. She even managed to reached out her hand to touch her son's face. I could see her body all swollen. The aunty that we visited told me probably she can't live much longer. Later, the MAK CIK was being moved to another wad. As I went out of the hospital, the ambulance was on the road. The sound of emergency really alerts me on how MANY are striving for life every seconds in life. Every seconds to them really count.

I am really making myself think about why do they have to fight for their lives. Why are there two kind of people living on this earth the same time? There are people who always think of ending their lives NOW. On the other hand, there are people who are doing and trying all they could to just get an extra day of life.

So, friends, see the point now? think over it! i sort of got an answer about why now.

God bless you all! :)

XW

A shock and a reminder...

2010-03-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

it was really a shock when i heard a news from mom that an uncle can't talk when he woke up the next day. if he can survive within these few days, then can but comma. If not, then you know what happens... :S

This uncle is one of the uncles who attend church regularly. remembering the last sunday, i still greeted him. but yesterday, i got such a bad news.

within these months, lots of this similar thing happened. especially to those i know.everytime, i am reminded that "life is so fragile". on the other hand, as what i have been saying in my last few posts, " we must really really really cherish those whom we love". you might see them today even greeted with a smile, but what about tomorrow? or perhaps, you keep on thinking," there's still tomorrow to treat my friends or family member well." i can assure you, you are not on the track.

One whom we should treasure seems to be one whom we always take for granted.

XW

The CHung Ling HIgh school dragonboat 's tragedy

2010-02-26T20:41:00.000-08:00

This morning, i was surfing facebook and found out a page on the article that i have just read two days ago from FENG CAI magazine.That's about a page created for any updates about the funeral and stuff about the victims... It's the Chung Ling High School dragonboat's tragedy that has happened on Jan 17, 2010. To get a clear picture of the happening, read the blog below...

http://willyyilly.blogspot.com/2010/01/dragonboat-incident.html

1 thing i have read from the magazine about one of the victims was he has a girlfriend. WOw~~ when i saw that, i start putting my leg into that girlfriend's shoe. I can't imagine how is she to accept the fact that his boy friend is gone forever?~~!

another victim even had some scholarship offered for him to further his studies dy.... but now, it all becomes a dream... never- being- able- to- accomplish dreams....

all of the victims were academically of high value. even their looks can impress you that they are some kind of "scholars". TO many, this tragedy has taken away the "usefuls" and it's such a waste.

I was looking into details of all the updates and there was uncountable much of "R.I.Ps" offered to the vicitims.the whole morning spent reading the comments and watching the videos attached on the page made me reflect a lot of things about life. i'm also quite impressed by the hardwork of the victim's friend who tried producing videos, music for the school's memorial service.

Anyways, the one important life lesson from this tragedy everything is unpredictable. Therefore, cherish your loved ones. Don't do anything that will make them worry to the max!

God bless you all too~ the weather recently sucks... Do take care and live your life for the glory of God!

live life with no regrets....

2010-02-24T17:28:00.000-08:00

just now, i went to read some old blogs of my friends... i came across to one and it's a reminder for me... that i shouldn't live life with regrets... last night, before i fell asleep, i kept thinking about this year end. How am i supposed to be for the SPM? Can i bear it to see the result when i get it?? these two questions hopefully have motivated me well... i wish things will go smoothly as now quite a few tuition added. i have lots of younger friends now... :S form 4 friends... mayb i should just look at the positives right? that because of SPM, i am able to have a wider scope of friends... :D really.... i must succeed... not much, just 5 credits... :) and just this week, something came across my mind that i hope i can do in another few years time... will share about it when it comes true...

hopefully you guys also will live life to the fullest. Don't get hit down by problems so easily ( i need strength from God on this ) YOU TOO~

2010-02-21T04:53:00.000-08:00

pissed off~

my memorable ChineseNewYear+Valentine

2010-02-14T17:18:00.000-08:00

WHY so memorable... in a scary way... so dramatic....

Yesterday about 2pm, my family ( relatives included ) went to my DAiGU's ( dad's big sis) house for visitation... Jonathan Tse,Timmy(the lawyer ), Rev.Eric, Rev. YongThiamChoy's family those were there too... before the 'exciting' happening, Ps.Stella and family were there also... and you know, many cars were parked outside of the house.. oh ya! and my cousins' friends also there... roughly calculated, there were around 30 people at my DaiGu's house...

here the story goes...

while we( the above mentioned human-beings ) were having a great chat, my DaiGuZiong ran down the stairs so fast to shout, "close up the main gate!" because there were some bullet shots he heard ( tht time, i still thought was BAO CANG ) and everyone in the house from diff parts came out and watched what was happening...

then later, we heard more gun shots .. and i personally saw cars banging just in front of the gate and one of the CIDs ( Timmy, the lawyer, called to make police report and later we got to know is the Police case ) kept aiming the tires of the "bad Guy's" Honda... wa... tel u, like movie o... but there were lots of people shivering and so nervous inside the house... most of us were so afraid that our cars parked outside the gate will be no more.. because we couldn't really see our cars but we saw the direction they banged each other ( police 's car and the bad guys' ) was so close to my car especially...

in the midst of the happening, dad didn't know wht happened and even went out of the house door... frightened us o... i guess he afraid his beloved car got banged bah... the whole "movie" lasted for about 5 minutes like that.... CIDs trying to arrest "badGUYS" .... sounds exciting? after the happening, some are psychologically stressed tho... and everyone was busy checking their cars and thank God , really thank GOd, our cars only had a few scratches... but only one car got really serious hurt... :S

ohya.... we found one bullet on the road... i will try to upload videos of the after-happening scene in facebook... the photos, not too convenient to post... can show you guys personally ... still in the process in getting from my uncle who ran down to tell us ... he even had time to take some shots upstairs from his room....

sigh.... so memorable... nightmare... :S

NOt much time left?

2010-02-09T23:45:00.001-08:00

it's already Feb now?

The SPM date for this year falls on Nov22,2010. Meaning, i still have nine more months to catch up with form4-5 studies~! now, i start to discover, some of the thing that i should put more effort on , and some, i have to just keep on track... i am really worried about my BM but at least , at least, there's a LITTLE improvement. Better than nothing?

Thanks LaiYiiHorng for helping out too! He is now spending his holiday helping me out with my form 4 Math(the first few chapters ) because i join the form 4 math tuition late, so have to do some catch ups... hmm.... he's not bad de duh! but, i am very bad la... :S grrrr....

anyways, today , went to school to visit the 2nd time after "signing out!" played PE like crazy! even fell from the chair ... every tried playing in the field the same time a goaly? try that out! i have proved it to be fun! but be careful or else, you will end up like me.... OUch!!~~~ another objective to visit is to pick up my leaving school cert. while waiting for it, i went to look back at some of the "old"pics of SPAA... imagine looking at your own pics of 6 years back? and saw some other friends. very happy! i will scan them soon and post in facebooK! :D hehehe! stay tune some of you.! saw mrs.vun today too! gonna see again soon in KK!

many people ask, start missing schooL? wanna come back? these questions are very common nowadays. some still think i am still studying there... ask whether i ponteng-ed class...! wakakka... no la... i miss people in the school... about whether i wanna go back, probably when i become principal! jokingjoking! :S

having another tuition tonight before going to kk for CNY! take care everyone! more to share when i come back or hopefully can online in kk! :S

XW

One week....

2010-02-05T16:10:00.000-08:00

One week of "homeschool" was not too bad... :) anyways, yesterday was the day that i spent almost the whole day from morning 10am to 7pm at mom's shop. CNY, so mom is working till so late so late... :S i was there to help the same time do my own studies there... What did i help, you wonder... pick up phones, pour water to the steamer, help change the water :) hehe... other than that, do my SPM works, read "feng cai" magazine, and walk here and walk there... ==

as i was reading the magazine, i came across a news about in a night, a whole family ( father, mother, and 4 sons ) and a friend had a car accident. unfortunately, the father with 3 older sons was trapped in the car and couldn't escape and passed away. on the other hand, quite fortunate that the friend,mother and the youngest sons managed to escape. When the reporter interviewed the victims' wife&mother, she said," if it wasn't the power of religion and the help of my fellow church's friends, it would be impossible for me to stand up again. ( Here comes the point i wanna share ) Now, i will not look at what i don't have ( a husband with 3 sons ), but on what i have ( a son ). "

When i was trying to figure out how can a person who has just experience such an unpleasant thing can say such a comforting thing, I truly agreed with what she said about what raised her up in such a circumstance. My friend, do cherish what you have. Who will know when a friend who is still talking to you today will no longer be here tomorrow? and sometimes, some very important decision is to be made about your soul, don't drag too long. if you understand what i wanna say :)

all the best people! take care....

XW

Bye SPAA

2010-01-29T22:15:00.000-08:00

SPAA is where i have been since its first day. btw, it's a school. a very unique school that you wouldn't understand how it works if you don't ask. yeah... :) so, just now was my last time studying there ( just did one PACE Test ) and helped out monitoring for two learning centers. FYI the two learning centers are quite near... i didn't mean tuition center those... :S ( i know i am crazy to explain ) anyways, to look back over the 8 years and few more days there, i'm quite grateful for all the sweet, sour, bitter, and spicy moments there... Is from there that i came to know manymanymany long term friends :) and some true friends :D

Thanks you guys a lot for being a part in my "educational chapter in life " all the best to you all! you guys just need to withstand any circumstances... be them pleasant or unpleasant! after all, you will feel like what i am feeling now... GRATEFUL! will still see you guys anyways.... i will drop by IF i have the time...

Hooray ray !!!!

2010-01-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

haha... so happy now... because i can make it to kristen's farewell tomorrow!!! i mistaken the tuition le... luckily had a chat with eugene and he asked me," you going to tuition on Tuesday? " then i was like? what tuition? then he said, MATH la!! i was like... huh?? not monday meh? alamak! so happy o.... and another great thing is i was granted permission to go dy!!!! wohoooooooo !! :D kind of enjoy lunch too... with kristen's family, corzin, colleen and their mother, and teacher gan :D oh ya! BK class starts next week .... today then i know... what la... :S grrrr.... but good oso, can rest awhile! tomorrow will be another week :S will have photos to show soon! :D

The 2nd week of schooldays in 2010

2010-01-16T02:04:00.001-08:00

In this six days of school, i seem to have had my mind open to a few lessons... not just in the school but also outside of school.

Basically, Monday, i went to my Math tuition and happily, i managed to complete the exercises given during the time there. So, not much to be done at home. On Tuesday,went to Science tuition(form4) after school.Then, all of sudden, added one more day for Science(form5) on Wednesday night. THURSDAY FREE!!! just for this week... :S and last night, i went to History tuition. tomorrow there will be Bible Knowledge class. pheww~~~

Anyways, at school we had a farewell party for Kristen. erm.... yeah... she's leaving soon and sad really sad that i can't go to her farewell party on Monday night :'( have tuition. :S grrrr.... but hopefully tomorrow can make it for something else!

Today, kind of had great fun during ECA. will have some pics to show below and maybe some videos on Facebook.

Cheers people!!

ps. i donno what happen to you, but cheer up k?? :)

sorry about the unorganized flow of pics... anyways, faith was at the school for about a week... that was taken on her last day. another one is my cousin. He will be back to Sweden soon... away from twu tomorrow... so, yeah... the rest were the pics of today! :D

a week of schooldays!

2010-01-08T04:11:00.000-08:00

an intro for this blog... see "ysm's skirt? " hehe! :D nice on her!

the second day of this week, we had a farewell for canon chak and family, and ps. flora!

when you face everything with just a smile, you can obviously see the power of it! that's working! but something happened yesterday that made me feel like ARGHHH!!!! haiz...... can't people just not use people's precious time to seek out for chances? it's a waste of time you know? about one's future lea!!!! anyways, my fault also... so rush... and too dominant ... hmmm... but, i just hope i can get answers as soon as poss and not being passed round and round with a weak conclusion... :(

other than those, nothing bad happens. oh! the 3rd day of school, i'm blessed with, :)

:) thanks a lot! :D

next week, i have a few tuition starting! :D

Cheers everyone! take care!

2010

2010-01-01T03:36:00.000-08:00

goals...

to do what i have told myself to do...

that's to treat everyone nice, no bias... ( jesus meh? ) but i will try my best
to complete level 10
to not fail all subjects in SPM ( must pass MAlay and English )
to get my driving license
to slim down a lot
oh!and to write journal daily

hahahahaha!!! hope can accomplish them...

spiritually, to be able to do the basics. not as a duty, but a chance to build my relationship with GOd :D

Cheers everyone! today is the first day of 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!!

2009-12-31T06:44:00.000-08:00

2009 ends with several remarkable events for me... good and bad... anyhow, starting Jan 4, i will seldom go online due to my studies' reason. starting tomorrow, i will be living without a brother at home. Wondering how it feels like. starting the first two weeks for the year, i will miss lots of friends!

Bro, hope you can live without any shortages ! haha... and hopefully, you will be happy and enjoy what you will be doing. gonna miss you lot ( i know you won read and i will not tell you individually ) because you know i won miss you :P jkjk! what la... really gonna miss you... New year, new life, God bless!

Nee, take care ah! i know life will be tough or challenging! but remember, God be with you and God will not give you something too hard to handle! love ya and miss ya, sis! :)

TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS! and though will not update this blog from time to time, but i will miss you guys!

XIAOWEI,
the author

First Movie of the Year

2009-12-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

Alvin and the Chipmunks 2... I would say it my night will be better without the annoyance of those "... " ISH! do they have to be such crazies shouting and screaming while others were trying to enjoy the movie? cant they just laugh like they really mean it? == grrr... many of us who went seriously felt like giving them a lesson. But we were quite patient. :) all we did was to change our seats. An advise for those who love going for movie, yet meet this type of people, just ignore and watch as if they aren't there though they exist. Their act of foolishness really prove themselves uncivilized and that prevents improvements.

ps. i am controlling myself from typing words that are too ... :S

this will be my last movie of the year? will it be? what's next? when's next? :S hehehe!

cheers everyone!

Merry Christmas!!!!

2009-12-24T21:18:00.000-08:00

Last night was silent night! I spend my morning and afternoon at home and my night at church! I've kind of enjoyed my last night besides the headache,boneache, and fever? they are related i guess... till now, i still can't recognize the differences... ;S sweat. Last night i didn't dance well. == oh! manymanymany people said i look like my mother after living in this world for 15 years! maybe because the make-up was of her and her style gua... :P jkjk! hehe... will post pics in facebook!

TOday is the day! am now in Michelle chok's house with many other friends. CY friends... a lot older than me those... gonna play board games with them later... they started playing risk, scrabble, and cards dy :D This morning, i played timpani+cymbals on keyboard. THanks for the comments ( good ) :) Praise the Lord! nothing can be done without God's help :D

i cant wait for tonight!!! :D it's gonna be fun?!! :D

cheers!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! ;)

:) Christmas Pressies from parents? :D

2009-12-18T06:40:00.000-08:00

this morning, my adidas honolulu slipper "R.I.P" oledi. i remember i got that pair of "japanese" slipper just right after the 2007 Sabah Anglican Academy Students' Convention- RUN the Race! 2007 June - 2009 Dec. i got that through a dare by colleen while we were shopping together. with Corzin, kristen, aunty annie, uncle brian those. :)

therefore, went to get a pair of new slippers ( Converse at Easter Plaza )... then my another pair of adidas almost can't fit dy and almost "R.I.P". So, went to Adidas shop in Tawau to get one new pair of Sport Shoes (Y-3 Derby)... and here are a few pics of those shoese mentioned!

Thanks MOMMY and DADDY!! :D i will cherish them !!!

yerrrr........

2009-12-17T03:48:00.000-08:00

at first i tot i can have a different christmas... to get rid of my bad last year at least? bt ... just now.... yerrrrr..... nvm... no choice dy... hope you can do your best k? :)

CHRISTMAS this year.... no expectation liao lo.

u aren't very happy oso right? hmmmm.... take care still ah! haiz.

Meet ups!

2009-12-16T07:45:00.000-08:00

THe meet ups begin

Dec.15 JOnathan Loh, Renee, yiksin( just got back from KK )
Dec.16 YeeVen

MORE TO COME!

Holy Day ..... :S

2009-12-07T15:48:00.000-08:00

i will be leaving to kk this afternoon for a week. for GB YoungLeader's training... to get one more braid before i stop joining? hmmm... hopefully this will give me a last happy memory! until now, i donno what's my schedule... so, ya.... so hard to arrange for any meet ups... probably can meet them at church if they are there? :S for those that will be coming back to town, or have come back, please wait for me ah!!! heheheh... I hope i don't miss any fun! take care ppl! :D see you guys in a week if there's no internet access available for me... :S

cheers! :D
XW

funny....

2009-12-04T05:40:00.000-08:00

Today is the last second day of discipleship training! There were several funny stuffs we have discovered both yesterday and today! during the session, we sort of have some funny experiences with the speaker also... crazy us.. laugh non-stop... i will upload some videos on facebook later to show you the disciples' newly invented spotlight! :) enjoy it there... about what so funny about the speaker... that will take me a long time to tell :) but i can assure you, it's really funny. IMAGINE IT! :P

cheers! tomolo- the last day of training and am preparing for the devotion tomorrow :) take care!

a great day of lots of FUN!

2009-12-03T02:01:00.000-08:00

Today, I've done a lot of fun stuff... gonna share mostly on the MISSION GAME we had during our DISCIPLESHIP TRAINING! :) and yeah! today , i started to learn photoshop adobe... :S so hard lea... anyways, have to learn for... (secret) :S jkjK!

and, yeah! here it goes!

there were nearly 20 of us and were being divided into 3 groups! For my groups, we had 5 teammates! moses,kitty,zerwin,tsungtsui, and i :) we were given a list of missions to complete! For instance, to take pic with the yellow man,kfc staff,a policeman at a police station ( but we took at the small police pondok near the court), someone of about the same height outside millimewa( i took with a malay gal ), and also, to take group photos inside any drain and at the roundabout in front of KINGPARK HOtel with the pose of superman,batman,maggiman,spiderman,and cicak man! :S wah... tell you! SO EMbarrasing o!the whole TWU looking at us ( just to exaggerate!:S )... but so the fun also.... hehe... of course, some other pics were taken with crabs, sotong (dry sotong that we manage to take with ! wakakak! ), and many more.

before we went out of the church, we had to play ZUMA ( a color game ) and have to hit 70000 points, who knows, i've gotten 64490:S grrrr... and to complete 3 sheets of Bible questions paper! ;)

other than that, we were asked to buy a lot of stuff by using just the RM 5 given at the beginning of the mission. We were to buy 1 chilli padi, 1 slice of garlic, 1 biji of red onion, 2 bananas, 1 lemon, 1 bottle of 500ML cocoa cola, and 2 raw eggs. but guess what! where got ppl buy a SLICE of garlic one o... got money oso ppl will not sell to you la! thanks Goodness that we managed to drop by a malay kedai runcit for 2 raw eggs and we saw GARLIC and RED ONION! then we asked the pakcik how much for those, then you know what? he laughed and gave us FOC! :) heheh... wah.... be4 that, when we went to millimewa, we asked the kakak at the counter some stupid questions, like, may we buy just one of this and one of that then you weigh them together? heheheh! she still said can can!! who knows, when we tried to choose as fast as poss, antoher kakak came to said cannot! so, ok lo...

other than those, we also need to collect 10 or more bank in slips from different banks in order to get 30 points! and another tough thing was, to look for a sheet of the withdrawal slip of RM 150. guess what, we got 11 bank in slips from AGRO,AFFIN,AM,HSBC,PUBLIC,HONGLEONG,BANK ISLAM,RHB,MAYBANK,and don't know another one... the nicest of all was AFFIN bank's! hehehe... and about how we got the withdrawal slip of RM150, hehehehe... we gonna keep that mysterious! wakakka!!!

When we went back church, we went straight to St.Patrick's Church for a number game. Each group was given a four number paper. Then we have to go up to the Playschool one by one to pick a number from a box. if we got all the four numbers, then consider win! we shouted for each other to go up! so exciting! The last thing we did was, to eat up all the raw"food" we have bought! :S grrr... you may go to my facebook video to see me eating raw eggs! yuCKS!!! and also, one of the missions was to take a video on a Hero Rescuing a girl! video is available on my facebooK!

For more infos, feel free to visit my facebook if you are my fren :) pics and videos are up! more pics are available in a week time perhaps?

take care! cheers!
XW

Last few weeks of 2009

2009-12-02T01:03:00.000-08:00

that means, we are welcoming 2010 soon? and of course, the same time, gonna bid some frens farewell... sobs. hmmmm.... anyways, everytime ppl will comfort you by saying, nvm, we'll meet again ma... but, too bad, my experience taught me that your friend will sure have other friends. sometimes, they will forget about your existence even... grrr... anyways, i promised myself not to be like that. Of course, i still have some other friends who haven't changed. still the one i know! :) during discipleship training, we were asked to plan about our future and i've come out with one and that's until 35 years old oledi... about half of my life? hehe... donno! not bad dy.... :) there will be a mission tomolo... donno what are we going to do! looking forward to that! :D and on friday, we have to be a part-time "staff" and i will be going to Children Department! :) hehhe!

Rest day?

2009-12-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

NO DISCIPLESHIP TRAINING TODAY!!! is a Sabbath Day for us... hehe... So, today i woke up early to my mom's shop... for facial... :S this holiday have to go often lo... or else, my face will bcome worse... grrrr... so toh soi yi xia... sorry mom.. and spent most of my time facebooking? hehe.... tomolo gonna be another bc day... :S cz training until 3 15 and den 6 30 have to go to church for dance prac ... for everyone out there! christmas is coming! what's your wish ? my wishes are... countless...

first lunch with them!

2009-11-30T00:51:00.000-08:00

today, we had a BM class gathering and a farewell for Alicia? izzit? most prob la..! :) today is my first day eating outside of church during holidays with my frens somemore... discipleship training left one more week! time flies... and 5 more weeks of holiday left... after that... hehehe.! the sky got to be my blanket soon! anyways, going to kk real soon too! cant wait for the trip! and cant wait to get bak from the trip cz hopefully, can hang out with my dear frenzzzzzzzz! hehehe!! :S oh! i have a devotion to prepare and Praise and Worship to prepare too! why i got two bingos le? whereas, others only have one... :S hmmm... nvm... gonna get over with them very soon! :) God bless me... and YOU! take care!

Holiday

2009-11-28T04:07:00.000-08:00

Holiday... 5 more weeks to go... then school reopens. Yesterday, maybe was too free, sat with parents and had a chat. Who knows, i crazily told them, "school reopens soon" Then they were like, just recently, holiday then so soon reopen? haha... doinkssss... Anyhow, maybe i can't stop imagining what will i be doing next year. Mayb can seldom update my blog le... haiz... anyways, i think emailing is better as a correspondent tool? or facebook. at least i could check them once in a while. However, i will try my best to update this blog tho. ;) My whole week of holiday was spent 85% at church for the discipleship training. from 8-12:15 like that. sometimes earlier sometimes later... i cant wait for many things to happen ( GOOD ONE lo!! ) hmmmm.... and one thing, so angry with my comp,my internet line, or facebook! cant upload pics o... :S if come to the worst, will just post it here or have to wait for a longer time to upload... :S take care guys!

Out of my expectation!

2009-11-26T00:00:00.000-08:00

For these two weeks , i will b attending church for the 6th youth discipleship training ( for youth leaders only ). at first,honestly, i was quite reluctant to go. don't know y... but just these 3 days of sessions, i once again was reminded a lot of things. thru these few days, God has worked amazingly in all that he has planned. Today, he planned things that i was so surprised! he knows my worry and he used the teaching of today to make me realize that He's really there and even my dream, horror ones, he know. Until now, i really donno what He's trying to tell me thru the nightmare, but at least, i know He really cares... even mayb i think-too-much dream. :S hmmm... i hope in another few more days, i can learn more of Him. To be a disciple of Christ is a lifelong lesson though!

Discipleship Training :)

2009-11-22T23:49:00.000-08:00

I did a test on D.I.S.C. today for the 3rd time :) and my result is..... HIGH D! :S

egocentric
direct
daring
domineering
demanding
forceful
risk-taker
confident
convincing
effusive
discriminating
reflective
factual
logical
restless
change-oriented
fault-finding
spontaneous
frustrated by status quo
active
analytical
sensitive
mature
evasive
"Own person"
Selt-righteous
opinionated

AM I LIKE THAT? haha... most of them are quite true!perhaps, ALL! Good or Bad?

So much to do?

2009-11-13T15:20:00.000-08:00

Holiday is coming up, but I havnt come out with a schedule and plan on what to do. :S I have youth discipleship training to go, GB training, practices for Christmas, meet up with a lot of friends hopefully, and of course spend some time with friends who are leaving soon and those who will be back. Before holiday will be the Awards' night. OH MAN! :S haha....

Hard

2009-10-31T05:32:00.000-07:00

ahead of a decision shouldn't b any regrets but planning.... nt gonna care much abt wat ppl feel and say. but stay true to what i think is appropriate and true... i hav been sad, uneasy, mad, headache, heartache, angry, and anything that's negative, but the years ahead, God, HELP ME! i really hope the years ahead will b better. truly the years that i will b striving towards my dream. there are still many uncertainties that trouble me. i thought i could have, but it's not the way i expected. I thought things can be solved, but that's just my dream. i thought i can forgt about it, but it just remains ( mayb i really mind ). :S i thought i can, but actually i can't. Life is a joke to me now. but too bad, this is nt a joke that can make me smile.

uncertainties trouble me a lot. God bless me.

:'(

2009-10-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

Have you ever imagined having the chance to talk someone whom you have never on the phone yesterday, and today, you get the news of him passed away already?

i have just experienced it and i was stunned.

How could this happen? i asked myself again and again. I can hardly bear it if this happens for another time.

So, people, do cherish your close family and friends. No taking for granted.

Sense of insecurity...

2009-10-17T15:46:00.000-07:00

i just feel so... hmmm.... hope the "impossible" is gonna be nothing? or.... haiz....

Craving for life....

2009-10-02T00:45:00.000-07:00

There are many who are trying to commit suicide today. At the same time, there are many people craving for life. Sad to say, I will be attending my ex-teacher's funeral tomorrow. Why? "Why is this happening so soon?" We kept on asking WHY??? I couldn't even believe this happens so soon. I haven't even been able to see the active her before she became too weak to meet people. I heard how this teacher of mine asked her mother whether "SHE CAN CHOOSE NOT TO DIE" just few days before her death. I am not so sure about how would you feel if my teacher said that to you. For me, i will definitely feel really really bad and sad. I somehow am reflecting about this myself. Can you imagine? Someone that is dying telling you that she hopes to have her life back! She sure has a lot of dreams unaccomplished, many things undone. She has 3 children... If you were to be her, do you think you can just leave them and hand them over to your husband without worries. SUre not! Anyways, still that one sentence. " Cherish every moment you have with your dear ones " I am sure God has His own timing. no matter how difficult to accept this fact, we still have to accept. I'm sure she's now safe in the arms of God. R.I.P. Aunty Ruth!

:Dhehe... Good memories...

2009-09-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

Des came back to town surprisingly on Sunday! So, supposedly, me,nee,bro,tal, and des would have been to dinner together.Sadly, tal din manage to... :S nevermind. the next and perhaps the last chance b4 leaving for further studies will be on Dec? cnt wait for another photo sticker day! it was a happy memory though!

:) at nee's home...

upside down?

the main character of the movie...

bro's idea... :) maolit...

Have had lot of fun too the next day! went to bsi vision primary school to help out with their camp! sonia jiejie send me,bro,and des der. and went to have breakfast first! will just upload some pics ! :D

Sekolah Renday Visi! :)

Reubens and i :) cute boy !

in the principal's office's toilet?!

at the activity room!

in front of the bilik guru... des,soniajiejie, and i

ah jack and i... b4 he left.

des and i :) in bsi

More photos in FB! :D

the next time will b near? ! i really wish so....

Get shot by 2 killers... :S

2009-09-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

你的初恋 : havnt get myself into a relationship b4
曾是谁的初恋 : ( not sure )
你的初吻 : yes, my first kiss is still with me...
你的初夜 : what???!! what do you think... duh~~

很喜欢但是没有在一起的对象 : erm... nvm...
每个人都觉得你应该和他在一起的对象 : haha... privacy...
你觉得可以永远在一起的对象 : so far, no one...
你曾经错过了的对象 : after all, it's ok. nt even for future?

爱到最深的人 : wah... why keep asking about those de o...
已经失去他/拥有他 : if never gt into the relationship, hw to lose ?
你希望当他的 : if really have la... life partner? nt just gf...
愿意为他放弃生命吗 : if really have.... why not?

现在的爱人 : single now
曾一起做过什么最难忘的事 : ...
他让你最感动的地方 : zz.z.z..z.z
用一首歌表达对他的感情 : z..z.z.z...

你的最老友 : Ting Yik Sin
认识了多久 : since i was a baby, she was one year old ....
上一次吵架时为了 : erm... wah... even if have, it would have been a year ago because of something :P
曾经同时爱上同一个人 : i don't think so.?

是否满意自己的样貌 : not good enough? depends on who? :S
最喜欢自己的身体的那一部份 : wah... if wat's special, it will b my vampire teeth? ppl like it, bt nt sure about myself...
觉得自己受欢迎的原因是 : funny? donno.... what do you think? tel me !
说出自己的一个怪癖 : hahaha.... <----- this is it!

做过最疯狂的事 : staying up late just to take photographies of firework during 2007's National Day? ( when i've to wake up early in the morning ):S
最后悔的事/选择 : to continue my piano when i know i'm not up to that?
让你最痛苦的事 : having failed my piano exam, jz recently?
让你最光荣的事 : erm.... nothing to be proud of? LoL!

上一次哭是为了 : having failed my piano exam.
上一个吻的人 : prob parents.
上一样吃的东西 : rice, 2 mushrooms... ( abnormal diet )
上一次搭飞机是去 : KK ?

哪一首歌最能让你想起上一个他 :
哪一首歌能让你痛哭流涕 :
哪一首歌代表你现在的心情 :
哪一首歌是你百听不厌的 : Depend on You

最痛恨的人 : .....
原因 : It will take a paragraph to tok about it!
如果他想你道歉，会原谅他吗 : That person don't even know what's her fault?
想不想和他当朋友 : hi bye fren?

这个tag的凶手: man and sophia
你们是什么关系 : best friends
如果有一天被他背叛了，会怎么办 : we've been through a lot... more to overcome!
最想对他说的一句话 : STUDY HARD and SMART AH! :P RUN FOR YOUR FUTURE!

请开始你的tag :YOU!

1st Inter-school Quiz Competition!

2009-09-19T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to Bandar Sri Indah Vision Secondary School to watch the 1st inter-school quiz competition! Will just show some pictures and some description. Pics of quality will be shown in facebook soon. This quiz competition is quite a different one because they are taught to use a SMART remote or "phone" to select their answer and it has gt to be logged in to the computer first. ya... so... it's really an eye-opening day though! :D

actually this is supposed to be the BYEBYE pic... :)

with my "dad"

happy to be able to meet Sandra der! Hope to have another day of meet up

In the toilet actually.

outside the toilet :D

Thanks Andrew for being my tour guide to search for the computer lab:P

Thanks Vico! It's really sweet... :D

Have not seen this kind of car for ages.

this is the SMART remote or "phone"

More pics in facebook soon :)

Thanks a lot! :)

2009-09-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

Thanks very much for this book. Appreciate it a lot.!:)

haha... if you can c wat's dat... :)

3-STRIPES ARE COMING?

Nice page ! :D

RESPECT ME please!!!!

THANKS FOR THIS!

I've seriously never thought of there's such thing as Adidas book.! :D haha....

You have succeeded!

2009-09-17T04:34:00.000-07:00

On Monday, I have received a Ferrero Roche from one of my close frens... and actually i don't deserve it cz i have failed. and i tot that was my b'day present and ntg abt my piano exam. who knows... actually dat's nt for b'day de... something much more surprising is up! that person kept asking me whether i love Adidas... and i said of course! and that person started asking questions about Adidas and i finally found out how outdated i m.... and sad to say, i stop doing research about it when i found out i shouldn't pay so much attention on it. MY passion of it is still the same actually. but this person reminded me hw i can actually support something without having to buy a lot of it! and that person kept FISH me... make everything so mysterious. until lunch break... i have received this... to be continued in the next post.! pics will be uploaded! For that person's information, you have succeeded in surprising me! i love adidas but never ever tot of will get this stuff de o! you are really geng! :D THanks very much! :D

Just pics!

2009-09-09T18:52:00.000-07:00

here are some of the pictures which i would like to show to u all... i knw i have promised to post for a long time and nw, finally they are ready? :S oh! and was quite happy to be able to go bak to yukchin to help paint the wall... ( my ex-primary school ) and was able to meet up wf some teachers and had a great chat wf them while painting... pics wil b shown... nt many cz most of them were in colleen's camera....

YOUNG& READY 2009 + Family Rally

me...

haha...winnie gave me nickname Muffin and she is the chocolate chips!

corzin and i

hehe... rehearsal...

never tot of having this nite...

i luv this pic...

cute... ^^

the hunters and i

me....

wf them :D hahha

STEAMBOAT AT BINGJIEJIE's HOUSE

bingjiejie and i

nice :) yolk

hehe... colorful

my aunty made it

delicious:D

PIANO TUNING :D

hw i wish my piano will b like dat oll the time :D

uinah... nice wor...

all the parts of the piano...

:)

the tuner of Yamaha piano... Mr. Stanton?

THE VISION IMPACT MUSICAL GALA

haha.... i think this is nice to share... rehearsal for vision impact...

this is nice too:D

This is the team... cn u spot me... ?? i knw it's small :S

haha... teacher vivianne and i... :D finally gt one pic wf her...

the team... :D a part only ....

corzin and i :)

my nickname giver ( Rev. Huang ) Octopus is the nickname is u rmb frm my previous blog abt the musical gala... :)

The team leader...Teacher Stella :)

haha... brian...

laura :)

lisa and i:D

WALL PAINTING IN SRJK(C) YUK CHIN

both of us wf kendric and ms.irene went...

nice laksa! cnt believe this is one of the dishes in YUK CHIN! primary skul? hehe...

rmb this teacher... she used to b my music teacher...

rmb those giant trees... wher i used to hang around wf sandra, olivia, terence,cass and nigel?old times...

the wall.... and gabriel, justina,grace's mom.... :D

FIELD TRIP TO COCOA VILLAGE

This is my first time holding it... long time ago...

who are they? i love the waterfalls der...

i look like crazy here... sweat==||

hmmm....

haha.... us...

Sweet 16 :)

2009-09-07T02:28:00.000-07:00

Sept 5... first b'day greetings by a fren in GB thx for the present( butter flavoured Chipsmore... remembering first time eating in the English Youth Camp provided by nee ) haha... .... :)

Sept 6... went to Farfalle to celebrate wf family( it's early.. i knw... cz dad won't be free on Tues. ) :S This year I didn't want a big family birthday cake with 16 candles on it. So, ordered Farfalle's Chef's special Cheesecake and requested for 1 candle ( 15 years younger ) haha.... and thx to that waiter... service quite good. and he's the first outsider to great me happy b'day... hehe... jkjk... and took some pics bt too bad din manage to take wf parents cz very toh! :S they sat opposite of bro and i. so only both of us took. the quality of the pic nt so good cz using my phone. Anyways, a memorable one. Thanks Farfalle. ( esp. that waiter )

my b'day cake :) one year old... wakakaka...

gorgor and i

Sept 7... surfed FB and started to c some greetings and wishes. Thx Aunty Jenny for being the first to greet me in FB... haha.... and of course the others... At night, cell group... they gave me surprise! thx very much for the cake wf 16 candles ... haha... and u guys are funny.... guessing which key to open my bak door.... and trying to figure out hw to use my gas... .:S thx very very much!

thx for the 16 candles cake... they became quite short...

Thanks you all!!!

Sept 8.... ( THIS IS THE DAY ! ) saw really a lot of greetings and wishes in FB ... thx very much!! and those who texted me midnight... haha... anyways, gt to knw Sam gogo's gf ... hehe... thx for your b'day wish ah... and jz joking abt the Mc Flurry :) bet u enjoyed yourself. haha... and thx zin,leen,ten,man,yee,and keat for your surprise. All of you are definitely cruel! jkjk... and thx for the present and your funny tricks on how to make me realize abt the present! haha... Love you all! at least my morning and early afternoon have all of you to accompany me :) thx nee also for appearing at least and v gt to chat a lil... too bad u hav to go so soon... anyways, and the present! i definitely love it... haha...

ps. more pics on FB... try to gt them on time...

Thanks to all who have made my b'day a memorable one! :D Love Ya'll!!!

Pressurized

2009-08-29T04:06:00.000-07:00

As i hav said in my previous blogs, I've failed my exam. and due to that reason, i am really sad. even a person like me, who was said that not enough effort was being put in will feel sad... sounds ridiculously rite? Actually, I don't have the right to feel so... and because i am sad, i have been making some of my frens feeling uneasy... is like crying with me? sighing with me? and feel for me. Thanks lot! At least i felt someone is there. I had a "lecture". About my "fault." and just to say, i din even fought bak... i somehow agree with wat they said. bt it's really a hard thing to do to just swallow up and move on. i really need a lot a lot of time. many ppl ask if i m goin to continue. to me, no way. bt quite many encourage me to retake... i donno... haizzzzzzzz.... one thing my bro pointed out to me that i somehow realized was... for him, being beaten is normal from young bt he live without pressure... but for me, seldom gt beaten bt full of pressure. Perhaps, pressure is juz a necessary item for me to grow. the highlight of wat he said is, If i can overcome, i will be a dragon. If i can't den i will b an insect. ( translate into chinese ) 挨得过，就是一条龙。挨不过，就是一条虫。the conclusion is, i m really pressurized nw... bt i told myself i must work hard for the next term. strive to the end. don give up... anyhw, i jz need to control myself a lot whn ppl mentioned abt my failure... the tears can't drop!

Result is out!

2009-08-26T21:31:00.000-07:00

My piano exam result for grade 8 is ( fail 97marks )
3 more to pass!!!!! i m sorry... i m sad.... i m guilty... i knw this will cause a lot of disappointment!!!! i m really uneasy... if u ask if i did put in effort... mayb no cz if i hav, sure will pass??? i dono... very confusing.... thx for those who accompanied me during my phone call wf aunty fiona.... and thx for the shoulders.... thx for the compliments even tho i failed.... sounds sacarstic bt i knw it's sincere.... sry for those who prayed for me.... i knw it's a bad news.... sorry.... :'(

Sigh....

2009-08-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

ok... i knw i m mean. after a month, whn i go on9, i found out a lot of things have changed. frens with no blog hav a blog nw... and in their blog, i knw lots of things dat gt myself upset. ( disadvantage of on9-ing) tho i don face wat that person face as in relationship, bt cn totally change her blog into a frenship. i tot i cn have fun with my frens the rest of the year, only if i m leaving next year. bt things turn out quite badly. because of someone, everything has changed. this term is a term whn i start to be "alone". so, thx nee very much for cuming bak to skul to help out. hw i hope u cn work whole day. anyways, half day is enuf comparing to no days.... and in that blog, that person said, hope cn b wf that guy for Christmas , New year eve, and even b'day. bt me, instead of a guy, is frens. bt seems lyk they will b leaving either for holiday or jz nt around. mayb this year, i shouldn't hope to hav anything special happening during my b'day. perhaps, it's nt even important. the other day , in mentoring, i donno y, i jz told my mentor don hav to celebrate my b'day in mentoring cz it's so weird having ppl celebrating wf u and u knw it. i prefer surprise. bt who out der is so free. so, never tot of that. so, better kp quiet abt everything and continue to live the rest of my year. work hard in my pace work. i have seriously done a worse job ever. after piano exam, hopefully, i cn do better. Next term, my last term? unknown.... bt i definitely feel like... too many bad thngs happen and i havnt had the chance to go on a holiday. or even sumthing good to happen... is dat wat i will continue to face for the rest of this year??? 2009?????

piano exam result will b out next week.

Back

2009-08-21T17:16:00.000-07:00

Exam is over! Result is cuming... Y&R is cuming! :S btw, thx a lot for the prayers for the past months. thx to thoz who cooperated wf me just right after exam. sorry to thoz who gt rejected by me whn u asked hw was my exam. and i returned u wf a SHhh.... and thx for understanding. many ppl ask hw's exam, my reply was, "It's inconvenient to give any opinions once result is not out." It's a phobia to tell after last year's experience. disappointed one. anyways, will wait and c. result will b out next week. grrrrrr..... very scary.... hmmmmm....

Break

2009-07-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

ok... nt break up... nt holiday ... IS, i hav decided to gv myself a break with the computer for abt a month... from Monday till Aug17 is over. main objective is to practice my piano unexpectedly crazy. i m very stress nw knwing my time is near. the time to determine whether i m losing or winning. from wat i knw nw is i m gonna lose. i rl c no point of practicing. bt hopefully, things will turn out to b good? everyone hopes so. dat's y the last effort gt to b put in? I rl cnt lose! bt i rl m afraid i will gt an envelope on Nov or Dec. instead of a certificate.Last Friday was my last few piano lessons. whn i realized it's time to say good bye. honestly, i was sad. donno why so sad. bt jz very sad. *regret? i think. bt if i fail, i will hav to go bak and learn summore? nt sure . bt i think parents will b really disappointed and rather let me gv up? or they gv up for me. :( bt ya, i hav to stop wf the comp although i cn only use it for fri, sat, and sun, i m goin to gv up on this and start practicing as much as i can. hopefully i cn enjoy more after the exam. i rl hope i cn overcome this tiring, challenging period of time. 9 years of hard work, one day determines. FAIL OR PASS? i rl hope u all can pray for me. i seldom has this kind of serious feeling. i rl hope i will nt hav to b sad for another time! thx and take care ya'll! God bless. ^^

Vision Impact Musical Gala

2009-07-11T22:09:00.000-07:00

Praise the Lord for what he has done for us last night! Our musical gala has been quite a smooth yet full of surprise! All of us have done our best and we can see the great works the Lord has done through us! For the musical gala, I was a percussionist. Our church's choir has presented 5 songs, but I participated for four songs. Mo li hua, i was playing the triangle. Arirang, I was playing the korean gong. Cai ca ge, I was playing the wooden block and the tambourine. Lastly was How great thou art, our church's choir + Charis Singer. I was playing the drum... nt the whole thing jz the big bass? nt sure wat u call dat... :) I have also made some new frens. Esp. Bryan. will upload photos soon... and Rev. Huang. Seen him last year, but this year, v worked together. He gave me a new nickname. Octopus. :D Cuz I played with a lot of things according to him... hehe... and i think i was the only person walking up and down the platform. :) dat's y octopus! wanna thx Teacher Vivianne too! she has been saying thx to us and well done. But without her help, i don think v can do it! of course, with the Lord's help too! :) the main target of this concert is also to raise fund for the skuls. quite a successful one. jz to say.

Surprise!!!

2009-07-03T16:44:00.000-07:00

Finally, der's a glimpse of happiness in my darkest day... :S last nite, i went to church for practice... and was so hot and pissed off sumhw by sumthing dat has been happening for the whole new skul week... and in the mid of prac, i was given sumthing by sumone! den he says, capt. siew yun ask me to pass u this box for stuff! whn i hold it up, " SO HEAVY DUH!!! " hehe.... den i started to b so so so curious and cnt wait to c wat's in der... den ask zekuan to help me open up... i rl cnt believe my eyes!!!!!!! it's a trophy ( crystal? i donno hw u call dat... will post up sum day ) from the Girls' Brigade Headquarter! it's for the "Highest Individual Collection GB Month 2008." huh?? 2008? 3rd runner up?? the whole M'sia?? i tot i din gt anything and i din know hw much did i collect for GB Month le.... bt, yea, in actual fact, i hav gotten it... in so many years in GB, this is the happiest moment tho it's nt given to me in a grand kind of drill. at least, i hav this achievement b4 i go to study... not to boast,bt i think it's good to share this happy moment after having to share wat's so bad has happened :) God bless ya'll!!! the pic will b posted up soon... whn i hav chosen...

The answer of Where is the place that i went!

2009-06-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

today is actually my first time goin to a "strange" place alone... without parents goin wf me... the place which i said i would like goin to during holiday is the magistrate court ( mahkamah ) . yup... dat's it! :) At first, i tot it cnt be achieved cz holiday is coming to an end oledi... thx God dat the last day of holiday, i managed to go:) i was der for the whole morning... quite interesting tho... i hav learned a lot and exposed myself to a different environment... a working field :) hopefully, i cn go to the high court next :) hehe... so ambitious... :S anyways, sure hav chance tho:)

oh ya! after dat, went to oasis... someone is so nt satisfied wf the food and kp complaining ... so hard to pls :S hehe... went bak to church and saw the grand piano... quite happY! :) having prac later... so gtg nw:S

hehe

2009-06-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

today i did a crazy thing... i suddenly miss my ex-playschool so much and decided to pay a visit early in the morning... who knws, i ended up chatting wf aunty ellen for abt an hour in the principal room. supposedly hav to prac wf jeremy and jason for the musical gala... bt v postponed it to afternoon. kind of enjoy the chat wf aunty ellen tho. and she actually asked me to ( .... ) hehe... i donno o... willl c la k? hav to plan my work. anyways, at last, she asked me whether i m too free.8 teachers actually went for a training. den i say sort of, den she asked me to b assistant temporarily... and i actually went to the 3 year old class working together wf alicia(nee's sis) and cikgu corrie( yup, she was der) i actually saw s.k der:) hehehehe!!! it actually requires a lot of patience to b one. the feeling of satisfaction is good one... whn u are successful in calming a crying kid? quite plenty today :) overall, quite happy somehow... i tot it was a joke or a dream ... bt it's a reality... Thx God for that chance.! i hav decided to go to one of my target place during holiday! hopefully, i will nt embarrass myself for that's my first time... will share abt wher i will b goin tomolo... :)

Holiday coming to an end??

2009-06-23T18:43:00.000-07:00

i hav some resolution b4 holiday actually... lots of thing that i would like doing...

1. complete my homework excluding the projects for WH ( it's done )

2. 3 projects for WH ( 2's done one left ) ps. thx nee for helping :) hehe..!!!

3. practice my piano diligently ( nt sure if I'm diligent enuf )

4. go to 2 places ( 1 oso havnt go ) :S

5. to rest more ( not sure )

AiyO! i rather i don hav this holiday! so meaningless?

actually nt so tho... i hav been to the creative conference for abt a week time? 3 more weeks after dat, i stayed at home a lot. on9 a lot, facebooking a lot, practicing piano ( donno if it's a lot ) , bt i don eat a lot ( cz no food ) .... :S perhaps, iwill nt hav this kind of holiday soon! whn skul reopens, i jz gt to b ready to face all the problems once agn... no point hiding from them :S

whn skul reopens, i hav lots of HOPE(s)! anyways, i don expect my hope(s) to b satisfied bt at least i still seems to hav these HOPE(s)...

i lyk a phrase in the tvb drama- healing hands! sumthing terrible happened in the hospital. the father was a lil' psycho and did sumthing nt so good to his wife. and his daughter oso didn't choose to defend her father. On the other hand, she helped her mom. Three of them actually gt into a fight and they were sent into hospital. The husband has jz gt a lil' wound. The daughter has gt to b saved urgently. Sadly, his wife died.As the husband heard wat the doctors were discussing abt the death of his wife ( he actually killed his wife ), he quickly "ugut" one of the doctors who was holding a plate of tools for rescuing his daughter. To cut the story short, he made the whole hospital into a mess and he even pulled the hose of the oxygen from her daughter. Unluckily, his daughter died. A doctor was so angry and went to gv that husband a punch. 2 young doctors asked an experienced doctor why he first decided to b a doctor. Guess wat he answered? " To give the patients hope "

WHAT!!!

2009-06-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

wat will u do whn sumbody treated u rl good cz that person know he/she has wronged u?

wat will u react to sumbody who always try to challenge u?

wat will u tell someone who likes to grab away everything u hav?

wat will u feel whn someone is hurting u again and again?

wat will u try doing whn that person is approaching u?

honestly, if i m u, i cnt do everything although i wish to punch that person, swear to that person, yell at that person, slap that person on the face everytime that person approaches me. perhaps, jz b patient for a lil' more while will do. and u r nt or i m nt violent after all.

This is what suits me best nw...特

2009-06-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

叶子 - 阿桑

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘当时是怎样有人陪伴

我一个人吃饭旅行 (到处)走走停停
也一个人看书弹琴自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

For your information, I fell in love with this song recently after have been released for such a long long time. ( even the singer oso passed away recently ) Perhaps, it's because that's what I feel now. I gave a lil' attention to it at first, but later, I feel the same. Even the lyrics is so meaningful.

... 像

2009-06-09T22:13:00.000-07:00

放假已经第二个星期了。。。看起来真的很像很空闲。其实，我也不知道我到底有没有机会完成我为自己定下的假期目标。除了在电脑和教堂练习的时间，花满多的时间做一些我到现在都没有把握的事情。。。真得很累了。对着那架钢琴，我就开始怀疑知己的ability. 很多如果，如果，如果，出现在我的琴谱。如果我真的fail了，肯定带给很多人失望。如果fail了，我会很对不起很多人。如果fail了，。。。有时看这那架琴，我就后悔当时没用功，没达到别人对我的要求。其实是我不可以，不是我不要！我根本就不喜欢！我可以怎样？？只好静静不出声，熬到aug. 17 就什么都不理吗？？在练习时，最想的是一个人在旁边。不会都好，至少好过一点。我不是Beethoven, Chopin, Bach, Morzart 呢！期望太大，我真得很怕会失望更大！没有期望的我，很像不是我。我真的不想在想，只是希望可以快快练好所有的pieces. aural我也不知要怎样improve. :S 9 more weeks!

对了，最近有一位朋友给了我一句话。 " If God brings you to it, He sure will bring you through it!" It has given me a lot of courage how to continue when I feel like giving up. 练琴是我最大的obstacle to overcome. 真的需要work hard 了！

p.s. 突然心血来潮用华语来写blog:S hopefully, u can get wat i mean

Bad happenings are all over the WORLD!

2009-06-08T03:52:00.000-07:00

I hav nt settled one, another came... hey! this is life? sure it is... bt i decided to put down the first thing and settle the second as soon as pos... it affects my future seriously. i oso don hope i will fail.. bt if i knw i m goin to fail, y bother gv it a try? i found out i m preferably academic den musical.. if u knw wat i mean... i m nt thoz artistic kind of ppl... i hav this description by one of my "Fren?" which is, my hands and my feet are the same... if u don understand, u can cum and ask me...:S btw, i m rl worrying abt my piano exam ... frm nw, it's gonna b in 9 weeks time left that my grade 8 piano exam is coming... and yet, i still hav a lot of things undone.!! the more i practice, the terrible i gt. hw??? i oso donno... so tired to think abt it... y do i still blog here?? cz i rl donno wat cn i do to improve.haizzzzzzzzz............. der will b a lot of other practices to b done... a lot of missions to b completed... a lot of projects to do.... a lot of things to plan ahead... if i fail the exam, everything that i m bc for nw are gonna say byebye to me! :'(

Wishes

2009-06-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

i suddenly hav the feeling of writing down my wishes here... ntg materialistic... i jz write, bt i don hav much hopes on them.... they are all frm my heart... it may seems ntg to u... bt a great deal to me...

i wish...

1. i can pass my piano grade 8 exam

2. i can complete 16 credits by this year to leave

3. i can pass the enrolment test of my selected college ( only if i can do the 2 above )

4. i can see changes whn go bak to skul

5. i can control myself and show "them " good attitude

6. i can close my eyes whn i see anything happen ( don k is better than k )

7. i can just kp quiet for another half year...

8. i hope "they " will nt disappoint me...

9. i hope i can leave the rest of this year wf no regrets... no hatred... no xiaowei-BOMBS exploded

i wrote this after chatting wf my ex-skulmate... i hav the motivation cz of her making me understand a lot of things... u made me cry... :S i understand wat u hav felt b4... cz i goin thru wat u hav gone thru...

Take care! i will take care of myself and Lord, giv me strength! I NEED UUUUUU!!!!!

holiday

2009-05-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAY! bt i will b real bc cz a lot of World History projects to do... teacher forgt to assign us the projects whn v start our pace until v hav passed the third pace den gave us...:S i hav oso applied for 3 pace's bak home for hw... i promised myself to start a serious prac on my piano. if i rl cnt finished practicing my 3 songs during this holiday, i rl hav no more hope for even a pass result... :( i hav several goals for this holiday... hopefully things will carry out to b good... oh ya! that day i hav gotten a good news... will tell u all whn dat thing succeed... i will tell more abt the creative conference whn it's over... :)

fine

2009-05-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

i knw my last few blogs are so sort of sacarstic or anything u think... sumhw they're jz bad ones... u may nt knw hw i fl to b in such a complicated environment.. home is the best comparing to thoz kind of skul life wif diff. ppl.. nt saying i hav human phobia kind of thing... bt home is a place for me to take a deep fresh breath. i started to realize hw mean are u and everything u did to me. and i always tried to forgv u... and i always tell myself, last time to forgiv u. sumhw i came to realize that Jesus din say dat to himself. nt telling u dat i wan to b jesus... bt b lyk Him. i will tell myself to forgv u everytime u hurt me. remember hw many times u hurt, u apologize, there are still scars remaining on me... b kful.. prayerfullly i don explode jz rite in front of u and stretched my hand and go 145km/h to ur face! gt dat? i m still human. beware!

ARGGHHHHH!!!!

2009-05-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

i m rl fustrated nw! i hav loads of stuff waiting for me to do agn... meeting a lot of deadlines... on monday, hav to publish my movie review on the website and send to mspam by email. ( still cnt watch, donno wat happen to the silly comp ) havnt do my hw.. :S wednesday hav to pass up a hard copy of a travelogue to mspam! so mafan o!!! hav to dance tomolo nite, monday nite has cg! hw???? haiz. stucked! i hav gt a msg requesting for help. piano agn!??????

i doubt ur frenliness, your "thx", good morning, ur smile, ur regards. they look more and more scary to me now knowing wat u do. i donno wat should i say to u oledi. jz keep quiet.

heaviness? :S

2009-05-22T14:55:00.000-07:00

i wasn't happy for the last whole week tho ther are sum good news... i tried my best to cover up my heaviness, tense, nervous, angry, mad... bt still they couldn't be.. i tell myself, i need to be happy... bt i just couldn't tho i was laughing bt u donNo wat's in me... scary rite? anyway, i hope things will go rite. sumhw i feel dat u r jz trying to b frenly cz u think u r guilty of wat's going on... which i fl really scary of and afraid u do the same as last time. sumhw, i knw u enjoy urself nw, don hav to show off. wat u did rl makes me fl lyk hitting u. i knw u look cute bt don hav to act cute. destroyer! u can tell me is nt ur prob, bt i cn tell u, u hav this "good" skill of destroying!

:'(

2009-05-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

Why lyk dat de? yer!

anyway, y do movie review? Alvin and the Chipmunks? and y everything dat i used to store that movie oso cnt work d o!???? today all the bad things are mind... Congrats to myself.

i oso wanna congrats u dat ur mission has completed.. jz ss der la u... will c who shuang lo! just do watever u wan and i m nt goin to mind or anything. nt my business. just enjoy urself doing wat u LOVE to do.

haiz....

2009-05-17T06:14:00.000-07:00

i jz read someone's blog... actually my tears are abt to drop when reading. and i jz kept it. eyes went red. i m somehw sad that no matter wat u do for ur frens, they will always tend to forgt abt ur existance. anyway, i think that's wat life is abt? i gt really mad today for several reasons. and mood are really bad cz someone DUO LAI JIANG. gv lots of silly comments abt something. nw wat bothers me the most is my piano exam... on Aug 17. i hav the most doubts abt it nw? HOw? haiz... haiz... haiz... :'(

gt tagged! haha...

2009-05-17T05:04:00.000-07:00

Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.

Why did you choose the photo?
dat's wat i am doing lately.:)

When was the last time you ate pizza?
jz nw :) so ngam. i don go so often tho

The last song that you've listen to?
wah... i think is Hallelujah Chorus?

What are you doing beside answering this tag?
facebooking

Beside your own name, how do you like people to call you?
jz nt anything disgusting will do

Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them.
1.cartoon nie

2.alvin zai ( TYS ) :P

3.samvun go2

4.sarahvun

5.zehao

6.sophiachung

Who is number 1?
-haha... cartoon:P

Number 3 has a relationship with?
-no one. have oso don tell here la:)

Say something about number 5.
-a guy lo. who wans to become a... let him tell u:D

How about number 4?
-erm... v knw each other for quite a longlong time? she cn b real crazy too...

Who is number 2?
-my children's future music teacher:P jkjk... she is my lifemate hopefully

Say something about number 6.
-the one i miss very much. wish to meet up with her nw and tell her wassup with me!!!! help me sophia! :D

Professional Development ( humility )

2009-05-09T01:28:00.000-07:00

i jz came bak from a professional development course... it toks a lot abt grooming up and sum business strategy ... i guess i m jz one of the few youths attending... many ppl asked me y m i joining tho... anyway, i jz hop to learn sumthing else... the speaker was Datuk Mary Yap... she rl has the sense of humor sumhw and i don fl boring.... hwever, the first part was abt self-grooming and everything abt self image bt the second part was abt Ocean Blue... frm all that i hav heard, one main thing dat i think is important is to be HUMBLE... she has tot us seriously a lot, bt it's still up to us to choose between " TO CHANGE" or " NOT TO". i hav some seriously good insights after todays' course... if i am to share wf u everything here, it would take a long time... anyway, even if i wrote down here wat i hav learnt, it's still up to u to want to change or not rite? c! humility is so important...

Writing class.

2009-05-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

one of the assignments of our writing class is to create our own website. i have done mine... it's sort of fun making up one... :) feel free to view my website. www.cxwsupsanddowns.weebly.com i m still on my way sorting out the settings... :) btw, i rl hav no much ideas about wat to place in the website! c'mon, gv me sum insight plzzzzzzzzz.....

tagged by cartoon nie:P

2009-04-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

現在幾點: 16:04

名: CXW :)

你現在正在听的歌: m listening to ntg nw... :S

你在哪裡讀書(工作): SPAA

你最後吃的一樣東西是什麼: cocoa fried rice?! :) ( went to cocoa village jz nw )

現在天氣如何：sunny...

戴隱形眼鏡嗎: no... spectacle

上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: erm... 15?

你通常吹熄這些蠟燭的日期: 8th Sept

你家養過什麼: Fish ( long time ago, ... )

兄弟姊妹跟他們的年紀: bro : 19? if nt wrong...

眼珠顏色: black?

耳朵有幾個洞（以正常来说是2个): don hav edi

有刺青嗎: no way...^^

喜歡你目前的生活嗎:erm... so so...

出生地: Tawau

目前居: twu, Sabah

喝過酒嗎 : wine? yes... beer? no

覺得自己花心嗎:nt at all... :S m i weird?

曾經出過車禍嗎: haha... complicated... my dad braked, den a car banged on us, den v banged on the car in front, den the car in front banged on da car in front of him, den da car in front of him banged on the car in front of the one in front of him? hehe... rite... ( it was on the way to kk for CNY summore) *sweat

暗戀過人嗎: of coz...

喜歡吃啥麼東西 : erm.... nt shit den cn... and no avacado... and nt too heavy kind of onion, ginger, garlic... bt can take a bit only...

喜歡喝什么水: nt urine:P

最喜歡的顏色: blue

喜歡的數字: 3... ( adidas)

喜歡看哪一種的電影: TVB drama...

最喜歡的卡通人物或品牌：adidas

最懷念的日子：wah.... donno o... a lot...

最傷心的日子 :last year's christmas?

喜歡的花: i don rl luv flowers too... no idea

最怕遇到的人：erm... sum aunties who is lyk ... erm... sotsot thoz... hehe... so bad o me

最喜欢的運動 :golf( but only play once a year ) only putting or drive?

喜歡的冰淇淋種纇: rum and raisins! hehe... nee, no green tea:P jkjk

最怕什麼東西: sumthing dat appears suddenly? lyk suddenly a spider drop to ur body? :P yucks!

喜歡看的電視台: hehe... donno o! anything in astro bt only limited to cantonese, chinese, sum eng. documentaries channels...

擅長的事：wat's this?

上次上醫院是什麼時候: haha... inside my mom's stomach!

以後想做什麼職業: lawyer? nt sure...

你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡：i rl gt no idea?

無聊的時候你大多做些什么: tok nonsensical stuff

世上最惱人的事: ...

全世界最好的事：very hard to say... 　　

目前有男(女)友嗎：no...

对沒把握的事情態度如何：i don expect much... jz do wat i cn...

如果有人誤會你，你会：annoyed

如果有人誤會你，又不聽你的解釋: depressed

有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎：wat cn i do? childish! :P

你認為你的另一半幫你付錢是理所當然的嗎： erm... it's better if i pay for myself... depends

你寄這封郵件的誰最不可能回：hw would i knw...

你猜誰會最先回這封信: wah... need to guess d meh?

現在心裡最想念的人是誰: who cn i miss?

要幾歲結婚：don hav boy fren, hw to wan o!

依你心裡滴覺得重要度先後排列: God, Parent, leader

希望誰回信：...

最想了解谁: anybody!

現在幾點了: 16:32

Tag: anybody who accidentally or purposefully read this!:)

Easter Service

2009-04-12T04:43:00.000-07:00

today is easter... i was at first kind of nervous for the whole morning cz i was playing the keyboard for the first time during service... tho it was jz a 2- session thing... bt, it's enuf to "attract" butterlies to go into my stomach:S it's actually an accompaniment for the choir... ya... bt i received a lot of comments jz right after... and of course, they were all encouragements... thx very much to teacher vivianne who has actually spent a lot a lot of time guiding me.... tho i still played with errors ( could say it as minor ones) ... and at least, i could experience God helping me... dat i din shiver much.... as i expected... and ya, this time i played wf jason... he was playing the bass.... din expect to hav this chance working together tho... will post sum pic today... and hopefully more whn i gt thoz photos... bt too bad, din manage to take wf teacher vivianne....

yup, he's jason... thx very much for covering my errors:)

roy and i

zekuan and i.... he also one of those who helped to cover up wrongs:)

haha.... teacher annie...

is this pic cool? :) ok... i knw it is btw, dat was me...

us.... b4 children cell... white angels?? nope... devils? nope.. watever...

anyway, Praise the Lord for His greatness and hw he has led me thruout the whole "presentations"! and of course Jesus is risen! dat's y we hav easter day!

more pics to come...

自讨苦吃？

2009-04-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

最近我真的可以体会到所谓“压力 ” 的一半吧。。。也许是自讨苦吃。。。我最近接受了很多别人的要求。。。要我帮忙的。。。全都是跟弹琴有关。。。今年是我考钢琴第八级了。。。但却没有把时间用在应该练的pieces... 反而去练一些其他的歌。。。或许我察觉了我想要的是什么吧。。。我自小要求父母让我学琴。。。他们也做到了。。。但，我感觉“受骗 ” 了。。。因为我从要学到先在都在想如果我不用考试，我会对音乐更有兴趣。。。谁知，一考就考到第八级。。。我真的有要放弃的想法啊！我不想浪会我的时间做我不想做的事。倒不如我用那段时间弹一些我喜欢的歌？too bad... 以上都是梦。。。我已经还了考琴费。。。所以？？只好多些祷告and do more practice... 现在离考琴不到五个月。。。连老师都没一定的把握。。。除非there's miracle? 所以，可以提回到我的绝望了吗？！我真的希望我可以再挨多今年。。。　一片蓝天的出现就离我不远。。。

Grandma's baptism :D

2009-03-29T04:52:00.000-07:00

i went to kk last on fri and jz gt bak... today is sun... so, is lyk i left at fri. nite and arrived in the early morning... den left on sun morning... by car.. :D the main purpose for my family to go to kk is for my grandma's baptism... went bak to celebrate wf her... of course, glad to c my relatives after two months:D bt too bad i don gt to hav time to meet up wf my frens:( anyway, pics below:D

lunch b4 goin to the baptism

saw this on the way to take the bouquet frm the florist shop

this is the way they baptized...

my grandma:)

grandparents, uncles and aunties, cousies wf Rev. Yee and his wife

graduated? ...

us in the christ church... :D

we had dinner at nite at hai long cheng....restaurant besides the promenade hotel

yanyan and i

me, yanyan, wanwan, and qingqing

elaine jiejie and i

yingying jiejie, jinnjinn jiejie, and i

the grandchildren

it was a great trip having a new experience for goin to a far place for jz 1 and a half day... =.= bt it's worth it tho i m quite tired... din slp for more than 9 hours in these two days... thx God dat my paternal relatives have all accepted the Christ and we hav actually prayed for our grandma for ages... and Praise the Lord dat she has baptized... pray dat she will continue to grow in the LORD:)

holiday??? bye?

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this holiday, i spent most of my time at church and mom's shop... nt much time at home tho... the first day and the fifth day of holiday, i went to mom's shop... the rest of the days, i went to church to either helped out or to learn/ practice the keyboard... sum pics taken... oh ya! and oso managed to spend the last few days with zehao... and v managed to take sum pics b4 he left...

bye zehao... ( this was taken the day he left )

this is my most fun day... spending time wf mac book and i pod touch:)

gv me 5? duh~~~

zehao and i with the rollercoaster...

argHhH~~~

if u notice, sumone der ! nt me and zehao... another person... dat's alice ! hehe^^

( FYI, pics taken above is nt an easy job... v hav tried out manymanymany times ) ok... it's nt the real place k? it was taken using mac... :)

in the youth office:D

keyboard class!

ya... nt jz 1 or 2 kepboards... more than dat...

me...:D

anyway, i think these are abt my holiday.... btw, thx nora for teaching and sum other helpers... i hav learnt a lot tho it 's jz a few days lesson...